“No, not yet. But I’m sure they’ll be back as soon as they can.”
Not good. That meant something had happened. She’d said it had been days. . . .
Someone else hip-bumped open the door, and came in carrying two tall coffees. It was Cherise. She looked tired, but still glamorously touseled, and the smile she gave me was pure relief. “I
“Sick,” I said. “What the hell happened?”
The nurse cautioned her about hot liquids and my invalid state, which both of us ignored, and left the room. Cherise leaned forward and helped me manage the mocha. It was warm, not scalding, and the caffeine/ sugar/fat combo made me feel much steadier inside. “Well,” Cherise said, “you pretty much freaked everybody the hell out. Including people I’ve never heard of, who flew over from Switzerland and Australia and places like that.”
“Wardens?”
“Some of them, yeah. There’s some kind of big meeting going on. That’s where everybody is.” Cherise’s big blue eyes focused on mine, and I saw an internal debate going on for a few seconds before she said, “Your friend’s dead.”
“I—what?”
“Your friend Mr. Silverton. He didn’t make it, Jo. They tried, but he was too far gone. David and Lewis both tried, but nothing worked. They were scared about you, too.” Cherise’s expression told me everything I didn’t want to know about how bad off I really was. Bleeding gums were the least of my problems. “You’re going to have to rest up this time. Seriously.”
“But . . . did they say anything about the Djinn? The dead one? And the—”
“They said that under no circumstances was Joanne Baldwin supposed to jump out of bed and charge to anybody’s rescue. Seriously, Jo. Not your problem. Not anymore.” She reached out and smoothed hair back from my face. “You look like crap, by the way.”
“Gee, thanks. So glad you’re my affirmation girl.” I actually was glad, but I couldn’t let her know that. There was love, real and soothing, in the touch of her fingers. It lulled as much as the morphine. I felt sharp grief at the death of Jerome Silverton, and guilt. We’d gotten in over our heads, and that was the last thing we’d intended. I’d counted on Jerome, as the expert, to know when to back off. Instead, he’d continued though he’d known it was likely a suicide run. I guessed he thought it was necessary.
“He wrote you a note,” Cherise said. “While he could still write. Do you want it?”
Cherise was a better mind reader than most of my magic-gifted colleagues. I sighed and nodded, feeling the hot prickle of tears in my eyes. She dug paper from the front pocket of her jeans, unfolded it, and handed it over.
Jerome’s handwriting was messy. I couldn’t tell if that was normal for him, or if the damage was taking its toll. It took me a while to work out what the note said, but when I did, it hit me hard.
It said,
And, on a separate line,
I folded it up, closed my eyes, and fought back wave after wave of useless tears. When I’d managed to get control again, I handed the note back to Cherise, who exchanged it for a box of tissues.
“The dead Djinn?” I asked.
“Well, that’s the weird thing,” Cherise said. “I mean, I wasn’t there, obviously, but I heard people talking. According to David, the Djinn wasn’t there.”
“What?” He most certainly had been there. I could still remember Silverton’s knife slicing his body open, remember the elastic tension of holding open the edges of the incision so Silverton could pull out the black glass shard.
“Well, the Wardens say he’s there. The Djinn say he’s not. They say there’s a body, but it’s not Djinn. They can’t see the black thingy, either. Nothing.”
I opened my mouth and shut it again, thinking hard. “David, too?” I finally asked.
“Yup. None of them can see it, sense it, whatever. It’s just not there for them.”
Oh,
“They’re ‘containing the situation.’ ” Cherise made air quotes around the phrase, and rolled her eyes. “Some of them are talking about encasing it in a big block of lead. Some are talking about shooting it into space. Nobody knows what the hell to do, but everybody agrees, it’s way too dangerous where it is.”
“Everybody except the Djinn.” I couldn’t leave that alone. “Seriously, they
“No clue.”
“What does Lewis say?”
“
Great. “How do they explain Silverton? Me?”
Cherise looked grim. “They think one of you screwed up, accessed something you shouldn’t have. They can’t explain it, but they don’t believe the Wardens’ explanation, either.”
“Not even David?”
“No,” she said softly. “Not even David. Sorry, babe.”
Wow. That was . . . strange. And I was too tired and too sick to do anything about it. Cherise didn’t need to worry about me going all heroic and crazy on her; all I wanted to do was hide under my blankets and pretend it was all just a bad dream.
And for a while, that was exactly what I did, as the morphine dragged me off to a dream-rich sleep.
Two days later, I was interrogated by a panel of Warden elders: Guillard from Switzerland, Jones from Australia, and Lewis representing the U.S. I felt a little better, and they’d let me walk to the shower and wash my hair, which made a difference in both body and soul.
There was also a Djinn in the mix—a short, round little thing with that indefinable glimmer to her skin and eyes. She was introduced as Zenaya, and gave me a slight nod but no other indication of how she stood on the subject of me.
No David. That was deeply troubling.
I went through things, step by step, detailing what I’d seen and experienced. Zenaya said nothing, but her eyes flashed an eerie green when I talked about the dead Djinn, and the manner of his death. I addressed a question to her. “Wouldn’t you know if one of your people disappeared?” I asked. She shrugged slightly. “Wouldn’t
“Yes,” she said. “But he says he finds no one missing.”
“Ashan?”
Another green flash to her eyes. She folded her arms. “Ashan says his Djinn are all well. He says nothing more.”
Which might or might not mean anything. Ashan wasn’t chatty at the best of times. “But I
“How could you tell?” Zenaya asked me, very reasonably. I started to answer, then hesitated.
Because I really wasn’t sure how I knew. I just . . .
“Leaving aside that point,” Guillard said, in his rich, dark chocolate voice, “clearly you came into contact with something highly dangerous. Earth Wardens have not been able to correct some of the damage you sustained. We are dependent on simple human methods, which is why we’ve had to hospitalize you for so long.”
Lewis nodded. He wasn’t looking at me; he kept his gaze focused on the window, on the rain outside. “Sometimes damage just surpasses our ability,” he said. “That could have been the case this time.”
“No,” I said. “David tried to heal me, and you know he should have been able to. He has before.”
Lewis had no answer to that. Whatever he was thinking, he was keeping it close to the vest, and he wouldn’t damn well
Guillard asked more questions about the black shard, things to which I had no real answers except to give a recitation of my conversation with Silverton in the basement. And then the whole thing was over; Jones and Guillard