sober. “It’s nothing I can put my finger on. But lately . . . it feels like there’re ants running over my skin, all the time.”
I didn’t say anything, but I had to consciously refrain from smoothing my hands down my own arms. Because I’d had the same feeling for days. Not localized on anyone or anything; just a general impression that something wasn’t right. And that had been before somebody tried to kill me.
It was one reason it had been so damn hard to leave that warm hotel room this morning. Last night really had felt like a moment out of time. For once, no one had been after me, no one had wanted to hurt me, no one had even known who the hell I was. It had been really nice.
But I couldn’t hide in the past forever. And now that I was back in my time, that antsy feeling was setting my skin to crawling again. It was less than reassuring to know that Billy felt it, too.
How bad did things have to be before the ghosts started freaking out?
“I thought after that son of a bitch Apollo died, things were gonna calm down,” he said fretfully. “But it doesn’t feel that way. It feels like it used to, when Tony’s bastards got too close. If we were still back in Atlanta, I’d be bugging you to start packing.”
“And if we were still back in Atlanta, I’d probably be doing it,” I said honestly. “But I don’t think running is going to help now.”
He waved a hand. “I’m not talking about running. Plenty of people ran; he always caught them. You got away because you’re . . . I don’t know. Not smart, exactly—”
“Thanks.”
“—but clever, resourceful, stubborn—and freaking lucky.” He saw my expression. “What?”
“It’s just . . . someone else said that to me recently.” Well, minus the stupid part.
“What’s wrong with that?”
“Nothing.” Except that I didn’t want to have to be resourceful. I didn’t want to need to be lucky. I wanted to sleep late. I wanted to get up and putter around the suite. I wanted to go light a fire under Augustine before I ended up going to the damn coronation naked.
I didn’t want to have to figure out what was trying to kill me this week.
But while I didn’t know who or what had it in for me, at least I knew what didn’t. “All that stuff with the gods . . . it’s over,” I told him. “They can’t hurt us if they can’t get back to Earth, and they can’t.”
“You sure about that?” he asked skeptically.
I didn’t answer, because no, I wasn’t. Not entirely.
It had been a shock to find out recently that a lot of the myths I’d grown up with were all too real. But not nearly as much as discovering that some of them were still alive. And that they were plenty pissed.
Their bitch was that they’d been banished from Earth, aka the land of milk, honey and slavishly devoted worshippers, by one of their own, Artemis. She’d turned traitor, teaming up with some of the less-devoted types, because her fellow immortals viewed humans as disposable. And they had been disposing of a lot of them.
So Artemis gave humankind the ouroboros spell to solve the problem. It banished the gods back to their home world and sealed off Earth so that they couldn’t return to their favorite playground. The Silver Circle, named after the alchemical color sacred to Artemis and in the shape of her symbol, the moon, had been formed to furnish the power needed to fuel the barrier.
It was still doing so, all these millennia later. But no one believed that the Circle or the spell were foolproof any longer. Not since one of the self-styled gods had found a way past them barely a month ago.
Fortunately, it had been a short trip.
“Apollo got in,” Billy said, like he’d been reading my thoughts.
“And he’s dead,” I said harshly.
“Yeah.” Billy fell silent, and I rolled over, pushing the conversation away.
It was surprisingly easy. The bed was extra soft, just the way I like it, with a duck-down mattress pad and matching comforter. They were usually too hot, and the comforter often ended up on the floor. But tonight it was perfect. I felt myself start to relax, start to sink into the warm cocoon between all that squashy goodness, start to drift off—
“Where do you think they go when they die?”
Billy’s voice jolted me back to unwelcome consciousness. I turned my head to frown at him. He’d stretched out on his back, hands behind his head, and was staring at the reflection of his own ghost light on the ceiling.
“Where does who go?”
“The gods.” He turned his head to look at me. “They have to go somewhere, don’t they? Everybody goes somewhere.”
“I don’t know.” Somewhere nasty, hopefully. “Why?”
“I was just thinking about that thing that possessed you. It wasn’t demon or Were or human or Fey, right?”
“Jury’s still out on Fey.”
“But not any Fey we ever heard of.”
“No.”
“So what about a god?” Billy gestured, throwing leaping patterns like blue candlelight on the walls. “They were said to be able to possess people, weren’t they? In some of the old legends?”
I frowned. So much for sleeping. “Apollo’s dead,” I said irritably. “He couldn’t possess anybody.”
“I’m dead. And I possess people all the time.”
“You’re a ghost.”
“So? Maybe he’s a ghost now, too. You killed him—”
“And now he’s come back to haunt me?” I asked incredulously.
He shrugged. “I know it’s far-fetched, but compared to some of the other shit that’s happened to you—”
I pulled the pillow over my head. This was so not what I needed to hear tonight. Or any other night.
“I know you don’t wanna think about it,” he said impatiently. “But we gotta figure this out—”
“It wasn’t Apollo,” I said, my voice muffled by the pillow.
“How do you know?”
“Because he wouldn’t have waited this long to attack me.”
“Maybe he learned something last time. He underestimated you, and look where that got him. Straight down the metaphysical crapper.”
“And I haven’t had any more visions—”
“Maybe he figured out you were spying on him and blocked you somehow. He was the source of your power, wasn’t he? So he should be able to—”
“And he wasn’t human,” I said, throwing off the pillow. Because obviously Billy wasn’t going to let me sleep until we had this out. “And nonhumans don’t leave ghosts!”
“That we know of.”
“In a century and a half, how many nonhuman ghosts have you seen?” I demanded.
“None. But we’re talking about gods here. Who knows what they can do?”
“Well, they can’t do this. Whatever went after me was driven off by cold iron. That wouldn’t have bothered a god at all.”
“That could have been a coincidence,” Billy said stubbornly. “Pritkin even said so—”
“Stop eavesdropping on my conversations! And the spirit also didn’t know English. We could barely communicate.”
Billy thought for a moment. “Maybe he forgot?”
I snorted. “Yeah. And then he grew feathers.”
“Damn.”
I stared at him. “Did you just say ‘damn’?”
He grinned, unrepentant. “It was a beautiful theory, you gotta admit.”
I didn’t have to admit anything of the kind. “Look, the gods are gone. Finished, kaput, out of the picture. Okay?”
He held up his hands. “Hey. Preaching to the choir here.”
“Beautiful theory,” I muttered, and swung the pillow at him.
It was a wasted effort, because he disappeared before it landed, fading away until only his laughter
