“No problem. That’s what neighbors are for.”
“He told me he still cared about me. That he thought about me a lot and missed me.”
“So you’ve been seeing him?” Bitsy asked her pointedly.
Becca lowered her eyes. “Maybe a little,” she admitted, scuffing at the floorboards with her big toe. She had a dancer’s feet, knobby and calloused. “We went for a walk on the town beach together the other night.”
“Was this the night before last?” Mitch asked her curiously.
“Well, yeah. It was raining. We walked and talked for hours in the rain. It was nice. He was very sweet.”
“What time did you meet him there, Becca?”
“Why do you want to know that?”
“Because it might be important.”
“Midnight. I met him at midnight. You were in bed asleep, Mother.”
“This morning, too, I imagine.” Bitsy was not pleased that Becca had been slipping out on her this way.
“I’m an adult, Mother.”
“You absolutely are.”
Clearly, they had boundary issues, which were of no concern to Mitch. What did interest him was that Becca Peck was apparently walking on the beach with Dodge at the time of Tito’s death. This being the case, where was Martine? Who could vouch for her?
“I-I thought it would be different this time,” Becca said haltingly. “I thought he would be different. I was wrong, Mitch. And by the time I realized it, it was too late to stop.”
“You don’t have to explain yourself to me, Becca.”
“No, I need to. I just can’t imagine what you must have thought when you walked in on us. What you… must be thinking of me right this very minute.”
“I’m thinking that you got played. It can happen to anyone. Believe me, you’re not alone. Not by a long shot.”
“I’d like to repay you somehow.”
“You don’t have to do that either.”
“Can I make you lunch one day? I’m a decent cook, if you don’t mind vegetarian.”
“It’s true, she is,” Bitsy chimed in encouragingly. “She’s taught me all sorts of inventive ways to use my zucchinis.”
“Sounds great.”
Becca padded back inside now, leaving them alone there on the veranda. They rocked back and forth in silence for a long moment.
“What are the chances she’ll stay clean?”
“Not good,” Bitsy answered flatly. “You have to like the person who you see in the mirror every day, and Becca doesn’t. She needs to feel good about herself again. Find something she can care about. For years, it was dance. But she’s stopped dancing and she hasn’t come up with anything to take its place. That’s what she needs in her life right now-not a degrading affair with a man who preys upon her own sense of worthlessness. She tells herself Dodge treats her that way because she deserves to be treated that way. It isn’t so, Mitch. She’ssweet and she’s lovely and she’s never been a harm to anyone in this world but herself.” Bitsy trailed off, fanning herself with her hat. “Something you’ll learn when you have children of your own-and I sincerely hope you will, because you’ll make a wonderful father-is that you can’t protect them from their own mistakes. All you can do is love them.”
“Why do you think I’d make a good father?”
“I believe the word I used was ‘wonderful.’ ”
“Well, why do you?”
“Because you care about other people. A lot of couples who have children don’t. Too darned many.”
“Tell me about Martine.”
“What do you want to know about her?”
“Well, she must at least be aware that Dodge chases after young girls.”
“Of course she is.”
“How can she tolerate it?”
“Mitch, the most important thing to remember about Martine Crockett is that she’s a crushed flower.”
Mitch glanced at her curiously. “A crushed what?”
“That’s an old Miss Porter’s expression. I guess no one uses it anymore. It means that she’s, well, she was a great beauty who married unwisely. And has paid dearly for it ever since with a life of regret, resentment, and muted desperation. It means…” Bitsy hesitated briefly, her chest rising and falling, round cheeks reddening. “It means that she’s Dorset’s town tramp. Has been for a good twenty years. And I can never forgive her for that, Mitch. Not because I give a good goddamned whose husband she’s sleeping with-and, believe me, I can think of a dozen without even breaking a sweat-but because she was that poor girl’s mother and she let it happen. Instead of protecting Esme from that awful beast, she was out chasing after her own selfish pleasures. And when she was presented with the horrible truth, when Esme told her what Dodge was doing to her, she simply chose not to believe it. And look what happened to her beautiful little girl, Mitch. Look what happened to my girl. Myb-beautiful, sweet-” Bitsy broke off with a sudden choked sob and went barreling into the house with her hands over her face, her straw hat falling from her head and fluttering to the veranda floor.
She didn’t want Mitch to see her cry. Crying was something that was done behind closed doors. Bitsy was very old-fashioned.
Mitch picked up her hat and hung it from a hook outside the door, then trudged home by way of the lighthouse on the island’s narrow, rocky strip of beach, his hands in his pockets and a hollow, sick feeling in the pit of his stomach. Quirt was taking a nap in the shade under the butterfly bush by the front door. Clemmie was nowhere to be seen.
There were several more phone messages from news outlets wanting to talk to him about Tito’s death. These he ignored. There were also three messages from Dodge. “Mitch we need to talk… Mitch, I really don’t want to leave things this way… Mitch, please call me. Mitch…”
These Mitch carefully erased. He did not call Dodge Crockett back.
C. C. Willoughby and Co. was situated smack-dab in the center of the quaint little main drag of quaint little Sussex, a highly desirable shoreline commuter town sandwiched in between Greenwich and Cos Cob. At latest count, a hefty 38 percent of the homes in Sussex were valued at more than $1 million apiece. Pristine white colonial mansions, immaculate green lawns and shiny new silver Lexus SUVs abounded. No handyman specials, no weeds, no clunkers. It occurred to Mitch, as he tootled his way slowly through town in his old Studey, that he had entered a world apart, a world where virtually no one was not rich, blond, slender, and stylish. At least Dorset had a few middle-class working stiffs who were misshapen, dark, and shlumpy.
Well, at least it had him.
Most of the shops were located in vintage brick row buildings. The parking out front was on the diagonal, just like in that Connecticut village in Bringing Up Baby, the one where Cary Grant andKatharine Hepburn stopped to buy meat for Baby. There was a movie theater that played foreign films for mature audiences, a barbershop, dry cleaner, a coffee shop called The Beanery. There were chic boutiques selling things like really expensive baby clothing and kitchenware.
And there was C. C. Willoughby and Co., which had started out in the space where the village hardware store had once been and had proven to be such a success that it had spread not only upstairs but to the buildings on either side of it. C. C. Willoughby was the rarest phenomenon in the book business-an independent bookstore that made money. Book lovers didn’t just come to C. C. Willoughby to shop, they came to spend the whole day. And they came from all over the state of Connecticut. This made it a must-stop for best-selling authors on tour. Most of the big names, from Tom Brokaw to Toni Morrison to Abby Kaminsky, author of the Codfather Trilogy, held signings there on their way from New York to Boston.
Mitch couldn’t even get near the place on this particular July afternoon. People were lined up by the hundreds to get in the door and meet Abby. Many of these people in line were children wearing pointy Carleton Carp fish-head costumes. As he drove by them in search of a parking space, it dawned on Mitch that they looked disturbingly like a legion of very short Ku Klux Klansmen in town for a rally.
He wondered if anyone else had every noticed this before.
