pause, changed the subject.
He made no attempt to bring her back to it, but talked amusingly to her on a number of idle topics until their stroll through various gardens brought them back to the house again. Voices led them past it to the chapel rains, where they found the rest of the party. Julia was seated on a fallen block of masonry, her frivolous parasol tilted to protect her complexion from the sun, her gaze fixed in melancholy wonder on Adam, who was standing a few paces away, talking to Mr Kilverley. Miss Kilverley was wandering about the ruins, and occasionally calling out appreciative comments as she discovered a fragment of dog-tooth, or a lichened tomb. Mr Kilverley seemed to have become surprisingly loquacious, and when Jenny and Rockhill drew within earshot such overheard phrases as
“Ah, the poor little one!” exclaimed Rockhill, under his breath. “Own, Lady Lynton, that it is a picture to wring compassion from a heart of stone!”
Julia turned her head, as she heard the approaching footsteps, and smiled. Her smile was always lovely, and just now it held real pleasure, and more than a suggestion of relief. Her soft eyes were raised to Rockhill’s face as he went towards her, and when he held out his hand she put one of hers into it, and rose, allowing him to lead her a little away. As they walked slowly round the ruins, Julia’s hand in Rockhill’s arm, she sighed, and said: “It is so beautiful, isn’t it? Such reflections as these crumbling stones give rise to! I saw it once by moonlight — so still, so mysterious, brooding in silence over the past! How is it possible to look upon these ruins, and to think only that they make a capital ground for playing at hide-and-seek?”
His eyes lit with amusement, but he replied suitably.
After a disconsolate pause, she said: “That’s what Charlie says about them, but I didn’t think to hear Adam ...” She did not finish the sentence, but sighed again, and said instead: “I suppose, being married to Jenny — She is so prosaic! Very kind, and very good, of course, but — oh, I wish she would not change Adam! He was never used to talk so!”
“Perhaps,” suggested his lordship tactfully, “he was merely setting young Kilverley at his ease.”
“Yes, perhaps — But to call Orlando Deveril a
“That,” agreed his lordship, “was certainly very bad, but one must remember that Lynton is a military man, and may regard conduct which to
They walked slowly on while she digested this. “Rockhill!” she said suddenly. “What is a
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“I think it has something to do with wheat,” she said.
“I shouldn’t wonder at it at all if you are right: it sounds as if it would have something to do with wheat.”
She looked up into his face at that, laughter brimming in her eyes. “Oh, Rockhill, you are so absurd — and
“Several, I fancy, but I am ashamed to confess that I’ve never concerned myself with their management.”
“You have an agent, like Papa — though Papa does concern himself a little. Not as Adam does! Helping the reapers! Must he do so? It is very dreadful! I had thought, when he married Jenny, he would have a great fortune.”
He smiled at the trouble in her face. “But it is not at all dreadful, little blossom! Didn’t you hear Lady Lynton say that it was
“I don’t think it a bore, precisely,” Julia said. “I love our farm, at Beckenhurst, and have often thought I should like to be a farmer’s wife, with lambs, and calves, and piglets — Papa gave me a lamb once, for a pet, and it was the dearest creature! — but not dull things like crops except, perhaps, hay.”
“You shall have a little Trianon,” he promised.
“Oh — ! No, no, pray don’t talk so! You said you would not! Besides, I know it’s nonsensical: one can’t have a farm without horrid things like manure, and crops, and swing-ploughs, and turnips! Oh, Rockhill, I can’t so easily forget — turn my thoughts, my affections, in another direction!”
“But I have only begged to be allowed to love you, blossom.”
“How
“On the contrary! You have beauty to give me. My house needs a mistress, and my daughters a kind mother. I am afraid,” said his lordship, in a tone of deep dejection, “that they are not happy in their grandmother’s charge. An excellent woman, but a trifle over-strict, perhaps.”
“Oh, poor little dears, they have quite
The Marquis, perfectly well satisfied with the progress he had made, obediently hushed, and presently moved away to talk to his host. With every fibre in his being taut with hostility, Adam still could not dislike him. Rockhill had made many enemies, but when he exerted himself to please no one could be more charming. To Julia he might affect ignorance of farming, but to Adam he chose to disclose a surprising amount of knowledge in one whose enormous revenues derived largely from urban districts. They paced up and down together for a little time, discussing such matters of agricultural interest as the Corn Laws, trunk-drainage, and stall-feeding; and whatever boredom Rockhill felt he concealed admirably.
It was soon time for the visitors to take their leave. There had been no opportunity for Julia to enjoy any private talk with Adam; only at the last did she find herself alone with him for a few minutes. She said then: “Do you wish I hadn’t come? You were not glad to see me, were you?”
“I can’t help but be glad to see you. But it’s true that I wish you hadn’t come. Why did you, Julia?
“I, too,” she said mournfully.
Then why?”
“I wanted to see you, to talk to you. I’m so troubled. I’ve been lost, you know, ever since that dreadful day in March. Were you ever in a maze? You can’t find the way out, though you try every path; and you become frightened, wanting to scream to someone to rescue you, but not doing so, because it would be silly, and” — a bleak smile touched her lips — “because you are getting to be a big girl now, Miss Julia, and only babies cry!’”
“I can’t help you!” he said, in a shaken voice. “My love, my love, don’t say these things! Don’t come here! It would be better that we shouldn’t meet, but since we must, let it only be in London, when we find ourselves at the same party! To be together, as we are now — no, no, it won’t do! Believe me, Julia, it will be easier for both if we meet as seldom as may be possible!
“I think it need not be. Cannot something be left to us? If your affections had been engaged, or Jenny’s, it would be another matter, but yours is a marriage of convenience! You did it to save Fontley,
It was a moment or two before he answered. Then he said slowly: “No. Jenny demands nothing of me.”
“Ah, I knew she could not! She’s never unreasonable! She’s matter-of-fact, too: full of common sense, without much sensibility, perhaps — she would tell you so herself! — but — ”
He interrupted her. “Yes, she would say that. I don’t know how true it may be, but I do know that she can be