turning on the lights, which suggested it wasn't a burglar, even if one had got past the doors and alarms. It was hardly likely to be Sara or anyone else who had an interest in my demise. They'd made their presence pretty obvious. I thought of ringing Dave again. As I did, I saw a shape move across the kitchen.
Suddenly I was filled with anger. Some bastard had got into my home and was strolling around, poking his nose in my things. To hell with that. I moved forward at a trot that was soon close to a full-on sprint. I slowed as I approached the building because the perimeter camera would pick me up-as it would have my visitor-and the security firm would send a man over if it looked like the place was under assault. I punched my code into the main door and headed for the stairs. I'd only been in the lift once, and that was when I moved in-I wouldn't let the removals guys carry my precious stereo system. I glanced at my watch. My record for the four flights was 19.4 seconds. I did them in 20.2 and jogged lightly down the wide hallway.
At my door, I felt my anger weaken, but not enough to stop me sliding my key silently into the lock. I got my breathing under control, then took out my cell phone and found Dave's number in the memory. If anything adverse happened, I only had to press the button and he'd be connected. He would see my number on his phone's screen and get going. The five of us had set that system up after the White Devil's death and we'd tested it several times.
I was ready. I only wished I had taken some kind of weapon with me. From now on I'd be making sure I was always armed. Three-two-one…I turned the key and pushed the door open, then ran into the living area, shouting, 'Who the fuck are you?'
'Daddy?' My daughter's voice was fearful.
When I caught a glimpse of myself in the star-shaped mirror that my editor had given me when The Death List reached number one, I understood why. My eyes were wide, my hair was all over the place and I looked like a chest-heaving Viking in full berserk mode.
'Em, hello, Lucy,' I said, exhaling and looking around.
'What happened?' she asked. 'You frightened me.'
I squatted down and opened my arms, as I'd done since she'd started walking.
After a pause, she ran into my embrace. Eleven wasn't so old after all. I breathed in the scent of her hair and felt the warmth of her against my chest.
'What are you doing here?' I felt like a complete jackass. The only person apart from Karen who had a key, and knew the entry and alarm codes, was my ex-wife, Caroline. I heard the toilet next to the kitchen flush. Any second now, she would be loose.
'I.I was lonely,' Lucy said, clutching me. 'I wanted to see you, Daddy.'
'But I'll be seeing you tomorrow,' I said.
The door opened and Caroline walked out, shaking her hands. 'Oh, there you are,' she said to me, as if I didn't belong in my own home. 'The towel in there needs changing.'
I stood up and bit back on the sarcastic response. No fighting in front of Lucy was the rule, though it had been broken far too often. 'Nice to see you, Caroline,' I said. 'Just out of interest, what are you doing here?'
'Didn't Lucy tell you?' she said, walking past us. 'She wanted to see you. For once, I gave in to her demands. It is a Friday evening, after all, and we were at a concert at the Festival Hall.' She moved her head around in a theatrical way. 'What on earth do you do with all this space?'
'Play cricket in it,' I said, provoking a snigger from my daughter, who had a wicked sense of humor. Unlike her mother. 'Did you forget the arrangement?'
Caroline was a hotshot economist with a Japanese bank in the City. She didn't forget anything, apart from the fact that she once loved me. 'I called you, Matt. Several times. You didn't answer.'
'I was on the Tube,' I said. 'It didn't occur to you to leave a message?'
'Oh, for goodness' sake, what difference does it make?' she demanded, tossing her black hair. She was still quite a looker but, according to Lucy, she didn't have a 'boyfriend,' at least not one she brought home. Maybe she took them to a hotel during her lunch break and ate them.
'Absolutely none at all,' I said, aware that any mention of Sara or the White Devil, in any language, would cause a meltdown. I smiled at my daughter. 'Well, now you're here, do you fancy a fizzy drink?'
Lucy nodded and ran to the fridge.
'Bloody hell, Caro,' I said under my breath. 'Make sure you do leave a message the next time. What would you have done if Karen had walked in? She quite often gets here before me.'
'That's hardly my problem,' she said, looking away.
It was then that I realized I'd called her by the diminutive I'd used when we were in love. It must have been six or seven years since I'd last come out with it. I felt about as uncomfortable as a man can with his ex-wife. God knows how Karen would have reacted to this accidental intimacy. I wasn't going to tell her, but Caroline might find a way.
When Lucy came back with her glass, I took her over to the small desk where she kept her things. For weeks we'd been playing an interminable board game involving Sherlock Holmes and a group of anarchists kitted out with round bombs and lit fuses. Unfortunately, they'd never managed to reduce the game to small pieces.
After half an hour, Lucy started to yawn. I grabbed the opportunity.
'Come on, Luce. How about the zoo tomorrow?'
'Oh, yes, Daddy,' she said, clapping her hands. Fortunately she didn't demand more time with the anarchy game.
Caroline was curled up on one of the long leather sofas. I looked down at her and saw the face I'd awoken next to countless times. When she was at rest, her skin was as smooth and her forehead as unfurrowed as they'd ever been. Obviously working in international finance was good for you. I wished I'd aged as well. I'd just turned forty-one and the gray hairs had established themselves for good, and not just on my head.
Then Caroline woke up and immediately frowned at me, as if I'd been molesting her with Lucy in the room.
'Come on, darling,' she said, sitting up. 'It's time we went back to our hovel.'
Lucy mouthed the last word at me after her mother walked past her.
I raised my shoulders. Caroline had bought a four- bedroom house that had been refurbished to almost regal standards by its previous owner, an award-winning architect, so I had no idea what she was complaining about. Well, I did. She thought money earned from frivolous activities like writing had less value than that gained from real work like banking. There was a time, when my early novels were flying and she was struggling to get back into her career after Lucy was born, that she'd been glad enough for literary money. That was another thing that had been erased from her memory.
I kissed Lucy, and called good-night to Caroline down the hall. Then, after waiting in vain for an answer, I closed the door and went for my computer.
Maybe I had mail.
I was also spoiling for a fight. Four The woman moved with catlike poise across the carpet of the room, the cold steel of the silver pistol against her cheek. She stood in front of the mirror and looked at her face. For a few moments, it was a stranger who stared back at her. Then she remembered what she'd become and smiled. She was no longer Sara Robbins. She had changed her name, her appearance, her very nature.
The hotel near Victoria Station was cheap, most of its residents being tourists from the U.S. and Australia on budget holidays. They only stayed a few days before moving on to other cities on the modern Grand Tour- Edinburgh, Paris, Berlin-spectral cities filled with memories of slaughter, medieval and modern. But she was here for the duration, had already been in residence for two weeks, preparing, checking and carrying out the most subtle of surveillance. She'd learned the trade from masters, men who slipped unseen through streets and across squares, their weapons never more than a finger's length away.
Soon she would strike the first blow in the city so large that she could disappear at will into its backstreets and lanes, its underground tunnels and its spacious, forested parks. They would not find her, unless she made the most egregious of errors. That would not happen. Her brother had trained her well. He'd also left a directory of former CIA and Special Forces operatives, and they had completed her education in the arts of deception and death. The White Devil, her brother and lover, would have been so proud.
And yet, she didn't miss him, at least not in the sense that he was absent. Rather, she felt his presence in everything that she did. He was with her, though not as some spook at her shoulder. He was inside her-he had penetrated every cell and organ of her body, his mind was in hers.
