Dukes to the Left of Me, Princes to the Right

Pink Lady, he couldn’t afford to antagonize her or ignore her.

And he’d discreetly moved his knee away from her roving hand, although she’d taken every opportunity during the meal to lean close to him, to place a hand on his arm, to press her hip next to his.

He had no one to blame but himself. He only hoped no one else noticed Natasha’s overtures. It seemed rather impossible not to.

But equally as embarrassing was Sergei’s extreme attentiveness to Poppy. Nicholas watched as the prince whispered something in Poppy’s ear. She gave a light laugh that sounded rather like choking.

“Prince Sergei.” Nicholas didn’t bother to be overly pleasant. “Do share with us the observation that has caused Lady Poppy some amusement.”

The prince lowered his wineglass to the table. “I asked if she were enjoying her birthday.”

A wave of shock went through Nicholas. He’d just been talking with Poppy about her birthday—Lady Derby had died on that day. He’d no idea at the time, of course, that today was—

Oh, God. Poor girl.

And she’d simply walked on with him and acted as if nothing were slightly wrong. And sad.

“Birthday?” Mrs. Travers asked. “How old are you, dear?”

“Twenty-one.” Poppy smiled, but Nicholas could see she was working very hard to be cheerful.

“You’re practically a spinster,” said Natasha with a smug smile. “How fortunate Drummond has saved you from such a fate.”

“How did you know about her birthday, Prince?” asked Mrs. Travers.

Sergei stared daggers at her.

Poppy cleared her throat. “Before dinner, I was reading a lovely note my aunt had slipped into my reticule. The prince, um, saw it, as well.”

Mrs. Travers put a hand on her breast and looked at Sergei. “You looked over her shoulder?”

He arched a brow. “Your point eludes me, madam. I am a Russian prince, you know.”

Nicholas wanted to roll his eyes.

Lady Caldwell, ever the hostess, clasped her hands together and smiled. “We have a tradition in our home on birthdays,” she said. “Everyone must dance.”

Thank God. Nicholas wasn’t terribly fond of dancing, but anything to get away from the tension at the table.

Rather than use the ballroom, Lady Caldwell decided they’d do better adjourning to the sitting room, where a few footmen pushed back the furniture and rugs to create a dance floor.

Lady Caldwell sat down to play the pianoforte, but Mrs. Travers insisted on taking her place.

“A waltz, then, Mrs. Travers, to be opened by our newly betrothed couple,” Lady Caldwell said with a great deal of affectionate anticipation. Lord Caldwell put his arm around her waist and pulled her close.

When Nicholas spun Poppy about the floor, he held her hand lightly. But he was enchanted by how soft and delicate it was and by how her long, graceful fingers looped confidently over his. And touching her waist was enough to send his thoughts to places they shouldn’t go—not with his godmother looking on.

It was refreshing to dance with a girl who had no come-hither expression, who didn’t smile seductively and bat her lashes. Poppy’s gaze was direct and clear as they met the tempo together with no hesitation.

She was pure grace.

He’d never enjoyed a waltz more.

“Felicitations on your birthday,” he said into her ear.

She smiled. “Thank you.”

He squeezed her hand. “This day, as happy as it should be, must be difficult for you.”

She lifted her shoulders. “It gets a little easier each year.”

“I wish you’d told me,” he said.

“Why?” Her forehead puckered.

He sighed. “Because you shouldn’t go through it alone.”

She bit her lip. “Even Aunt Charlotte, as kind as her note was, won’t bring up the connection between my mother’s death and my birthday. It’s a small thing, but yes.” She smiled again. “It’s much nicer not to bear it alone. Thank you.”

“Your mother would like you to dance on your birthday,” he said. “Every year, from now on, you should. I’ll make sure of it.”

She laughed. “I think that’s a wonderful idea. I do love to dance. Although—”

“Although what?” He loved having her in his arms and found himself getting lost in her eyes again.

She arched one brow. “Although we shan’t be together on my next birthday,” she reminded him with a puckish smile. “Or any of them thereafter.”

He looked around at the others and then back at her. “That’s what you think. But let’s not worry about that now.” He paused in the dance but kept her hand in his. “Is there a fiddler in the house?” he asked the room, and winked at Lady Caldwell.

They both knew the answer to that question.

Lord Caldwell’s face lit up. “Why didn’t you say so before?”

With his wife’s blessing, Lord Caldwell abandoned her on the dance floor and went to a cabinet, where he took out a fiddle and, without even shutting the cabinet door behind him, started playing a lively Scottish reel. Lady Caldwell urged two footmen to join the party to make eight.

Nicholas’s brain registered no one but Poppy, not even Natasha, with her plump lips pursed in a sulk, or Sergei, who elbowed him more than once, nor Mrs. Travers, so giddy she could barely breathe.

Twice Nicholas and Poppy spun together, hands locked, and when they did, there was nothing but her face, bright and happy, set against a colorful, spinning scene.

At one point the eight of them clasped hands and turned in a circle. Poppy was across from him, much too far away, but their gazes locked—and she grinned at him shyly … gratefully.

As if she should be thanking him for anything.

Thank God for you, is what went through his head at that moment. Thank God you were born.

And then he told himself it was much too maudlin a thought to have on such a merry evening. She was happy. On her birthday.

That was enough.

* * *

In her room two hours later, Poppy sat on her bed and stared at the words on the pages of the endless novel she was reading, Clarissa, but she didn’t really see them. She was thinking about the night, about the dancing.

About Drummond.

Not Sergei.

Drummond had been so blasted presumptuous, telling her that from now on, he’d insist that she dance on her birthday—as if they were going to marry—but it was difficult to be angry at him. He was so much more charming than Sergei could ever be, yet …

Yet he was the wrong man for her.

Love, she reminded herself. Love, and not mere physical attraction, was what she wanted in her marriage.

And it must run both ways.

Involving herself with an Impossible Bachelor wasn’t very sensible.

She sighed and shut her book. Sleep wouldn’t come any time soon, she could tell. She swung her legs over the side of the bed.

“Time to explore again,” she muttered.

Why not the library?

She knew exactly where it was. She needed time away from Clarissa’s travails. Perhaps she’d look for an atlas. She loved looking at maps of other countries.

Quietly, she opened her door and ventured into the corridor with a candlestick, and on silent feet padded down the expansive staircase to the first floor. The library would be on her right.