While the paramedics tended to the living, Powell closed her eyes.
Outside the window, the city of New York went about its business; traffic swept along, oblivious, heading toward the majestic bridges – the Triborough, the 59th Street, the Williamsburg – toward the island of Manhattan with its steel and glass riddles, dark fingers in a gloaming sky. Powell had read once that more than forty million people came into New York City every year, each with their own dreams and thoughts and ideas on how to solve the city’s many mysteries.
Some, Desiree Powell knew too well, by the grace or wrath of God, never leave.
FIFTY-EIGHT
The street was crowded with kids and parents. Easter in Astoria was a magical time, a time when Michael’s father would relent and let him go down to La Guli’s, the legendary pastry shop on Ditmars near 29th Street. Once there, money in hand, Michael had to make a decision between a pignoli tart or a sfogliatelle. Life was never easy.
On this Easter Sunday Michael lay in bed, eyes closed, the maddening aromas of baking ham, new potatoes, and peas with mint owning his senses.
When he opened his eyes he was more than a little startled to see a woman leaning over his bed. She was going to kiss him. It wasn’t Abby.
Instead of kissing him, the woman lifted his left eyelid, shone a bright light in.
He was in the hospital. The horrors came flooding back.
The girls.
Michael tried to sit up. He felt a pair of strong hands on his shoulders. As he eased back down, images came floating toward him. The paramedics loading him on the ambulance, the sound of the sirens, the lights of the operating theater. He recalled the pain coming and going, felt the weight on his chest and abdomen. He saw his wife and daughters sitting on a bench at Cape May. Behind them a dark wave rose.
He slept.
The room was filled with flowers. Abby stood at the foot of the bed. Tommy was next to her.
“Hey,” Tommy said.
Tommy looked older. How long had he been gone? Years? No, Michael thought. It was just the stress. Abby’s face was drawn and pale, too. Her eyes were rimmed in red.
Michael closed his eyes for a minute. He saw the monster standing over Emily, the knife near her throat.
“The girls,” Michael said weakly. His voice was barely a whisper.
Abby looked away for moment. Michael’s heart turned to ice. She looked back. “They’re… they’re fine. They’re staying with my brother. They don’t seem to remember much.”
Michael wished it were the case for him. “Is that good or bad?” Each word seemed to drain an equal measure of his energy.
Abby paused for a while. In the hallway people in blue scrubs were running somewhere. “I don’t know.”
“The man,” Michael managed. “Aleks.”
“He’s dead.”
“Did you…?”
Abby’s eyes were wet. She shook her head. “No.”
It was enough. Michael slept.
Michael felt new needles in his arms. He tried to swallow, and realized it was easier than it had been… when? Before. Earlier. What had been in his throat was gone.
He slept.
Two days later they raised his bed. He dozed for a while, and when he awoke he swung his gaze to the chair by the window. For some reason, Desiree Powell was sitting there. Her right arm was in a sling. Michael knew enough to know that there were going to be many legal complications from what had happened. He was fully prepared for the consequences of his actions. The dead man at his house, the two police officers on the street. Omar. But maybe not. Maybe Desiree Powell was just an hallucination.
No. The drugs weren’t that good. She was real.
“Counselor,” she said. “Welcome back.”
Michael nodded at the glass of water on his tray. Powell looked out at the hallway, back. Perhaps he wasn’t supposed to have water. She stood, and with her good hand lifted the straw to his lips. The cool water was every desire Michael had ever known.
“I thought you were dead,” Michael said. His voice was weak and raspy.
“No such luck.”
Another sip. “What happened?”
“I’ll spare you all the details for now. But what put me in this device – which, by the way, doesn’t go with any of my outfits – is that I took four in the vest. Broke two ribs.”
“In my house?”
Powell nodded.
“I’m sorry.”
Powell shrugged. “Just another sunny day in paradise.”
Although it was not the time or the place for it, Michael had to know. Over the past twenty-four hours he had envisioned ten futures. Nine of them were bad. “What’s going to happen?”
Powell took a few moments. “That’s a question for your office, not mine, Michael. But I can tell you the forensics are all coming back good. It was the bad guy’s knife that killed Nikolai Udenko. We found GSR on his hand, his prints on the grip of your wife’s pistol. Plus we have a dozen witnesses who saw what he did on the street with the two officers.”
There was going to be more, Michael knew. Powell was nothing if not thorough.
“Get better,” she said. “We’ll talk.”
Powell stood, walked over to the window. After a few moments she turned back to him. Michael noticed that, for the first time since he had met her nearly ten years earlier, she was wearing jeans and an NYPD sweatshirt. It must have been casual Friday. If it was Friday. “You’ve been through this before,” Powell said.
“What do you mean?”
“I mean, with that car bomb and all. Almost getting your ticket punched.”
Michael nodded.
“So, let me ask you something.”
“Sure.”
Powell walked back across the room, sat down. “How many times can you cheat the devil?”
Michael glanced out the window. The trees were in full bloom, the sky was a crystal blue. In the distance the river sparkled with diamonds. He looked back at the detective. There was only one answer. “As many times as you can.”
When Powell left, Michael slept. When he awoke, it was dark. He was alone.
Over the next two months Michael Roman grew to hate physiotherapy. More so, he came to hate the physiotherapists. They were all about twenty-six, perfectly fit, and they all had names like Summer and Schuyler. On any given day, after his fifth set of power squats, he had a few other choice names for them.
Slowly, he began to regain his strength and balance, returning to a form that was probably in many ways better than he was before.
During his convalescence, they stayed at Abby’s parents’ estate in Pound Ridge. They hired a company to come in and clean the Eden Falls house, but both Michael and Abby knew they would not be able to live there again. Whatever had been there for them was gone, dissolved in an acid of evil and darkness that no amount of disinfectant could mask. Michael had no idea what they were going to do, or where they were going to go, but for the moment that was secondary.
The Ghegan trial went forward in early July, helmed by a third-year ADA. Michael briefed the young man on the case and, with about an hour before opening statements, Falynn Harris showed up in courtroom 109. Two days
