'He failed to impress me then. So, about the rest of you – what are you doing here? Them juicy-looking bitches made their way inside, they a good fuck or what?'
'That is no one's concern.' Rage swelled within him, but Randur reined back his reactions. Instead he fed them some lines about how he and his companions also hated the Empire, that they had been taxed until they could no longer afford the lease on their lands, and how they now owned nothing, not a Drakar… and finally that the girls were both diseased and really weren't wasting anyone's time over.
'You look like you got cash by your fancy clothes.'
Randur snapped, 'Do you think we'd be all the bloody way out here, in the middle of fuck knows where, if we had any money?'
'Got a point,' the fat man grunted.
Something happened in the glances again.
Randur dived to his right, rolling under the shot of a crossbow, then intentionally spooked one of the horses so it backed into the other, and in the ensuing chaos he pulled both their shouting riders to the ground. One, two, he slashed the men's throats, then plunged behind the caravan, underneath it and through to the other side. There, Randur caught the final horseman by surprise, slammed his head into the wooden side of the carriage twice so hard that it splintered, and shoved his sword through the man's gaping mouth.
Up onto the carriage, then Randur hauled the fat man to the ground – the momentum increased by his target's excessive weight.
Randur aimed his sword point between the man's eyes.
'Don't you kill me!' he spluttered, as a dark stain of urine bloomed at his crotch.
'Right, you fat bastard,' Randur grabbed a clump of greasy hair, 'give me one reason to believe that the world would not be a better place without you.'
'I… I…'
'Sorry. You've failed to impress me.' Randur stood up, and ran the near edge of his blade across the man's throat.
He let him bleed slowly into the snow, lying on his back, his legs quivering. The horses merely stood there, their breath clouding the air.
Randur walked over to Denlin's body, crouched down to cradle the old man's head, staring at the gaping wound in his friend's face. The snow all around was polluted with blood that spread out in vast stains highlighting the carnage.
He then went back to the farmhouse, headed straight across to the far end of one empty room, slumped in the corner, and slung his sword clattering across the floor. 'Well, we've got ourselves some well-behaved horses, some food, and a fat pile of coin,' he announced. 'That's progress.'
He rubbed at his face vigorously, felt an absurd urge to weep – from the continuing pressures, the tension, the relief of not dying, he wasn't sure why.
No glory here, no get-the-girl.
Rika and Eir shuffled out from the dimness of the interior, clearly hesitant as to how to begin a conversation after that display. Randur could see pity in Eir's face. He couldn't be sure if she was appalled at his brutality or not, if she even witnessed it. She should be used to it, though, after seeing the butchery that occurred when he liberated her in Villjamur.
Rika said, 'Did you really have to kill them?'
Closing his eyes, he breathed out slowly, then to Eir he said, 'Not very grateful, this one, is she?'
'Is Denlin…?' Eir began.
'Dead. Very much so.' Randur slid his knees up against his chest, and Eir crouched next to him, her hand resting on his arm, but he looked right past her, out through the open door, and across the scene where his friend had been dispatched so casually. He began to shiver.
*
Under a blood-red sky, Rika offered to perform burial rites for Denlin. Randur didn't know what to say to her offer, and merely grunted some form of approval. Praying was what she did, generally, other than being dull company and seeming ungrateful for her rescue.
Well, not exactly ungrateful, but hoping for everything to be accomplished with religious purity. Saving the day couldn't be achieved so cleanly.
Bugger that. She could freeze her arse off out here on her own, and see how long she'd last. Essentially, it dawned on him, he was here solely for Eir, doing whatever she wanted to do, and he was fine with that. It gave him some direction, a sense of purpose. Being back on Folke for the first time in months, he felt the urge to ride across the island to Ule, where his mother lived, to check if she was all right. He knew that when you couldn't see the future, people tended to gaze longingly towards the past. So he now considered travelling to that town on the south coast where he'd grown up. Learned to dance there, learned to fight under the local skills, Vitassi, an expertise that had given him the advantage so many times.
From hunks of wood wrenched from the farmhouse walls, they constructed a pyre on which to burn Denlin's body, so as to carry his spirit away to the higher realm. Having wrapped him carefully in cloth, the fire was then ignited. The flames burgeoned up the timber pile, and gnawed into the old man's corpse, till the fire spat sparks right across the evening sky.
As he listened to Rika's soothing incantations, they seemed to touch him on some deeper level he was unaware of. Randur hadn't had much time for religion in his past. Too busy chasing girls around the villages, too busy dancing in fire-lit shadows. There were too many pleasures on offer in life, surely, to become occupied with stilling your natural urges, and contemplating what came next. Especially in Vill-jamur, where he'd travelled pretending to be someone he wasn't, there were even more ways to be distracted.
Yet he had to admit that Rika's vaguely melodic prayers were luring him in some ethereal way. 'What are you chanting about? Must admit, I've not much of a clue about your Jorsalir stuff.'
A look of happiness fashioned itself in her face. 'When the two gods, Bohr and Astrid, male and female, created this world, they created other ones too. Different worlds, some parallel, but many on higher and lower plains of existence. Gods and half-gods engaged in petty combats, there at the top of existence. Godhood is a good life, supposedly, but they are never satisfied, and always competing. There are even ghost realms occupying that layer on top of ours, Randur – prisons for those trapped in some harsh memory. Which is why being in this present realm, despite its joys and hardships, because of its joys and hardships, is ideal for spiritual development.'
He grunted at that point, though not exactly disapproving. 'What about Denlin?' Randur asked. 'Where's he going to end up, then? One of these other realms?'
'Yes, and my prayers are intended to help him reach a good realm.'
Did it matter any more? Denlin was dead, just dead.
Eir and Rika stepped back into the farmhouse for the night, leaving Randur alone outside to brood, staring into the flames. Denlin had helped him so much – by selling on the jewels that Randur had seduced from the grasp of rich old ladies, and thus brought in a lot of money for the two of them. They'd become colleagues of sorts, and a firm bond had developed from the need for each other's presence.
Somewhere in the dark distance, a wolf called, the creature heightening Randur's sudden sense of isolation from the world.
Thank you, you old bugger.
TWELVE
'Commander Lathraea, my son, please – come forward.'
Again, there had been that initial reaction he was used to – the realization that he was albino, that he was someone different. White-robed and reeking of musk, the old priest tilted the back of his hand upwards. Brynd removed his wax cape, folded it to one side, walked forward and knelt to kiss the offered hand. There were far too many gold rings on those aged fingers for his liking.
'A Night Guard soldier in my church,' the priest rasped. His face was lightly pockmarked, his eyes sharp. 'That is indeed an honour. And the famed albino, too…'
