opened his mouth like someone trying to remember a long-forgotten tune. Without thinking, saying nothing but a short prayer to the Twins, Antalcidas burst out the line and charged with spear lowered at the nearest Arcadian. The slinger, who was dressed in a goatskin tunic festooned with freshly severed human ears, was winding up his next throw when he saw Antalcidas. He fired a low shot that Stone somehow anticipated and hurdled. As the other slingers stood frozen, unwilling to shoot so close to their comrade, Antalcidas closed and buried his spear in the slinger’s chest.
There was a pause on both sides as the tableau lingered: the slinger run through, his weapon hung limply at his side, as Antalcidas stood there, perfect in his thrusting form. With his eyes locked on the terrified, flashing whites of his victim, he gave the requisite twist of the spearhead, which made a sound like the crack of walnut shells as the metal tore gut and tendon. Antalcidas heard distant cheers, and the whistle around him of more stones from the Arcadians. Nothing hit him as the rest of the Lacedaemonians followed up his attack, forcing the enemy to fire from on the run.
They took down a second Arcadian who stumbled over a rock. The rest escaped, but it hardly mattered-all the cattle were recovered, and the patrol could display two dead thieves for the satisfaction of the Nigh-dwellers of Asea.
Antalcidas had long imagined how he would feel after he had taken his first adversary in battle. The achievement left him more puzzled than thrilled: in killing his man, he had snuffed out a life with as much claim to air and water and the light of the sun as his own. And yet there were no trumpets, no exultancy, no feasting on the soul of the vanquished. The moment lacked even the occult electricity of animal sacrifice, pregnant with mystery. Killing a man, he found, was hard work, like slaughtering an ox, but without the reward of yielding a good meal in the end.
The other young men, with the exception of Praxitas, stood around eyeing Antalcidas in sidelong fashion. Their expressions were of bemused wonder, as if they had seen a lesson in training perfectly and unexpectedly proven useful in real life. A rush on the double, after all, was the standard counterstroke to a missile attack. They had heard this tactic described during the Rearing many times, but in the instant it was most necessary only one of them, Antalcidas, remembered it.
Yet when they got back to the city, the agreed version had somehow changed. Their examiner was Alcander, the elder who had, years before, joined his colleagues to save the infant Antalcidas from the Taygetos gorge. As the old man peered over the top of his staff, Praxitas described how, after his shield was holed, it was none other than Praxitas himself who ordered the slingers charged on the double. His platoon-mates stayed silent, but Alcander must have sensed their discomfort. He spoke for the first time, asking, “Antalcidas, son of Molobrus, tell me: do you agree with Praxitas’ version?”
Suspecting betrayal, Praxitas stared hard at Stone. For unless someone had fed the truth to Alcander before the examination, why would the old man invite Antalcidas, in particular, to confirm his story?
Antalcidas stepped forward at attention. His eyes shifting to Praxitas and back, he gave his unswerving reply:
“I support my commander’s account.”
“But is it true?” the other pressed.
“It is true.”
To which Alcander smiled, but said nothing more.
On those rare occasions when he was not training or on the march, Antalcidas visited his homestead. It was not in him to wax sentimental for pretty landscapes as such; the pastoralism of the citified Romans was still far in the future, and modern romanticism centuries beyond. Still, he felt a certain reassurance in the placement of a great oak on the south wall of the house, where it cast a cooling shadow and, as necessary, presented a more inviting target for the Thunderer than his thatched roof. The line of cypresses along the ridge suggested the comforting image of a mightly phalanx on the march. Though the lands were not extensive, he had an unusual variety of flora on them. In addition to the grain fields, there were stands of palm, pomegranate, myrtle, poplar, and laurel; the scents of basil, purple thyme, and rosemary wafting from the hillside, oleander from the stream bottoms and, in between, acanthus lofting their spires like upturned spears.
As the manager of the property lived in the helot village beyond the hill, no one was staying in the farmhouse. Antalcidas found himself wandering through its rooms, inwardly decorating it with a wife and children. His spouse was the blond girl he had glimpsed in the festival chorus-though it had been so long, and his look at her so brief, that he could not be sure his image was more invention than reality. The effort to conjure her appearance frustrated him; what perishable things, he found, were memories of faces.
As he came out into the daylight he saw, in the distance, a litter borne by four helots. This was certainly his mother on an inspection tour of her estate. Since the testy encounter at Orthia they had not spoken; their only communication was to pass legal documents for the gift of his portion, and over the state registration of Doulos’ transfer to his use. And while what she had told him of his parentage was never far from his mind, it didn’t preoccupy him. As all Lacedaemonians were taught, such things were in the nature of unalterable facts that, like Fate itself, were profitless to dwell upon.
He did wonder about his mother’s influence when he was finally elected to a mess. He was admitted to the Hill Wolves, a club of deep antiquity that was long past the height of its prestige. Still, it did boast one recent member of great renown: Pausanias, son of Cleombrotus, hero of the battle against the Persians at Plataea. To be sure, this man later fell in with barbarian ways, and so disgraced himself that he was forced to take refuge from punishment in the Brazen House. The ephors, unwilling to violate the sanctuary, ordered him walled into the temple alive. So momentous was Pausanias’ victory at Plataea, however, that he was posthumously rehabilitated and given a fine, named tomb.
If Damatria had anything to do with Antalcidas’ election, it could not have been due to her alone. One of the better known of the Wolves was Alcander-the elder who had questioned him after the Arcadian affair. On his first night as a member, Antalcidas was embarrassed when Alcander retold the story in terms favorable to him. Meanwhile he could not help but notice that Praxitas, for one reason or another, was never granted another unsupervised command.
These were the thoughts that immersed him as he walked along the road to the army’s encampment. At first he didn’t notice a solitary figure waiting for him at the wayside, leaning against a tree. Antalcidas’ hand found its way to his sword as the stranger, dressed in the billowing black cloak, stepped out of the shadows.
“Antalcidas,” the other said.
The voice, though deepened with age, was unmistakable.
“What do you want?”
“Is that any way for an Equal to greet a brother?”
“I’m not an Equal yet.”
Epitadas flicked his head sideways as if to say that his elevation was only a formality. And in fact, with Antalcidas’ membership in the Hill Wolves, he was right.
“Isn’t this a time when we should be getting to know each other, with you on your way and me about to finish the Rearing? The time may come, you know, when we must serve together.”
Antalcidas looked at him. Epitadas had grown up the handsomer of the brothers, with the tall frame and lean, quick features of the ideal Lacedaemonian warrior. He also had the longest beard-almost half a foot long-of any pregraduate he had ever seen. Even so, there was a look in his eyes, some mixture of fraternal admiration and jealousy, that struck Antalcidas as childlike still.
“I think you must be thinking of what happened to Thibron,” Epitadas went on. “For what it is worth, I should give you what was due a long time ago, Brother-my thanks.”
Surprising him, Epitadas then grasped his hand, and when that was done, pulled them together for an embrace. With this display Antalcidas lost his diffidence.
“I wasn’t expecting your gratitude,” he said.
“You have it anyway. And my confidence that we will always support each other, will we not?”
“We will.”
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