He lay upon a soft bed in a room filled with the faint glow of moonlight. He rose up on one elbow and saw that the pale lambency entered through a gauze-veiled archway.
It gleamed on white marble, casting a cool gray hue on the whole chamber. A writing desk sat against one wall along with a small shelf of books. On the near wall a sunken basin big enough to bathe within brimmed with water, and the bright sound of splashing he had first discerned came from there, where a steady stream poured from a fountain set into the wall. On the opposite end from the archway stood a darkened doorway.
We're home, he thought, letting his guard down at last. Then he grimaced. Tauran is safe, but we are at the mercy of the High Council. I hope it was worth it.
Kael sat up and stretched. He expected muscles to complain because of too many nights spent sleeping on hard stone in cold places, but he found that he felt fresh. He shook free of the covers and stood. He was naked, and he took a moment to examine his dark skin, seeking signs of injuries or poorly healed wounds or scars. In wonderment, he found none at all.
Am I dreaming? he thought. Are we truly home?
Yes, he thought. I remember the journey too clearly. The memory of surrendering, followed by the indignity of Garin and Nilsa binding all of them to comply before bringing them to the High Council chambers still left a bitter taste in his mouth. It had happened.
But then, what is this place?
His armor rested upon a stand at the foot of the bed, each piece laid carefully there, polished and gleaming in the lunar light, with fresh bindings, straps, and ties replacing old, worn ones. His greatsword stood there as well, oiled and sharpened.
They left me my weapons? Why would they trust me with them now, after…?
Nothing made sense anymore.
Kael turned to the archway and padded across the room. He pushed through the flimsy curtains and found himself standing upon a small balcony. The moon, hanging low in the sky, was round and pearly. Its glow illuminated the slopes of great Celestia, along with the clouds that ringed its hidden crown.
It is definitely the Court, Kael thought. But it all feels too… peaceful.
That thought surprised Kael. It wasn't that long ago that he could not have imagined expecting more tumult within the House.
But much has happened since those more carefree times, he mused. Everything was… chaos when we returned. No High Council, and Garin and Nilsa behaving so oddly. Struggling to make decisions, as if they weren't quite sure. And then nothing. He could remember nothing after arriving.
What did they do with me? With the others? Is Tauran alive?
Kael turned, walked back into the room, and passed beyond the darkened doorway into the interior area. He saw a cozy divan and more shelves filled with books. A plush rug had been tossed casually across the floor, and dark tendrils draped from bowls became potted plants and ferns when he stared at them fully. A door-shut tight- stood within the wall opposite where he had entered.
Kael crossed the rug and pulled the portal open a tiny bit, peering out. He saw a hall softly illuminated by round globes, glowing a warm, yellow-orange color, spaced periodically down its length. He spotted no one else, nor did he hear any other sounds.
I must be dreaming, he thought. This definitely looks like the Court, but where is everyone?
Shaking his head, not sure what to make of his own solitude, Kael turned back inside and went to his armor. He donned his clothing and took up his sword. He cast one last look around the room and, satisfied that he was leaving nothing behind, the knight headed out into the hall, pulling the door shut behind him.
In one direction, the passage simply led to more doors like his own, and then it ended at a window. In the other, he could hear a faint breeze stirring wind chimes around a corner. He headed that direction.
He found a courtyard at the end of the hall, a pleasant, inviting place filled with meandering paths, cozy benches, and carefully cultured vegetation. He noted the trees in particular, the leaves of which captured the light of the moon and reflected it.
Or perhaps they glow from within, Kael mused.
The wind chimes he had heard hung from the branches, and the breezes that blew through the leaves carried the fragrance of blossoms. Near the center of the open area, Kael spied a shallow pool. In the midpoint, a statue of an angel rose up, wings spread wide, paying homage to the heavens overhead.
I know this place, Kael realized, moving to stand beside the pool. I have been here before, on a night just like this. Tauran brought me here. To meet my mother. Tauran said I should give her a chance, but I wasn't interested. I did not know her then. How strange that I would end up back here now, wishing to spend a moment longer with her.
Kael gazed down into the water and caught the reflection of overhanging branches in its gently rippling surface. Memories of the strange, disorienting encounter, when Aliisza had changed places with him, stolen his body, and escaped, came flooding back into his mind. He remembered waiting in the shadows, listening to her reveal her fears and doubts.
Kael turned to look in that same spot.
A figure sat there, cloaked in those same shadows, watching him. 'It's not real, you know,' his mother said.
Kael smiled. Aliisza rose, stepped out from the gloom, and crossed the grass to stand before him. She took both his hands in her own and peered into his eyes.
'It's all just an illusion,' she said, her smile sad.
Kael tilted his head to one side, puzzled.
'This,' Aliisza said, gesturing around them. 'The garden, the Court, all of it. We're not really here.'
Kael frowned. 'Somehow, I already knew that. But what is it, then? And if it's not real, then am I really talking to you?'
Aliisza's smile widened the tiniest bit. 'I would ask the same thing, but for some reason, I know we're both really here.'
Kael nodded, but her explanation didn't make him feel any better. 'What is this place?' he asked.
She dropped his hands and strolled toward a bench. She took a seat on it and tilted her head to one side as she stared up at her son. Her eyes were intense, watching him. 'This was my prison,' she said quietly, 'when I first came here.'
'Ah, yes,' Kael said, remembering hearing descriptions of the mirror-place whenever he asked about his mother. 'Tauran spoke of it when I was young. They said you were happy here.'
Aliisza snorted. 'They lied.' She peered into Kael's eyes again, and the sensation it created, as if she were trying to see deep inside him, was growing unnerving. 'Most of the time, I didn't even realize I was here. I was trapped in fictions, forced to learn about the more caring, considerate side of myself.'
'You sound wounded,' Kael said, turning to sit beside her so that she would stop staring at his face so intently. 'Like you still resent it.'
Beside him, his mother shrugged. 'I do,' she said. 'Tauran was doing what he thought was right. But the decisions the angels make are every bit as conniving and selfish as any demon's choices. They just cloak it in words like 'honor' and 'justice,' and they codify the machinations into a set of laws so that everyone gets manipulated evenly. Then they can point to it and say, 'See? Were in the right because it's all equal; everyone has to abide by the same rules.' '
Kael frowned. 'And that's not good enough? Do the laws not treat everyone fairly?'
Aliisza shook her head. 'That's not the point.' She turned to face him. 'Do you think we did the right thing, surrendering to Garin and Nilsa so they would bring Tauran back? To save his life, did we do what had to be done?'
Kael cocked his head to one side. 'I don't know.'
'Why do you doubt it?'
He sighed. 'Because it felt wrong. Because it felt like we should fight harder to prove that we were right.' He clenched his fists in anger. 'Because Garin and Nilsa infuriated me with their absolutism.'
'I think there's another reason,' Aliisza said. 'When it came time to free Kaanyr, Tauran claimed he couldn't break his word. Even though it probably meant the death of us all, he wouldn't do it.'
'It was the just, honorable thing to do,' Kael said, feeling a bit indignant. 'He gave his word.'
