And again and again during that evening, these people dissolved into fits of laughter, putting together the white cripples of the area, the solemn lecture by the crippled farmer, and the picture of their two healthy young men, fighting briefly in the dust. They laughed and they laughed, staggering with laughter, rolling with laughter, howling with laughter.
In this series of takes and retakes of Lessing's memorials to her soldierfather, the wounded World War I veteran is portrayed from radically different points of view, and both the author and the reader undergo violent shifts of emotion and judgment as they awaken to ways of seeing this figure they had not known existed. The goal of the process is not to substitute the eyes of the black man for those of the white man or of the white woman, but to focus the reader's attention on this figure of the good soldier and to raise questions about why it is we call him civilized and civilizing, while we label the healthy young men fighting with their hands briefly in the dust barbaric.
The 'sharp slave's-eye view' that surveys British culture from below forms a counterpart in
The liberation of consciousness from the tyranny of self, the capacity to entertain multiple points of view-'to be in the world but not of it,' as Lessing likes to quote from the Sufis — is both the central project of Lessing's fiction and her solution to the discrimination and violence she has never been able to shut her eyes on. If not the last, at least the most thorough and indefatigable of the romantics, Lessing ultimately acknowledges no limits to the imagination and uses fiction, which she likes to compare to science, as her instrument of exploration of all areas of consciousness presumed to be closed to us (the consciousness of animals, for example, or of extraterrestrials, or of the enemy, or of the opposite sex, or even simply of each other). In fiction, Lessing becomes other people, undergoes experiences not available to her, inhabits other species, other times, other spaces.
Though she refuses to acquiesce to any circumscription of her imagination, Lessing does repeatedly remind her readers that she works in fiction, not in history or science. 'Why is it,' she asks in her preface to The Sirian Experiments,
that writers, who by definition operate by the use of their imaginations, are given so little credit for it? We 'make things up.' This is our trade.
I remember, before I myself attempted this genre of space fiction, reading an agreeable tale about a species of highly intelligent giraffes who travelled by spaceship from their solar system to ours, to ask if our sun was behaving cruelly to us, as theirs had recently taken to doing to them. I remember saying to -923- myself: Well, at least the writer of this tale is not likely to get industrious letters asking what it is like to be a giraffe in a spaceship.
Though accused as often of dogmatism as of bad writing, Lessing harps on her increasing predilection for speculation, her waning capacity for conviction. 'Once upon a time,' she writes in the same preface, 'when I was young, I believed things easily, both religious and political; now I believe less and less. But I wonder about more.' One thing Lessing wonders about is why we grant our scientists the most fabulous fictions, while we pin our novelists to the facts. 'What of course I would like to be writing,' she goes on to muse, 'is the story of the Red and White Dwarves and their Remembering Mirror, their space rocket (powered by anti-gravity), their attendant entities Hadron, Gluon, Pion, Lepton, and Muon, and the Charmed Quarks and the Colored Quarks. But we can't all be physicists.' Lessing hints here that she missed her calling, but she yearns less for physics than for the license we grant our scientists to chart the unknown.
Though the territory Lessing has recently claimed is not 'as is' but 'as if,' she knows well enough how products of the imagination get harnessed to the wheels of the powers that be. Anna Wulf, Lessing's alter ego in
that so recently one could not have said Scott was not perfect without earning at least sorrowful disapproval; that a year after the Gang of Four were perfect, they were villains; that in the fifties in the United States a nothingman called McCarthy was able to intimidate and terrorise sane and sensible people, but that in the sixties young people summoned before similar committees simply laughed?
One thing that lies behind facts like these is that a writer cannot control how her fictions will be used, but Lessing does not regard this as an adequate reason to stop producing them, since we cannot become-we cannot even recognize-what we have not first imagined.
Lessing's refusal to let consciousness sleep, or even rest, is something many of her critics find unbearable in