He hoped that by the time the lights came on she'd have had the decency to make herself scarce. The sheer
'Guy?'
Somebody snuggled against his chest.
'Just as well it is me,' he whispered, and she giggled and kissed his neck.
A worrying thought struck him.
'You're not wearing lipstick, are you, Catrin?'
'Not any more,' Catrin Jones said, and Guy plunged a hand into his jacket pocket, searching frantically for a handkerchief.
'No, I'm not,' Catrin said. 'Honest. I'm sorry.'
'Shut up then,' he hissed, conscious of the fact that nobody else appeared to be talking.
'Won't be long now,' Col Croston shouted cheerfully. At least, Guy thought, it would be an opportunity for him to pretend the five minutes before the power cut had never happened.
He became aware that somebody had drawn back the curtains at the windows, and what little light remained in the sky showed him a scene like the old black and white photographs he'd seen of the insides of air-raid shelters in the blitz, only even more overcrowded. All it needed was someone with rampant claustrophobia to start floundering about and there'd be total chaos.
But nobody moved and nobody spoke and it was quite uncanny. He felt Catrin's hand moving like a mouse in one of his hip pockets. When they got back to Cardiff he'd suggest she should be transferred. Something she couldn't very well refuse – six months' attachment as an assistant trainee radio producer, or anything else that sounded vaguely like promotion.
As his eyes adjusted, Guy was able to make out individual faces. A fat farmer who hadn't taken off his cap. That cocky little radio chap trying vainly to see his watch. Jocasta Newsome and her husband – strange that she wasn't talking; perhaps they'd had a row.
The radio bloke – at least this outfit had had the good sense not to have Fay covering the meeting – was on his feet and moving to the door.
'Just a minute,' Guy heard Wiley say officiously. 'Where do you think you're goin'?'
'Look, I've got an urgent news report to go down. Gavin Ashpole, Offa's Dyke Radio.'
'Well, you can 'ang on yere. Studio won't be workin' if there's no power, is it?'
'Then I'll do it by phone. Do you mind?'
'I'm not bein' offensive, sir, but you might 'ave lifted somebody's wallet in there and be makin' off with the proceeds.'
'Oh, for… Look, pal, I've got an expensive tape recorder on the floor under the chairman's table. You can hold it to for ransom if I don't come back. Now,
'Lucky I recognizes your voice, Mr Ashpole,' Wynford Wiley said genially, and Guy heard a bolt go back.
'Thanks.'
Guy heard the door grinding open, but he didn't hear it close again. He didn't hear anything.
Had he been looking through the viewfinder of a camera, it would have seemed at first like a smear on the lens.
Then it took shape, like a sculpture of smoke, and a figure was standing in the central aisle between the two blocks of chairs. It looked lost. It moved in short steps, almost shuffling, like a Chaplinesque tramp in an old film, but in slow-motion. There was a yellowish tinge to its ill-defined features. It was a man.
His nose was large and bulbous, his eyes were pure white and he was moving down the aisle towards Guy Morrison.
Even without his razor, Guy would have known him anywhere.
Guy screamed.
Catrin gasped and moved sharply away from him.
But ex –
'Jocasta!' Guy screamed. 'Look! It's him. It's him!'
Closing his eyes, throwing an arm across his face, he plunged forward like someone making a desperate dash through flames to the door of a blazing room.
There was a ghastly, tingling moment, a damp and penetrating cold, and then he was on his knee, his head in her lap, his hands clawing at her dress, mumbling incoherently into her thighs. He began to sob. 'Oh God, Jocasta, it's…'
Jocasta Newsome didn't move. When he opened his eyes he saw there were lights on in the room, but different lights, fluorescent bars high on the walls. He looked up at her face and found it harsh and grainy in the new light and frozen into an expression of ultimate disdain.
'You filthy bastard,' the thin, bearded man next to her said.
Moving like a train through the night, the track unrolling before you, a ribbon of light, straight as a torch beam There are deep-green hills on either side – deep green because they are dense with trees – and the silver snaking river, all of this quite clearly visible, for they do not depend on sunlight or moonlight but have their own inner luminescence.
There are no buildings in this landscape, no farms or cottages or barns or stables or sheep-sheds, no cars, no tractors, no gates, no fences, no hedges. In some places, the trees give way, diminishing themselves, become not separate, definite organic entities but a green wash, a watercolourist's view of trees. Then they fade into fields, but with the spirit of the old woodland still colouring their aura.
It is a strange land at first, but then not so strange, for what you see is the true essence of the countryside you know. This is a country unviolated by Man.
This is the spirit landscape.
What you once presumed to call the Old Golden Land.
And the unfurling ribbon of light is what, over half a century earlier, your mentor Alfred Watkins had presumed to call the Old Straight Track.
Alf. Alf Watkins, isn't it? You here too?
No answer. He isn't here. You're alone. Lying between two tall trees on top of the Tump in the heat, and moving like fast train in the night.
Until, with no warning, the track buckles in front of you and the night shatters into a thousand shards of black glass.
'Remember me?
A whisper. Tumult in the hall. Nobody else heard the whisper, dry as ash.
'Who's that?'
'Oh… don't reckernize the voice, then, is it? Yeard it before, though, you 'ave.'
'Huh?'
'Crude.'
'What?'
'Lyrically… mor… onic'
'What the…?'
'An' musically… musically
'Jeez, you must be…'
'Can't even remember my fuckin' name, can you?'
'Listen, I'll talk to you later. Tomorrow. Make an appointment.'
'You're a bloody old bag of shit, you are.'
'Listen, I can understand…'
'Don't let the kid give up sheep-shearing classes. That's what you said.'
'Yeah, but…'
'I knows 'ow to shear sheep, already, though, see. What you do is…'