dominated by an oppressive Victorian sideboard, ornate as a pulpit, with many stages, canopies and overhangs.
Murray felt it was dominating him, too. He was immediately uncomfortable. The room seemed overcrowded, with the sideboard and the two of them standing there awkwardly, an unmarried clergyman and a teenage girl. It hit him then, the folly of what he was doing. He should never have come.
She looked down over his dark suit.
'You've not brought any holy water, have you?'
Murray managed a weak smile. 'Let's see how we get on, shall we?'
It occurred to him that, while she might be an adult now, this was not actually her house. He'd allowed himself to be lured into somebody else's house.
'You should've brought holy water,' she said sulkily.
Murray tried to relax. His plan was merely to talk to the girl, say a helpful prayer and then leave. He found a straight-backed dining chair and sat on it squarely – always felt foolish sinking into someone's soft fireside furniture, felt it diminished him.
'I still wish your grandparents were here.'
'Gone shopping,' she said, still standing, 'in Hereford. Won't be back until tonight. I only stayed to wait for you. I was going to give you another five minutes. Wouldn't stay here on me own. Not any more.'
Why did he think she was lying?
'I wish you'd felt able to discuss this with them.'
She shook her head firmly. 'Can't. You just can't.' Her thin lips went tight, her deep-set eyes stoney with the certainty of it.
'Have you tried?'
Tessa's lips twisted. 'Me gran… says people who are daft enough to think they've seen a ghost ought to keep it to themselves.'
'So you
Tessa, grimacing, went through the motions of wiping something nasty off her hands.
Murray tried to understand but couldn't. Neither Mrs Byford nor her husband appeared to him to be particularly religious. They came to church, if not every week. He'd watched them praying, as he did all his parishioners from time to time, but detected no great piety there. Just going through the motions, lip movements, like the rest of them. A ritual as meaningless as Sunday lunch, and rather less palatable.
There was no Bible on the shelf, no books of any kind, just white china above a small television set. No pictures of Christ on the wall, no framed religious texts.
And yet the room itself stank of repression, as if the people who lived here were the narrowest type of religious fundamentalists.
Tessa was standing there expressionless, watching him. The next move was his. Because he was trying so hard not to be, he was painfully aware of her breasts under what, in his own teenage days, had been known as a tank top.
'I know what you're thinking,' she said, and Murray sucked in a sharp breath.
'But I'm not,' she said. 'I'm not imagining any of it. You don't imagine things being thrown at you in the bathroom, even if…'
Her lips clamped and she looked down at her feet.
'If what?' Murray said.
'Show you,' Tessa mumbled.
Murray felt sweat under his white clerical collar. He stood up, feeling suddenly out of his depth, and followed Tessa Byford into the hall and up the narrow stairs.
All right, Fay?'
'I don't know.'
She was going hot and cold. Maybe succumbing to one of those awful summer bugs.
'Give me a minute… Elton. I want to make a few adjustments to the script.'
'OK, no hurry. I've got a couple of pieces to top and tail. Come back to you in five minutes, OK?'
'Fine,' Fay said, 'fine.'
She took off the cans and leaned back in the studio chair, breathing in and out a couple of times. Outside it was still raining and not exactly warm; in here, she felt clammy, sticky, she pulled her T-shirt out of her jeans and flapped it about a bit.
The air in here was always stale. There should be air-conditioning. The Crybbe Unattended itself was probably a serious infringement of the Factories Act or whatever it was called these days.
And the walls of the studio seemed to be closer every time she came in.
That was psychological, of course. Hallucinatory, just like… She slammed a door in her mind on the icy Grace Legge smile, just as she'd slammed the office door last night before stumbling upstairs after the dog. She wondered how she was ever going to go into that room again after dark. She certainly wouldn't leave the dog in there again at night.
How primitive life had become.
'Fay!' A tinny voice rattling in the cans on the table. She put them on.
Ashpole.
'Fay, tell me again what he's doing…'
'Goff?'
She told him again about the New Age research centre, about the dowsers and the healers. She didn't mention the plan to reinstate the stones. She was going to hold that back – another day, another dollar.
'No rock stars, then.'
'What?'
'All a bit of a disappointment, isn't it, really,' Ashpole said.
'Is it?' Fay was gripping the edge of the table. Just let him start…
'Nutty stuff. New Age. Old hippies. Big yawn. Some people'll be interested, I suppose. When can we talk to the great man in person?'
'Goff? I'm working on it.'
That was a laugh. Some chance now.
'Hmm,' Ashpole said, 'maybe we should…'
Without even a warning tremor. Fay erupted. 'Oh sure. Send a
She tore off the cans and hurled them at the wall, stood up so violently she knocked the chair over. Stood with her back to the wall, panting, tears of outrage bubbling up.
What was happening to her?
'See that mirror?'
She was pointing at a cracked circular shaving mirror in metal frame.
'It flew off the window-ledge,' Tessa Byford said. 'That's how it got the crack. 'Course, they accused me of knocking it off.'
'How can you be sure you didn't?'
It was a very cramped bathroom. Murray moved up against the lavatory trying not to brush against the girl.
Ludicrous. He fell completely and utterly ludicrous; he was suffocating with embarrassment.
'Look,' she said, oblivious of his agony, 'I just opened the door and it flew off at me. And other things. Shaving brush, toothpaste. But it was the mirror that started it. I had to look in the mirror.'
'It could have been a draught, Tessa.' Appalled at how strangled his voice sounded.
'It wasn't a bloody draught!'