it only when her grandmother was feeling blue, but when she herself was.
She caught a glimpse of the knobby snout of an alligator sliding by. It was, she thought, what was under the surface that could take you down, one quick, ugly snap, if you weren't alert and didn't keep your wits about you.
There was a great deal under the surface of Declan Fitzgerald. She'd have preferred if he'd been some spoiled, rich trust-fund baby out on a lark. She could've enjoyed him, and dismissed him when they were both bored.
It was a great deal more difficult to dismiss what you respected. She admired his strength, his purpose, his humor. As a friend, he would give her a great deal of pleasure.
As a lover, he worried the hell out of her.
He wanted too much. She could already feel him sucking her in. And it scared her, scared her that she didn't seem able to stop the process.
Toying with the key around her neck, she started back toward the bayou house. It would run its course, she told herself. Things always did.
She pasted on a smile as she neared the house and saw her grandmother, shaded by an old straw hat, fussing in her kitchen garden.
'I smell bread baking,' Lena called out.
'Brown bread. Got a loaf in there you can take home with you.”
Odette straightened, pressed a hand lightly to the small of her back. 'Got an extra you could take on by the Hall for that boy. He doesn't eat right.”
'He's healthy enough.”
'Healthy enough to want a bite outta you.' She bent back to her work, her sturdy work boots planted firm. 'He try to take one this morning? You've got that look about you.”
Lena walked over, dropped down on the step beside the garden patch. 'What look is that?”
'The look a woman gets when a man's had his hands on her and didn't finish the job.”
'I know how to finish the job myself, if that's the only problem.”
With a snorting laugh, Odette broke off a sprig of rosemary. She pinched at its needle leaves, waved it under her nose for the simple pleasure of its scent. 'Why scratch an itch if someone'll scratch it for you? I may be close to looking seventy in the eye, but I know when I see a man who's willing and able.”
'Sex doesn't run my life, Grandmama.”
'No, but it sure would make it more enjoyable.' She straightened again. 'You're not Lilibeth, 't poulette.”
The use of the childhood endearment-little chicken –made Lena smile. 'I know it.”
'Not being her doesn't mean you have to be alone if you find somebody who lights the right spark in you.”
She took the rosemary Odette offered, brushed it against her cheek. 'I don't think he's looking for a spark. I think he's looking for a whole damn bonfire.' She leaned back on her elbows, shook back her hair. 'I've lived this long without getting burned, and I'm going to keep right on.”
'It always was right or left for you. Couldn't drive you to middle ground with a whip. You're my baby, even if you are a grown woman, so I'll say this: Nothing wrong with a woman walking alone, as long as it's for the right reasons. Being afraid she might trip, that's a wrong one.”
'What happens if I let myself fall for him?' Lena demanded. 'Then he has enough of swamp water and trots on back to Boston? Or he just has his fill of dancing with me and finds himself another partner?”
Odette pushed her hat back on the crown of her head, and her face was alive with exasperation. 'What happens if it rains a flood and washes us into the Mississippi? Pity sakes, Lena, you can't think that way. It'll dry you up.”
'I was doing fine before he came along, and I'll do fine after he goes.' Feeling sulky, she reached down to pet Rufus when he butted his head against her knee. 'That house over there, Grandmama, that house he's so set on bringing back, it's a symbol of what happens when two people don't belong in the same place. I'm her blood, and I know.”
'You don't know.' Odette tipped back Lena's chin. 'If they hadn't loved, if Abby Rouse and Lucian Manet hadn't loved and made a child together, you and I wouldn't be here.”
'If they'd been meant, she wouldn't have died the way she did. She wouldn't be a ghost in that house.”
'Oh chhre.' Both the exasperation and all the affection colored Odette's voice. 'It isn't Abby Rouse who haunts that place.”
'Who, then?”
'I expect that's what that boy's there to find out. Might be you're here to help him.”
She gave a sniff of the air. 'Bread's done,' she said an instant before the oven buzzer sounded. 'You want to take a loaf over to the Hall?”
Lena set her jaw. 'No.”
'All right, then.' Odette walked up the steps, opened the back door. 'Maybe I'll take him one myself.' Her eyes were dancing when she glanced over her shoulder. 'And could be I'll steal him right out from under your nose.”
Declan had every door and window on the first level open. Ry Cooder blasted out of his stereo with his lunging rhythm and blues. Working to the beat, Declan spread the first thin coat of varnish on the newly sanded floor of the parlor.
Everything ached. Every muscle and bone in his body sang with the same ferocity as Ry Cooder. He'd thought the sheer physical strain of the sanding would have worked off his temper. Now he was hoping the necessary focus and strain of the varnishing would do the job.
The rosy dawn hadn't lived up to its promise.
The woman pushed his buttons, he thought. And she knew it. One night she'd wrapped herself all over him in bed, and the next she won't give him more than some conversation on the phone.
Snaps out in temper one minute, melts down to sexy teasing the next. Trying to turn the night they'd spent together into the classic one-night stand.
Fuck that.
'Aw, cher, what you wanna get all het up about?' he muttered. 'You haven't seen het up, baby. But you're going to before this is done.”
'You look to be in the middle of a mad.”
He spun around, slopping varnish. Then nearly went down to his knees when he saw Odette smiling at him from the doorway.
'I didn't hear you come in.”
'Not surprising.' With the privilege of age, she leaned down and turned down the volume on his portable stereo as Cooder switched pace, lamenting falling teardrops. 'Like Cooder myself, but not that loud. Brought you by a loaf of the brown bread I baked this morning. You go on and finish what you're doing. I'll put it back in the kitchen for you.”
'Just give me a minute.”
'You don't have to stop on my account, cher.”
'No. Please. Five minutes. There's … something, I forget what, to drink in the fridge. Why don't you go on back, help yourself?”
'I believe I will. It's a bit close out already, and not even March. You take your time.”
When he'd finished up enough to join her, Odette was standing in front of his kitchen display cabinet, studying the contents.
'My mama had an old waffle iron just like this. And I still got a cherry seeder like the one you got in here. What do they call these dishes here? I can't remember.”
'Fiestaware.”
'That's it. Always sounds like a party. You pay money for these old Mason jars, cher?”
'I'm afraid so.”
She clucked her tongue at the wonder of it. 'There's no accounting for things. Damn if they don't look pretty, though. You come look through my shed sometime, see if there's anything in there you want.' She turned now, nodded at the room. 'This is fine, Declan. You did fine.”
'It'll come together when the counters are in and I finish the panels for the appliances.”
