Love You
Hate You
Miss You
e l i z a b e t h s c o t t
This book is absolutely, positively, 110% for Jessica Brearton, who deserves at least a parade in her honor.
Jess, you believed in me when I’d lost my way, and wouldn’t let me give up on writing. Thank you not just for the encouragement to finish this, but for your friendship—and for simply being you.
Contents
One
RELEASE DAY CAME, as promised, and I got my
stuff…
4
Two
78 DAYS TODAY, and Mom took me to the mall.
10
Three
I’M GOING BACK to school soon. Very soon, in fact.
18
Four
I HADN’T MADE OUT with the guy who looked away.
29
Five
SCHOOL STARTED OFF normally enough;
annoying classes, annoying people. The…
47
Six
TODAY WAS A LAURIE DAY TOO—as if
I hadn’t dealt…
52
Seven
I TOLD JULIA about tonight, but I didn’t—I didn’t tell…
64
Eight
IN ENGLISH CLASS TODAY (109 days without Julia—I
can
only…
73
Nine
TODAY ME AND LAURIE were supposed to talk about
Julia.
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Ten
WELL, I’VE HAD my very first date. Predictably, it was… 95
Eleven
I DIDN’T EVEN MAKE IT to school today.
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Twelve