The Craving

neck to feel for a heartbeat.

‘Henry! Get Bridget inside!’ she ordered.

The butler gently scooped her up, unflinching when the blood began to soak into his cream waistcoat. A housekeeper followed, taking orders from the still-bellowing mother, who waved maids to their various tasks.

‘Winfield, send the boy to fetch a doctor! Have Gerta draw a hot bath. Get the cook to prepare a cosset and some herbed spirits! Remove her bodice immediately and unlace her corset – Sarah, go to the trunk of old linens and cut us some bandages. Lydia, send for Margaret.’

The crowd filtered back through the door, one by one, except for a young boy in breeches and a cap who went dashing off, his shoes hitting the street with sharp taps as he ran into the night. It was as though the house, having spewed forth a few moments of life and family and vitality, now sucked its occupants back inside to its warmth and protection.

Even if I had wished to, I would have been unable to follow after them. Humans must invite their doom in – whether they are aware of it or not. Without an invitation inside we vampires cannot enter any home, exiled from the warm hearths and friendly companionship that houses promise, left out in the night to simply watch.

I turned to go, already having stayed far longer than I had intended.

‘Hold there, young man.’

The voice was so confident, deep and stentorian that I was pulled back as if compelled by some Power.

Standing in the doorway was a figure I surmised to be the man of the house and father of the girl I had saved. He was happily fat, with the kind of girth that causes a man to stand back on his heels. He wore expensive clothes made from wool and tweed, well tailored but in casual patterns. Comfortable summed up his entire demeanour, from his ginger mutton chop whiskers to his sparkling black eyes to the half-smile that pulled at the left side of his mouth. It seemed he had worked hard for a large portion of his life; calloused hands and a redness about his neck attested to the fact that he hadn’t inherited his wealth.

For a moment the thought flashed through my head: how easy it would be to lure him out here. One more step…his corpulent body would provide me with enough blood to sate my hunger for days. I felt my jaw ache with the desire that would coax my fangs out, that would bring this man his death.

But despite the many temptations I’d faced tonight, I had left that life behind me.

‘I was just leaving, sir. I’m glad your daughter is safe,’ I said, taking a step back towards the shadows.

The man put a meaty hand on my arm, stopping me. His eyes narrowed, and though I could have killed him in an instant, I was surprised at a sudden nervous fluttering in my stomach. ‘What’s your name, son?’

‘Stefan,’ I answered. ‘Stefan Salvatore.’

I realised immediately that telling him my real name like that was stupid, given the mess I had made of things in New Orleans and Mystic Falls.

‘Stefan,’ he repeated, looking me up and down. ‘Not going to press for a reward?’

I tugged on my shirt cuffs, embarrassed at my dishevelled appearance. My black trousers, with my journal tucked into the back pocket, were frayed. My shirt was pulled out and hanging in loose folds around my braces. No hat, no tie, no waistcoat, and above all that, I was dirty and smelled faintly of the outdoors.

‘No, sir. Just glad to help,’ I murmured.

The man was silent, as if he were having trouble processing my words. I wondered if the shock of seeing his daughter, bloodied and frail, had put him in something of a fog. Then he shook his head.

‘Nonsense!’ He clasped my right shoulder. ‘I would give anything to keep my youngest safe. Come inside. I insist! Share a cigar and let me toast your rescue of my baby girl.’

He tugged me into the house, as though I were a stubborn dog on a leash. I started to protest, but fell silent the moment I stepped into the grand foyer. The dark wainscoting was cherry wood. The stained glass windows that were meant to illuminate the doorway during the day sparkled even at night, their colours jewel-like under the gaslight. A giant, formal stairway climbed to the next floor, the balustrade looking as though it had been carved from whole trunks. In my human life, I’d wished to be a scholar of architecture, and I could have gladly studied this home for hours.

But before I could fully appreciate the entryway, the man herded me through a hall and into a cosy parlor. A roaring orange fire commanded attention at the far wall. High-backed chairs with silk cushions were scattered around the room and the walls were papered in pine green. A snooker set was discreetly placed behind a couch, and cabinets of books, globes, and assorted curiosities framed high casement windows. My father, a collector of books and fine objects, would have loved this room, and my chest tightened at the realisation that I would surpass my own father in life experience.

‘Cigar?’ he offered, pulling out a box.

‘No thank you, sir,’ I said. The cigars were the finest quality, made from my home state’s tobacco. At one time, I would have been more than happy to accept. But even the sound of a bird’s beak scraping against bark almost overwhelmed my heightened senses; the thought of sucking in clouds of black smoke was unbearable.

‘Hmmm. Doesn’t partake.’ He raised a craggy eyebrow doubtfully. ‘You’ll not bow out on some spirits, I hope?’

‘No, sir. Thank you, sir.’

The proper words came out of my mouth even as I paced back and forth.

‘That’s my boy.’ He prepared my drink, an apricotcoloured liquid poured out of a cut crystal decanter.

‘So you found my daughter in the park,’ he said, offering me the brandy. I couldn’t help holding the sparkling glass up to the light. It would have been beautiful even without my vampire senses, scattering every stray beam like iridescent dragonflies.

I nodded at my host and took a small sip, sitting down when he motioned to a leather chair. The warm, pungent spirit poured over my tongue, both comforting me and making me feel strangely uneasy at the same time. I had gone from living in a park to sipping fine liquor in a mansion with a very wealthy man in the course of one short night. And at the same time that I longed to sprint back into the darkness – the loneliness that pervaded my very being begged me to linger. I had not spoken to anyone in two weeks, but here I was, invited into a veritable palace of human activity. I could sense at least a dozen servants and family members in the few rooms nearby, their heady scent indistinguishable to all but myself, and the two dogs I knew were in the kitchen.

My benefactor regarded me strangely, and I made myself pay attention.

‘Yes, sir. I found her in a clearing by the remains of the old Seneca Village.’

‘What were you doing in the park so late at night?’ he asked, fixing me with his eyes.

‘Walking,’ I said evenly.

I braced myself for what would come next, the uncomfortable series of questions that would assess my station in life, though my ripped clothes surely gave some indication. If I were him, I would have pressed a few dollars into my hand and sped me out the door. After all, New York was not short on predators, and though he couldn’t know it, probably could not even imagine it, I was the worst sort.

But his next words surprised me. ‘Down on your luck, son?’ he asked, his expression softening. ‘What was it – tossed out of your father’s house? A scandal? Duel? Caught on the wrong side of the war?’

My mouth gaped open. How did he know I wasn’t just some vagrant?

He seemed to guess my thought.

‘Your shoes, son, show that you are obviously a gentleman, regardless of your current, eh, circumstances,’ he said, eyeing them. I looked at them myself – scuffed and dirty, I hadn’t shined them since Louisiana. ‘The cut is Italian and the leather is fine. I know my leather.’ He tapped his own shoe, which looked to be made from crocodile. ‘It’s how I got my start. I’m Winfield T. Sutherland, owner of Sutherland’s Mercantile. Some of my neighbours made their money from oil or railroads, but I made my fortune honestly

– by selling people what they needed.’

The door to the study opened and a young woman I’d seen downstairs came in. She was composed and graceful, with a step that was both regal and efficient. Her cap was simple – almost like a servant’s – but it accentuated her refined features. She was a rarefied version of the girl I had found in the park. Her hair was a more subtle golden shade, and her curls fell naturally in soft ringlets. Her eyelashes were as thick but longer, framing blue eyes with just a touch of grey in them. Her cheekbones were a trifle higher and her expressions more subdued.

My human appreciation of her beauty fought with my vampire’s cold appraisal of her body: healthy and