attack.'
'Well, she's probably just nervous.' In Bonnie's opinion, Vickie had good reason to be nervous. She'd spent most of the previous fall in a trance, being slowly driven out of her mind by a power she didn't understand. Nobody had expected her to come out of it as well as she had.
Meredith was still looking bleak. 'At least,' Bonnie said consolingly, 'it isn't your real birthday.'
Meredith picked up the camera and turned it over and over. Still looking down at her hands, she said, 'But it is.'
'What?' Bonnie stared and then said louder, '
'I said, it is my real birthday. Caroline's mom must have told her; she and my mom used to be friends a long time ago.'
'Meredith, what are you talking about? Your birthday was last week, May 30.'
'No, it wasn't. It's today, June 6. It's true; it's on my driver's license and everything. My parents started celebrating it a week early because June 6 was too upsetting for them. It was the day my grandfather was attacked and went crazy.' As Bonnie gasped, unable to speak, she added calmly, 'He tried to kill my grandmother, you know. He tried to kill me, too.' Meredith put the camera down carefully in the exact center of the coffee table. 'We really should go in the kitchen,' she said quietly. 'I smell chocolate.'
Bonnie was still paralyzed, but her mind was beginning to work again. Vaguely, she remembered Meredith speaking about this before, but she hadn't told her the full truth then. And she hadn't said when it had happened.
'Attacked—you mean like Vickie was attacked,' Bonnie got out. She couldn't say the word
'Like Vickie was attacked,' Meredith confirmed. 'Come on,' she added, even more quietly. 'They're waiting for us. I didn't mean to upset you.'
Meredith doesn't want me to be upset, so I won't be upset, Bonnie thought, pouring hot fudge over the chocolate cake and chocolate ice cream. Even though we've been friends since first grade and she never told me this secret before.
For an instant her skin chilled and words came floating out of the dark corners of her mind.
Then Bonnie shook her head determinedly. She couldn't think about this right now; she had a
Strangely, it wasn't even that hard. Meredith and Vickie didn't talk much at first, but Bonnie went out of her way to be nice to Vickie, and even Meredith couldn't resist the pile of brightly wrapped presents on the coffee table. By the time she'd opened the last one they were all talking and laughing. The mood of truce and toleration continued as they moved up into Caroline's bedroom to examine her clothes and CDs and photo albums. As it got near midnight they flopped on sleeping bags, still talking.
'What's going on with Alaric these days?' Sue asked Meredith.
Alaric Saltzman was Meredith's boyfriend—sort of. He was a graduate student from Duke University who'd majored in parapsychology and had been called to Fell's Church last year when the vampire attacks began. Though he'd started out an enemy, he'd ended up an ally—and a friend.
'He's in Russia,' Meredith said. 'Perestroika, you know? He's over there finding out what they were doing with psychics during the Cold War.'
'What are you going to tell him when he gets back?' asked Caroline.
It was a question Bonnie would have liked to ask Meredith herself. Because Alaric was almost four years older, Meredith had told him to wait until after she graduated to talk about their future. But now Meredith was eighteen—today, Bonnie reminded herself—and graduation was in two weeks. What was going to happen after that?
'I haven't decided,' Meredith said. 'Alaric wants me to go to Duke, and I've been accepted there, but I'm not sure. I have to think.'
Bonnie was just as glad. She wanted Meredith to go to Boone Junior College with
'I haven't seen the guy so far worth remaining faithful to,' she said now.
Everyone looked at her quickly. Sue's chin was resting on her fists as she asked, 'Not even Stefan?'
Bonnie should have known. With the only light the dim bedside lamp and the only sound the rustle of new leaves on the weeping willows outside, it was inevitable that the conversation would turn to Stefan—and to Elena.
Stefan Salvatore and Elena Gilbert were already a sort of legend in the town, like Romeo and Juliet. When Stefan had first come to Fell's Church, every girl had wanted him. And Elena, the most beautiful, most popular, most unapproachable girl at school, had wanted him too. It was only after she'd gotten him that she realized the danger. Stefan wasn't what he seemed—he had a secret far darker than anyone could have guessed. And he had a brother, Damon, even more mysterious and dangerous than himself. Elena had been caught between the two brothers, loving Stefan but drawn irresistibly to Damon's wildness. In the end she had died to save them both, and to redeem their love.
'Maybe Stefan—if you're Elena,' Bonnie murmured, yielding the point. The atmosphere had changed. It was hushed now, a little sad, just right for late-night confidences.
'I still can't believe she's gone,' Sue said quietly, shaking her head and shutting her eyes. 'She was so much more alive than other people.'
'Her flame burned brighter,' said Meredith, gazing at the patterns the rose-and-gold lamp made on the ceiling. Her voice was soft but intense, and it seemed to Bonnie that those words described Elena better than anything she'd ever heard.
'There were times when I hated her, but I could never ignore her,' Caroline admitted, her green eyes narrowed in memory. 'She wasn't a person you could ignore.'
'One thing I learned from her death,' Sue said, 'is that it could happen to any of us. You can't waste any of life because you never know how long you've got.'
'It could be sixty years or sixty minutes,' Vickie agreed in a low voice. 'Any of us could die tonight.'
Bonnie wriggled, disturbed. But before she could say anything, Sue repeated, 'I still can't believe she's really gone. Sometimes I feel as if she's somewhere near.'
'Oh, so do I,' said Bonnie, distracted. An image of Warm Springs flashed through her mind, and for a moment it seemed more vivid than Caroline's dim room. 'Last night I dreamed about her, and I had the feeling it really
The others gazed at her silently. Once, they would all have laughed if Bonnie hinted at any-thing supernatural, but not now. Her psychic powers were undisputed, awesome, and a little scary.
'Do you really?' breathed Vickie.
'What do you think she was trying to say?' asked Sue.
'I don't know. At the end she was trying so hard to stay in contact with me, but she couldn't.'
There was another silence. At last Sue said hesitantly, with the faintest catch in her voice, 'Do you think… do you think
It was what they'd all been wondering. Bonnie looked toward Meredith. Earlier, Meredith had dismissed the dream, but now she met Bonnie's eyes seriously.
'I don't know,' Bonnie said slowly. Visions from the nightmare kept swirling around her. 'I don't want to go into a trance and open myself up to whatever else might be out there, that's for sure.'
'Is that the only way to communicate with dead people? What about a Ouija board or something?' Sue asked.
'My parents have a Ouija board,' Caroline said a little too loudly. Suddenly the hushed, low-key mood was