she should have a sudden attack of memory.
“There were malach in the other clearing,” he explained easily. “This one is guaranteed monster-free.” Oh, what a liar, I am, I am, he rejoiced. Have I still got it or what?
He’d been…disturbed ever since Elena had come back from the Other Side. But if that first night it had discomfited him into literally giving her the shirt off his back — well, there were still no words for how he’d felt when she’d stood before him newly returned from the afterlife, her skin glowing in the dark clearing, naked without shame or the concept of shame. And during her massage, where veins traced out lines of blue comet fire against an inverse sky. Damon was feeling something he hadn’t felt for five hundred years.
He was feeling desire.
Human desire. Vampires didn’t feel that. It was all sublimated into the need for the blood, always the blood….
But he was feeling it.
He knew why, too. Elena’s aura. Elena’s blood. She’d brought back with her something more substantial than wings. And while the wings had faded, this new talent seemed to be permanent.
He realized that it was a very long time since he’d felt this, and that therefore he might be quite wrong. But he didn’t think so. He thought that Elena’s aura would make the most fossilized of vampires stand up and blossom into virile young men once again.
He leaned away as far as the crowded confines of the Ferrari would allow. “Elena, there’s something I should tell you.”
“About Matt?” She gave him a straightforward, intelligent glance.
“Nat? No, no. It’s about you. I know you were surprised that Stefan would leave you in the care of somebody like me.”
There was no room for privacy in the Ferrari and he was sharing her body warmth already.
“Yes, I was,” she said simply.
“Well, it may have something to do with—”
“It may have had something to do with how we decided that my aura would give even old vampires the jigsies. From now on, I’ll need strong protection because of that, Stefan said.”
Damon didn’t know what the jigsies were, but he was prepared to bless them for getting a delicate point across to a lady. “I think,” he said carefully, “that of all things, Stefan would want you to have protection from the evil folk drawn here from all over the globe, and above all other things that you not be forced to — to, um, jigsy — if it was not your wish.”
“And now he’s left me — like a selfish, stupid, idealistic idiot, considering all the people in the world who might want to jigsy me.”
“I agree,” Damon said, careful of keeping the lie of Stefan’s willing departure intact. “And I’ve already promised what protection I can offer. I really will do my best, Elena, to see that no one gets near you.”
“Yes,” said Elena, “but then something like this”—she made a little gesture probably to indicate Shinichi and all the problems brought about by his arrival—“comes up and nobody knows how to deal with it.”
“True,” said Damon. He had to keep shaking himself and reminding himself of his real purpose here. He was here to…well, he wasn’t on St. Stefan’s side. And the thing was, it was easy enough….
There she was, brushing her hair out…a fair pretty maiden sat brushing her hair out…the sun in the sky was nonesuch so gold…. Damon shook himself hard. Since when had he gotten into ye Olde English folksongs? What was wrong with him?
To have something to say, he asked, “How are you feeling?”—just, as it happened, as she lifted her hand to her throat.
She grimaced. “Not bad.”
And that made them look at each other. And then Elena smiled and he had to smile back, at first just a quirk of the lip, and then a full smile.
She was…damn it, she was everything. Witty, enchanting, brave, smart…and beautiful. And he knew that his eyes were saying all that and that she wasn’t turning away.
“We might — take a little walk,” he said, and bells rang and trumpets played fanfares, and confetti came raining down and there was a release of doves….
In other words, she said, “All right.”
They picked a little path off the clearing that looked easy to Damon’s night-acquainted vampire eyes. Damon didn’t want her on her feet too much. He knew that she still hurt and that she didn’t want him to know it or to pamper her. Something inside him said, “Well, then, wait until she says she’s tired and help her to sit down.”
And something else beyond his control, sprang out at the first little hesitation of her foot, and he picked her up, apologizing in a dozen different languages, and generally acting the fool until he had her seated on a comfortably carved wooden bench with a back to it and a very light traveling blanket over her knees. He kept adding, “You’ll tell me if there’s something — anything — else you want?” He accidentally sent to her a snippet of his thoughts of possible contenders, which were, a glass of water, him sitting beside her, and a baby elephant, which he had earlier seen in her mind that she admired very much.
“I’m very sorry, but I don’t think I do elephants,” he said, on his knees, making the footstool more comfortable for her, when he caught a random thought of hers: that he was not so different from Stefan as he seemed.
No other name could have caused him to do what he did then. No other word, or concept, could have such effect on him. In an instant the blanket was off, the footstool had disappeared, and he was holding Elena bent backward with the slender column of her neck fully exposed to him.
The difference,he told her,between me and my brother is that he is still hoping somehow to slip in through some side door into heaven. I’m not such a moaning ninny about my fate. I know where I’m going.And I don’t — he gave her a smile with all canines fully extended — give a damn about it.
Her eyes were wide — he’d startled her. And startled her into an unintentional, thoroughly honest response. Her thoughts were projected toward him, easy to read.I know — and, I’m like that, too. I want what I want. I’m not as good as Stefan. And I don’t know. He was enthralled.What don’t you know, sweetheart?
She just shook her head, eyes shut.
To break the deadlock, he whispered into her ear, “What about this, then: Say I’m bold And say I’m bad Say — you vanities — I’m vainer.
But you Erin yes, just add I kissed Elena.”
Her eyes flew open. “Oh, no! Please, Damon.” She was whispering. “Please! Please not now!” And she swallowed miserably. “Besides, you asked me if I’d like a drink, and then suddenly it’s no drink. I wouldn’t mind being a drink if you’d like, but first, I’m so thirsty — as thirsty as you are, maybe?”
She did the little tap-tap-tap under her chin again.
Damon’s insides melted.
He held out his hand and it closed around the stem of a delicate crystal glass. He swirled the splash of liquid in it expertly, tested it for bouquet — ah, exquisite — then gently rolled it on his tongue. It was the real thing.Black Magic wine,grown from Clarion Loess Black Magic grapes. It was the only wine most vampires would drink — and there were apocryphal stories of how it had kept them on their feet when their other thirst could not be assuaged.
Elena was drinking hers, her blue eyes wide above the deep violet of the wine as he told her some of its story. He loved to watch her when she was like this — investigating with all her senses fully aroused. He shut his eyes and remembered some choice moments from the past. Then he opened them again to find Elena, looking very much the thirsty child, eagerly gulping down“Your second glass…?” He’d discovered the first goblet at her feet. “Elena, where did you get another one?”
“I just did what you did. Held out my hand. It’s not as if it were hard liquor, is it? It tastes like grape juice, and I was dying for a drink.”
Could she really be that naive? True, Black Magic wine didn’t have the sharp odor or taste of most alcohol. It was subtle, created for the fastidious vampire palate. Damon knew that the grapes were grown in the soil, loess, that a grinding glacier leaves behind. Of course, that process was only for the long-lived vampires, as it took ages to build up enough loess. And when the soil was ready, the grapes were grown and processed, from graft to foot- stomped pulp in ironwood vats, without ever seeing the sun. That was what gave it its black velvet, dark, delicate
