came walking with his dinner in one hand and the basket-in- cheesecloth in the other.
When he saw her coming, he pulled up at the end of a row to wait. She set the basket down and handed him the covered plate, collapsing onto the grass. 'It's too far for you to come way out here. Tomorrow, just pack me a sandwich and a jar of water in the morning.' 'A sandwich and a jar of water! A man can't work on scraps like that.' But she was puffing from the exertion. 'Sarah's getting too heavy to carry around in that thing.' He pointed at the basket with his fork, then looked inside and said, 'You're gonna break your mother's back, Corncob!' 'Aaron! That's the most disgusting nickname I've ever heard!'
But Aaron leaned toward Sarah and said, 'Hey, Corncob, you tell your mother that she did the naming and a papa should at least be able to pick a nickname.' He'd been thinking of it ever since that time in the barn when Mary had slipped first and called Sarah his daughter. He knew Mary's face must be scarlet, for she turned her back on him fully, Sarah's little face over her shoulder, wide-eyed as only a baby's can be. The baby was all milk and honey and brown curls, and he'd have given anything to reach out and touch those curls, just once, on purpose. But he ate his dinner and studied her instead, immensely pleased, thinking he could make out a resemblance to himself.
When he finished eating, he said, 'Okay, Corncob, tell your mother she can have the plate now-and tell her it's rude to keep her back to a person all that long. At least she's taught you some man- ners.'
But Mary picked up the basket and took off down the lane without turning around again, saying, 'Tell your father he can carry his own dirty plate back!' But Mary was smiling from ear to ear.
The next day Mary delivered Aaron's lunch in the wheel- barrow that also held the baby's basket.
When she arrived where he waited, Mary stated, 'Sarah wishes you to know that she has no intention of breaking her mother's back.'
He retorted, with a twinkle, 'The point is well taken.' Then reaching for his dinner plate he whispered loudly to Sarah, 'Tell your mother she's a hussy,' and a smile tugged first his cheek, then Mary's.
During the long, hot days when the horses worked like drudges, Aaron traced the fields behind them, dreaming of owning a tractor.
He was pondering this when a tug strap broke. Silently cursing, Aaron examined the damage. There was nothing to do but drive the team back up to the lean-to and exchange harnesses.
Back at the yard, while the horses drank, Aaron thought of how Mary usually kept cold tea around for a quick, cool drink. The baby must be sleeping, he thought, nearing the quiet house. He opened and closed the screen quietly, the spring on it twanging softly as he went into the kitchen. He found a fruit jar of cold tea in the buttery and carried it with him, raising it and taking long, deep swigs as he strolled absently around the kitchen. It was very quiet and cool inside the house. He strolled, still drinking, to the doorway of the living room, and there he stopped dead, his mouth filled with tea that he couldn't swallow. The heater stove was gone from the living room for the warm season, and the kitchen rocker had taken its place again. Mary sat in the rocker nursing the baby, who lay on a pillow in the crook of her arm, Sarah's skin as milky white as the breast that fed her. They both seemed asleep, Mary's head leaned back and to one side against the hard back of the rocker. But as if she sensed someone looking at her, she came awake with a start, and as she jerked, Sarah did, too, then began sucking again, one hand pushing against the breast.
Mary saw Aaron's crimson face, then saw his Adam's apple move as he swallowed the tea. 'I thought you nursed the baby upstairs…or I would have knocked,' he stammered. 'It's cooler down here,' Mary explained, her heart ham- mering. But she made no move to pull the baby away. Sarah was still sleeping as she suckled. 'I only do it here when you're sure to be out in the fields.'
He stared at the baby for a moment longer while his throat worked again. Then he spun from the room and hurried out of the house with the screen door slamming behind him.
Sarah awoke with a start when the door banged. The baby's eyes flew open, her chin quivered for a hesitant second, then she wailed, choky, milky-mouthed, with gusto. 'Shh, Princess,' Mary soothed. 'Did your daddy scare you? Me, too, darlin'. Me, too.'
While she cooed soft words to quiet the baby, she thought, Did Aaron really scare me, or do I fear myself? Do I fear the weakness that I felt just now, and did he see it written all over my face? Being here together all the time, it must seem to Aaron that I expect him to look after us and support us, Sarah and me. Does he think I'm coyly playing my hand, trying to force him into a role he doesn't want?
Aaron talked out loud to the horses to cool his heels: 'What a flea-brained dimwit I am, charging into the house!' He mulled over what Mary's feelings must be. She'll think I asked her to stay on in the house so I could weasel my way back into her confidence, maybe even her holdings, and eventually her bed. She needn't stay here to exist! She has property, capital-that gives her independence. Suppose she saw the lecherous look that must have been plastered all over my face. Suppose she spooks and runs-runs with Sarah, too. Mary came to me willingly once, but it's different now. If I push too fast, too soon, she'll think I'm an opportunist. It can't be like that. We walk a fragile line, Mary and Sarah and I. I'll do well to bide my time so as not to snap it.
When Aaron came that evening, he again knocked on the door, even though he could see, through the screen, that she was only putting supper on in her usual way. She had pur- posely stayed inside, not waited on the porch as she'd done lately. She set the food on, and he watched her out of the corner of his eye. When she reached to set the dishes onto the center of the table, her dress molded itself to her swelling breasts, more generous in maternity than before. He had a mental flash of their naked whiteness as he'd seen them that afternoon, and the want of her crept over his skin, touching him in tremulous, forbidden places. But he warned himself: Down, Aaron! 'There are some things I should get in town for Sarah,' she said. 'She's growing so fast, she's nearly out of her little saques. I ought to have supplies to make more for her.' 'Like I said, that's a woman's errand. When do you want to go?' 'When can we?' She tried for a careless tone but couldn't bring it off. 'Saturday?' 'Saturday…Yes, Saturday.' But a quick doubt puckered her brows. 'What about Sarah?' 'Well, what about her?' He sobered his face, raised his fingers, using them to count on. 'Now, let's see…she's one, two, three, four, five-going on six months old. High time she learned how to travel without complaining, don't you think?' 'Do you really think it would be okay to take her?' 'You ah'-Aaron cleared his throat, made a vague gesture toward her shoulder somewhere-'don't have much choice, do you?'
Mary colored, but he missed it, for he was studying his plate just then. 'How will we take her? The basket is okay for a short while, but she's nearly too long for it. It's an awful long way for me to hold her on my lap. And what if it rains?' 'Hold up a minute, all right?' he calmed her. 'Now, if it rains, we'll wait and go another day. You'll have to let me think on how she'll ride.' 'Okay.' Then excitement got the best of her again. 'But Aaron, it can't rain on Saturday. It just can't!'
On Friday evening Aaron rigged a plank as a divider, cre- ating a small crib on the single box right behind the rider's seat. He filled it with soft bedding straw, followed in his every move by Mary, who was giddy with anticipation for the coming day's trip to town. Watching her come arunning with a quilt to cover the straw he realized how long it had been since she'd been anywhere, that he should have seen to it she'd gotten away before this. He promised he'd see to it more often from now on.
She felt as if she should take credit for wishing up the perfect day. It dawned flawless. The myriad colors of the sunrise blushed the hills with rosy gold. Wrens warbled Mary awake, as if scolding her for tardiness. The pungent smell of wild baby's-breath lay heavy in the dewy dawn. Aaron came early, and yet it seemed an endless time before his morning work was finished. The dew was drying when he came up to the house to wash and change clothes. He knocked, and she beckoned him inside instantly. 'I thought I'd wash up first and put on some other clothes?' He was asking her permission.
'There's warm water in the reservoir. I'll be ready when you are.' She went upstairs with Sarah on her hip.
She washed only his work clothes, dungarees and cambrics. His better clothes, rarely needed, were still in his own room upstairs. There was a certain sensuousness about the two of them changing clothes, getting ready in the same house alone. She couldn't put it from her mind as she heard the sound of his washing. Hearing the sounds, she found her mind filled with the memory of Aaron, bare-chested, shivering from the icy well water, then standing with a towel slung around his neck while she touched his bare chest. She chided herself for remembering and hurried to finish dressing.
She wore a lavender sprigged muslin that cinched her trim waist, and her breasts, too. Although the neckline
