all on her own.
Chapter 30
Katie s boots thumped up the stairs, then her bedroom door slammed.
The hall wallpaper was cool against my forehead, but it didn t stop the throbbing.
Dr McDonald closed the front door. Shifted from foot to foot. Rubbed her arm with a hand. It s a nice house.
Much nicer than a condemned shitheap in Kingsmeath.
I dumped Katie s keys in the bowl in the hall, and made for the kitchen. Fully fitted had it put in new by this guy who owed me a favour. Would have cost a fortune if I hadn t caught him nicking building supplies from a yard in town. The fridge was a shiny grey obelisk in the corner, I pulled out the milk and dumped it on the granite worktop. Scowled at it. You want tea?
Dr McDonald leaned against the door frame. She doesn t really hate you: she s upset and she s lashing out. You ve always backed her up before, but now you re on their side, and doesn t matter if they re right or not, it still feels like a betrayal.
There was wine in the fridge, a bottle of gin too. Been a long time That was the trouble with pills. I closed the fridge door and dry-swallowed a couple of Diclofenac.
Would you like me to go speak to her, Ash?
Stealing, lying, fighting. Pretending my teaching Ethan Baxter a lesson was the same as her beating up little girls.
Dr McDonald shifted her feet. OK, well, I ll go give it a go, see if I can find out what s really troubling her. It s not my field, but if I can get inside the head of a serial killer I can get inside the head of a twelve-year-old girl, after all, they re not all that different
I drank my tea, looking out of the kitchen window at the garden that used to be mine everything turned into silhouettes in the dim glow of reflected streetlight. The jungle gym I built with off-cuts from B the cherry tree Rebecca and I planted that never produced a single cherry; the dog house that hadn t seen a dog in years; the shed that fell down the first two times I tried to put it up
Upstairs the sounds of Katie screaming abuse came through the ceiling, each one followed by Dr McDonald saying something too quiet to make out down here. And slowly the shouting got quieter, and quieter, until they were barely murmuring.
Looked as if Dr McDonald was right about twelve-year-old girls and serial killers.
I pulled the house phone from its cradle and scrolled through the list till I got to, MUM: WORK.
No reply. Of course there wasn t: Michelle was in a meeting.
I pulled out my mobile and sent her a text instead:
Katie got expelled Been bullying little girls Attacked a teacher At home now (rowan drive)
Sounded like crying coming from upstairs.
I emptied the cold dregs of my tea into the sink. Put the kettle on again.
Maybe Dr McDonald would manage to fix Katie? Nice thought.
Spare me your parental delusions.
There was a packet of Jaffa Cakes hidden at the back of the tea-towel drawer guaranteed safe from Katie. The one drawer she avoided like the plague, in case someone asked her to dry the dishes. At least some things never changed.
The house phone rang an off-kilter rendition of a waltz. I grabbed it out of its cradle before Katie got there.
Michelle: Katie Jessica Nicol: how could you get yourself expelled? What the bloody hell were you thinking?
It s Ash.
Oh I didn t
So she s Katie Nicol now, is she? I thought we agreed.
A pause. How could you let them expel her?
The headmistress stopped her beating up one of the first years, so Katie went for her tried to rip her throat out. How exactly was I supposed to gloss over that?
Out in the garden a magpie settled on the jungle gym, clacking and cawing.
You tell that young lady: when I get home there s going to be hell to pay.
You re coming home now, right?
For God s sake, Ash, how many times: I m supposed to be in a meeting.
I can t stay, Michelle, you know that. And she s too young to leave unsupervised. Christ knows what she d get up to.
Well Silence. Probably chewing on her fingers. I ll be home at half seven, you ll just have to sort something out till then.
Michelle, I can t
Half seven. I ll call Mother. She can come up from Edinburgh Monday.
Katie ll love that.
Katie s twelve: she ll do what she s bloody well told. And if she thinks she s getting a birthday party next week she s got another think coming.
Don t worry, it ll all be fine. The plump tweedy woman with the long grey hair patted me on the arm.
You run along.
Thanks, Betty. I left her standing in the doorway, marched down the garden path, got back in the rusty Renault and cranked it into life.
Dr McDonald was slumped in the passenger seat, arms hanging limp.
Urgh Thought I was done with teenage angst.
As I pulled away from the kerb, Betty waved, then stepped back inside the house and closed the door.
Dr McDonald closed her eyes. She seemed nice.
Lost her husband twenty years ago, more or less adopted Michelle and me when we moved in. And as long as she stayed away from the gin in the fridge, everything would be fine till Michelle got home. You sure you want to go back to the door-to-doors?
As opposed to?
We should be concentrating on Steven Wallace.
Well we could do that, but there s still a chance he s not the Birthday Boy. Fitting the profile doesn t make him guilty.
I opened my mouth, then shut it again. Get too obsessed with Steve Wallace and the real Birthday Boy might get away. And look what happened to Philip Skinner. Yeah, maybe you re right.
I headed back through Blackwall Hill, across the Calderwell Bridge, and took a right into Castle Hill. Still nothing from the passenger seat.
Going to tell me what you and Katie talked about?
Dr McDonald shrugged. Need time to process it.
God, that was positively monosyllabic for her.
Mr Billy Wood Flat 4, 25 McDermid Avenue
And you re sure you didn t see anyone or anything suspicious yesterday?
Mr Wood scratched at his beard. Dandruff drifted down onto his baggy Dundas University sweatshirt. Nah, was doon at ma sister s till midnight. Look, have youse got a card in case anythin else happens? Them wee shites from over the road keep settin fire to ma wheelie-bin.
Mr Christopher Kennedy Ground Floor Right, 32 Jordan Place
Can I see the photo again? Mr Kennedy took off his little round glasses, polished them on his shirt then popped them back on again. Peered at the photo of Hannah Kelly. Aye, I recognize her. She s that girl who turned up dead: it was in all the papers. He passed the picture back to me. Hold on, I ve got a copy of the Post kicking
