Inside.the tiled restroom, she splashed cold water on her face, then rummaged in her purse for a comb and lipstick. 'I'm sorry,' she apologized, slashing bright orange onto her lips. 'I know crying doesn't help, but-'
'You probably need sleep,' Sigrid said pragmatically. 'Weren't you awake all night?'
'It's not just that.' Marian stared at Sigrid's reflection in the mirror over the pink washbasins. 'I mean, I can accept what Charles does. How he makes our living. He's a policeman. Policemen lay their lives on the line every time they go to work. Okay, I accept that. I've even learned to live with it. But this? No. No, I can't! He wasn't even on duty last night. He was just an ordinary citizen minding his own business and he was almost killed.'
'You sound like my mother,' Sigrid said. 'That's what she told Captain McKinnon last night.'
'And he told her a cop is never off duty, right?'. Sigrid nodded.
'Well, he's wrong!' Marian said fiercely, turning to face her. 'Is Charles a good detective?'
'Yes.'
'Well, he's an even better father. And husband. When he's with us, he could be an insurance salesman or a dry cleaner or a-a
'That bomb last night,' she asked. 'Did they mean to kill Charles?'
'I don't know,' Sigrid answered. 'I'm sorry. At this point, all I really know is what was in the paper.'
'But you'll be working on it? Or will your arm-?'
'I'll be working on it,' Sigrid promised grimly.
Oscar Nauman was not in the lobby when she got back downstairs, but through the front glass doors Sigrid glimpsed his yellow sportscar creeping past the hospital. She hurried down the rain-soaked sidewalk and caught up with him at the corner light.
'Have you been circling all this time?' she asked, sliding in beside him.
'This was only my second trip around. I figured you'd be up there a few minutes so I stopped off at the deli and got some kaiser rolls and cold cuts for lunch. My place or yours?'
'Mine, but I'm not hungry.'
'Yes, you are,' he told her. 'You just don't realize it yet.'
There was no sign of Roman Tramegra when they reached her apartment on the westernmost edge of Greenwich Village. At least no sign of Roman in the flesh. He had been there recently, witness the fresh bouquet of herbs on the counter, and he planned to return soon if the hunk of frozen veal thawing in the sink could be trusted.
By tacit agreement, the cheerful green-and-white tiled kitchen was primarily Roman Tramegra's domain and that would-be gourmet chef had indulged his love of gadgets and appliances. Birchwood counters topped mint green cabinets and held Roman's mixer, food processor, blender, coffee grinder and coffee maker, each ready to whir into action at the flick of his pudgy fingers. Pottery jars bristled with wooden spoons, wire balloon whisks, ladles, spatulas and various utensils whose purpose Sigrid couldn't begin to guess. Opposite the enormous white refrigerator stood a six-burner chrome and porcelain range with an oven big enough to roast a young pig. Copper pots and iron skillets depended from a rack overhead and copper wire baskets filled with onions, peppers and lemons hung above the stainless-steel double sink. A dozen different knives were racked beside the thick wooden chopping block and a four-shelf spice cabinet was jammed with jars of exotic spices and herbs.
Roman's denim apron had been tossed across one of the tall white bar stools. Oscar Nauman added his own raincoat to the heap and began to cut the rolls. He planned to slather them with a concoction of mustard, olive oil and freshly chopped rosemary that he and Roman had invented one afternoon when Sigrid was late getting home.
While Nauman rummaged in the refrigerator, Sigrid went through the dining and living rooms and down the hall to her bedroom. This part of the apartment reflected her own taste. The clean-lined furniture was comfortable to use, if bland to the eye: a white linen couch, oatmeal-colored chairs, uncluttered surfaces. Little by little, though, Roman Tramegra was sneaking in a few softening touches.
Arguing that the dining room was an extension of the kitchen, Roman had felt justified in persuading Sigrid to buy the refectory table he'd discovered in a secondhand thrift shop. 'It's perfect for your chair,' he'd told her.
The chair in question was a massive carved affair with handrests formed of small wooden cat heads which Sigrid had unaccountably lugged home last spring when she found it abandoned on the sidewalk near her old apartment building. Roman had reupholstered the back and seat in a dark red velvet and that made a perfect excuse for bringing in two room-sized oriental rugs in soft red tones.
Behind the couch a row of windows looked out into their small courtyard and Roman had filled that space with ferns and palms and a baby Norfolk Island pine. It was nothing to do with her, Sigrid warned him. 'I've murdered my last plant. Either I water things too much or not enough and I'm tired of throwing out pots of dead vegetation.'
So far the plants seemed to be flourishing.
Through the years, Anne had given her several framed photographs and Nauman had recently presented her with a playful sketch done in vivid gouaches, and these added vibrant color to the rooms.
Her bedroom, however, remained free of anyone else's touch. Except for a floor-to-ceiling bookcase and a dark green carpet, no brilliant hues had crept in here. Her comforter was off-white, as were her lampshades. An armchair near the bookcase was an indeterminate beige, and on a nearby wall hung black-and-white line drawings, reproductions from the Morgan Library's collection. Sigrid did not believe in yoga or meditation, yet there were times when she retreated to this bare room and sat looking into those ascetic late Gothic faces until her own calm was restored.
While Oscar busied himself with lunch, Sigrid changed into more suitable working clothes of gray slacks, white shirt, and a baggy off-white corduroy blazer with deep pockets that had seen her through several springs and autumns. With her left arm out of commission, she decided to dispense with her shoulder bag; so that meant a gun harness worn under her jacket with the rest of the items she normally carried stuffed in her pockets.
Getting dressed was difficult enough; doing anything with her shoulder-length hair was impossible, for she could not reach behind with both hands. She wound up carrying a blue scarf out to Oscar, who had unloaded a tray of sandwiches onto her dining room table.
'Would you mind?' she asked, trying to gather her hair into position with her right hand.
'Sit down. I don't know why you don't just leave it loose,' he grumbled. He liked her hair and thought it a waste that she kept it so confined. 'What's the point of long hair the way you treat it?'
'It's easier to take care of.' She bent her head so he could get at the job better. 'I don't have to keep getting haircuts every two weeks or worry about it flopping in my face. I can braid it, pin it back, and forget it.'
She did not like to be touched, so Oscar resisted kissing the vulnerable nape of her slender neck, but he stubbornly took his time tying the scarf. 'There's more to hair than just keeping your neck warm.'
'A woman's crowning glory?' Sigrid gibed.
'Something like that,' he said, fluffing up the bow loops of the silk scarf.
'Haven't you learned by now that I'm never going to turn into a sex object, much less a swan?' she asked and reached back to flatten some of the bow's exuberance. Oscar's face as he sat down across the table from her was so exasperated that Sigrid couldn't help smiling.
'Poor Nauman. Why do you keep bothering with me?'
'Damned if I know,' he smiled back. 'Want some ale?'
'Yes, but I'd better not mix alcohol and whatever's in this painkiller.'
Her arm had begun to throb again and she went back into the kitchen for a glass of cold milk to wash down the tablet. She found that she was as hungry as Nauman had predicted and for a few minutes they devoted their attention to the food.
'Tell me about John Sutton,' she demanded when the first edge was off their hunger. 'What were you doing out at McClellan?'
'It was one of those interdisciplinary seminars, a sort of academic happening in support of the peace
