But there was no one there.
Megan felt her heart sink. She sneaked a glance at Missy Malek. Her face was still resigned, but not out of guilt or fear. She had known. Megan looked at her mother-in-law. Agnes watched the screen with her mouth opened. At first she looked confused, but through the fog, Megan could see clarity. Agnes could see what was happening. Part of her mind could accept it, but a bigger part simply would not. It was like suddenly telling someone that up was down and left was right.
“He made himself invisible,” Agnes said.
But her heart wasn’t in it.
After what seemed like an hour-in truth, it was maybe two minutes-a nurse rushed on-screen and began to calm Agnes. Megan could see that the nurse had a cup in one hand. With the other, she produced pills. Agnes swallowed them using the cup of what Megan assumed was water. Then she leaned back. The nurse gently tucked her in, waited a moment, and then tiptoed out the door.
A minute later, the recording stopped.
To her credit, Malek didn’t say a word. Agnes stared at the screen, waiting for something else to happen. The screen came alive only one more time. According to the digital clock in the corner, it was about an hour later. Agnes and Megan leaned forward for a better look, but all they saw was a nurse checking upon Agnes.
On the screen, Agnes remained asleep.
That was it.
“You saw him, right?” Agnes said, pointing at the screen. “With the knife? One time he came in with a coyote and a bottle of poison.”
Malek slipped out of the room without saying another word.
“Megan?” Agnes said, her voice so frail.
“It’s okay,” Megan said, feeling a fresh wave of devastation. Damn. What an idiot she was. Hadn’t she known in her heart of hearts what the surveillance would show? Had she really believed a man with a knife (not to mention the occasional coyote and bottle of poison) came in at night to terrorize an old woman? Talk about wishful thinking. Agnes had been the closest thing a woman like Megan-a woman living a lie for almost her entire adult life-had to a confidante and best friend. Today she had learned just how close they had been-that for all these years Agnes had known, if not the truth, something close to it. She hadn’t cared.
Agnes had known Megan better than anyone, and she had loved her anyway.
“You should go home now,” Agnes said in a faraway voice. “You need to take care of the baby.”
The baby. Singular. The human TV had changed channels or at least time zones again. But either way, Agnes was right. Enough. Enough chasing the past. Enough living with lies. Her father-in-law-the late, lied-to- about-age Roland Pierce-had often said, “Youth is but a breath.” True, but so is your twenties and middle age and every stage. It’s pretty much life’s only guarantee.
When had Agnes started to fade away? When would Megan?
She didn’t want to live one more day with the lies.
Megan kissed her mother-in-law on the forehead, holding her lips there and closing her eyes. “I love you so much,” she said softly. “I won’t let anything bad happen to you. I promise.”
She pulled away and started down the corridor. Missy Malek was there, looking a question at her. Megan nodded and said, “I’ll talk to my husband, but let’s start making arrangements for the move.”
“She’ll be happier. I’m certain.”
Megan kept walking through the overdone lobby and passed the cafeteria. The doors slid open. Megan welcomed the cool air, especially after the stifling heat inside. She closed her eyes for a second and took a deep breath.
There was still no message from Dave on her cell phone. She felt sad and angry and exhausted and confused. Ray was waiting for her at Lucy. She didn’t want to go. He was part of her past. Opening that door could only lead to unhappiness. It was time to move on.
Ray’s words came back to her: “I didn’t tell you the truth.”
Could she just let that go? And his tone, the desperation in his voice… could she really walk away from that? Didn’t she owe him something? And maybe, in the end, that was what had brought her down. Maybe it wasn’t the chance to relive some bygone youth, but the chance to help someone else find his footing.
She arrived at her car door. As she reached for the handle, something caught her eye.
Megan turned quickly and saw the knife heading toward her.
32
Broome ’s heart sunk. “It’s not here anymore.”
He was back at the old furnace ruins with Samantha Bajraktari and the young tech. Cowens had declined to join them this time, so Broome figured that he’d struck out with Samantha.
“What did you think you saw in the photo?” she asked.
“A hand truck.”
“A hand truck? You mean, like for moving boxes?”
“Or bodies,” Broome said. He put his hand on the old brick. When you took a step back, the ruins from the iron-ore mill were actually pretty cool. Broome remembered his and Erin’s honeymoon in Italy. They’d done two weeks in Naples, Rome, Florence, and Venice. The art was incredible, sure, but what fascinated Erin and him-two old-school cops at heart-were the ruins. Something about the remnants of death, the clues to something missing called out to them. They’d been fascinated by the Roman Forum, by the Coliseum, and most of all, by Pompeii, an entire city buried by a volcano. Two thousand years ago, Mount Vesuvius erupted, covering the city and its inhabitants in about twenty feet of ash. For seventeen hundred years, Pompeii stayed that way-the crime scene totally vanished, hidden from view-before it was accidentally unearthed and its secrets were painstakingly and slowly revealed. Broome thought now about walking through the perfectly preserved streets holding the hand of his beautiful new wife, and because he was a total moron, he had no idea at the time that this would be the single greatest moment of his life.
“You okay?” Bajraktari asked.
Broome nodded. The Pine Barrens, he knew, were loaded with ruins from the eighteenth and nineteenth century. They weren’t tourist spots, except for the major ones in Batsto and Atsion. Most were, like this one, hard to find and required trekking. All that was left now were crumbling relics from a bygone era, but at one time, here in the woods of New Jersey, they were flourishing villages for paper mills or glass factories or iron-ore mills. Eventually, the natural resources dried up and so then did most villages. But in some cases, you really didn’t know what happened. One day the people were there, living their lives and raising their families. The next, or so it seemed, they was gone, maybe waiting to one day be unearthed like something in Pompeii.
Bajraktari studied the brick from a furnace that had been built in 1780. “You thought you saw a hand truck, right?”
“Yes.”
She rubbed the brick.
“What?”
“There’s a little scraping here. It could even be a little rust. I can’t know for certain without running a test.”
“Like maybe a hand truck was resting against it?”
“Could be.”
Samantha bent down to the ground. She rubbed her hand on the dirt. “What’s your theory with this hand truck?”
“Right now?” Broome said. “The most obvious.”
“Which is?”
“It was used to transport something.”
“Like, say, a dead body?”
Broome nodded. “Let’s say once a year-on Mardi Gras-you were killing or, I don’t know, incapacitating men
