Spacey, just as Milo had said.
Not a comforting thought,
I tried to empty my head and sleep. Thought of the way Jo Picker had come in: drowsy, asking if someone had screamed.
Robin's scream had sounded a full ten minutes before.
Why the delay?
The sleeping pill slowing her responses?
Or no need to hurry because she
And
Paranoia run amok. What reason would a grieving widow have for malicious mischief?
She'd said she was squeamish about insects, had refused even to enter the bug zoo.
And there was no animosity between us. Robin had been especially kind to her… Even if she was a fiend, how could she have gained access to our room?
Her own room key- the lock similar to ours?
Or a simple pick. Most bedroom locks weren't designed for security. Ours back home could be popped with a screwdriver.
I lay there and listened for sounds through the wall.
Nothing.
What did I expect to hear, the click of her keyboard? Widow's wails?
I shifted position and the mattress rocked, but Robin didn't budge.
Teachers' voices from many years ago filtered through my brain.
A soft, liquid line of light oozed through a part in the curtains like golden paint freshly squeezed.
Playing on Robin's face.
She smiled in her sleep, curls dangling over one eye.
Take her example and
I relaxed my muscles consciously and deepened my breathing. Soon my chest loosened and I felt better.
Able to smile at the image of Moreland with his chocolate cake and schoolboy guilt.
My body felt heavy. Ready to sleep.
But it took a long time to fall under.
20
The next morning, the clouds were darker and moving closer, but still remote.
We were ready to dive at ten. Spike was acting restless, so we decided to take him along. Needing something to shade him, we went to the kitchen and asked Gladys. She called Carl Sleet in from the rose garden, where he was pruning, and he trotted over carrying his shears. His gray work clothes, hair, and beard were specked with grass clippings, and his nails were filthy. He went to the outbuildings and came back with an old umbrella with a spiked post and a blue-and-white canvas shade that was slightly soiled.
'Want me to load it for you?'
'No, thanks. I can do it.'
'Put new locks on the bug house last night. Strong ones. Shouldn't be having any more problems.'
'Thanks.'
'Welcome. Got any fudge left, Gladys?'
'Here you go.' She gave him some and he returned to his work, eating.
Gladys walked us through the kitchen. 'Dr. Bill feels awful about last night.'
'I'll let him know there are no hard feelings.'
'That would be… charitable- now you two have a good time.'
I pitched the umbrella on South Beach and realized we'd forgotten to bring drinks. Leaving Robin and Spike on the sand, I drove over to Auntie Mae's Trading Post. The same faded clothes were in the windows, which were fly- specked and cloudy. Inside, the place was barnlike, with wooden stalls lining a sawdust aisle and walls of raw board.
Most of the booths were empty and even those that were stocked weren't staffed. More clothing, cheap, out of date. Beach sandals, suntan lotion, and tourist kitsch- miniature thatched huts of bamboo and AstroTurf, plastic dancing girls, pouting tiki gods, coconuts carved into blowfish. The building smelled of cornmeal and seawater and a bit of backed-up bilge.
The only other human being was a young, plainfaced woman in a red tank top watching TV behind the counter of the third booth to the right. Her cash register was a scarred, black antique. Next to it were canisters of beef jerky and pickled eggs and a half-full bottle of Windex and a rag. The front case was filled with candy bars and chips- potato, corn, taro. On the rear wall were a swinging door and shelves holding sealed boxes of sweets. The television was mounted to the side wall that separated the stall from its neighbor, sharing space with a pay phone.
She noticed me but kept watching the screen. The image was fuzzy, streaked intermittently with bladelike flashes of white. A station from Guam. Long shot of a big room with polished wood walls, corporate logo of a hotel chain over a long banquet table.
Senator Nicholas Hoffman sat in the center behind a glass of water and a microphone. He wore a white-and- brown batik shirt and several brilliantly colored flower necklaces. The two white men flanking him were dressed the same way. One I recognized as a legislator from the Midwest; the other was cut from the same hair-tonicked, hungry-smile mold. Four other men, Asians, sat at the ends of the table.
Hoffman glanced at his notes, then looked up smiling. 'And so let me conclude by celebrating the fact that we all share a vision of a more viable and prosperous Micronesia, a multicultural Micronesia that moves swiftly and confidently into the next century.'
He smiled again and gave a small bow. Applause. The screen flickered, went gray, shut off. The young woman turned it back on. Commercial for Island Fever Restaurant # 6: slack-key guitar theme song, pupu platters and flaming desserts, 'native beauties skilled in ancient dances for your entertainment pleasure.' A caricature of a chubby little man in a grass skirt rolling his hips and winking.
The woman flicked the remote control. More black screen, then a ten-year-old sitcom. She watched as the credits rolled, then said, 'Can I help you?' Pleasant, almost childish voice. Twenty or so, with acne and short, wavy hair. No bra under the tank top. Not even close to pretty, but her smile was open and lovely.
'Something to drink, if you've got it.'
'I've got Coke and Sprite and beer in the back.'
'Two Cokes, two Sprites.' I noticed a couple of paperback books on the rear counter. 'Maybe something to read, too.'
She handed me the books. A Stephen King I'd read and a compact world atlas, both with curled covers.
'Any magazines?'
'Um, maybe under here.' She bent and stood. 'Nope. I'll check in back. You're the doctor staying with Dr. Bill, right?'
'Alex Delaware.' I held out my hand and we shook. I noticed a diamond chip ring on the third finger.
'Bettina- Betty Aguilar.' She smiled shyly. 'Just got married.'
'Congratulations.'