“Sure.”
“Don’t you have that fund-raiser for-”
“Don’t be ridiculous. They have my check, they don’t need me. Tell me where and when.“
“I’ve got to be in court this morning. Would you call Primola when it opens? Ask Giuliano for that table in the corner near the bar the one – he kind of pulls the palm tree in front of for privacy. I’m going to try to take amp; ballet class right after work – I’m really in knots. Meet you at the restaurant at eight.”
Laura arrived moments later. I couldn’t bring myself to explain the situation to her, so I sheepishly gave her a set of instructions before packing up my Redweld the rust-colored accordion file – that held my case papers to go to court.
“I’ve got my beeper on if the D.A. calls in from Washington. And you can also beep me if anyone needs me on the murder investigation. Sarah can cover the new cases that come in. If Jed calls, tell him I’m not interested in any messages. I don’t mean to put you in the middle of this, Laura, but my relationship with Jed is over and it’s a bit awkward right now. You’d also better call the switchboard and tell them to disconnect my private line for the time being. I want all calls coming through you, okay?”
She was as discreet as always – no questions, no comments, just an understanding nod.
I left my office and began the circuitous route to the other courthouse up the street originally built for civil cases, but usurped by the criminal justice system when we outgrew our old quarters more than a decade ago. Down and out through the turnstiles of the District Attorney’s Office, around the corner and across Center Street; up the block and into the ugly modern building; through the security check again; and on to another line for an even slower series of elevators. Not bad without a trail of witnesses and the shopping carts we push around for major case trials. This was just a scheduled sentence on the last case I had tried, so no witnesses or police officers were present.
I was lost in thought, somewhere in the events of my life in the last four months, smiling in acknowledgment and responding to greetings as I passed other assistants on their way to courtrooms for hearings and trials.
“Did this case keep you up all night?” I snapped out of my reverie at the sound of Ellen Goldman’s voice when she approached me at the elevator bank.
“No, no not this. Sorry, I just didn’t see you there. I’m a bit preoccupied.” I tried to force a smile, but I had forgotten that she would be back today and the last thing I needed to deal with was a reporter.
“Forgive me for saying this, but you look so pale. Do you feel okay?”
“Oh yes, thanks. I’m, well, it’s just personal. It hasn’t been a very good week.”
I pressed the button for the seventh floor, and the crush of other litigants filled the car completely, so we were able to ride up in the crowd without my having to make small talk with Ellen.
“Judge Hadleigh’s courtroom is around this way to the left,” I said as I led her to the small setting in which the trial of the People of the State of New York against Ernesto Cerone had been conducted.
“Was anything reported about this case, anything in the press?”
“No, actually, not a word fortunately for the victim.”
“Can you tell me something about it, so I know what’s going to happen today?”
I took Ellen through the facts of the case as we entered the room and sat on the front bench to await the arrival of both the judge and my adversary. The victim was a twenty-eight-year-old woman who lived in an apartment building in Harlem. She was mentally handicapped and had the developmental level of a seven-year-old child. A carpenter who was doing construction work in a unit in the building lured her into the empty room one afternoon last spring, trapped her in the bathroom, and sodomized her and raped her. Her screams were heard by a neighbor who rushed into the apartment and actually pulled the rapist off the body of the terrified woman.
Since the identity of the attacker Ernesto Cerone was not an issue, the defense turned the matter around and claimed that there had been no forced assault, but instead, that the victim had consented to the intercourse.
Then, she started to scream only when Cerone refused to pay her for the pleasure of her company. The severe mental handicap of the woman made her a scapegoat for a vicious cross-examination at the trial, and the conviction was possible only because of the compelling testimony of the neighbor who had intervened to save her.
“This shouldn’t be very complicated. I’m going to ask for the max, the defense attorney’ll jump up and down about it, and this judge is likely to end up somewhere in the middle.”
“Doesn’t sound like there’s much of a middle to me. Oh, by the way, I was talking to my editor last night, Alex, and he’d really like me to flesh out some more detail, if you understand me. He thinks the story will be too dry if we don’t get sort of a ”behind-the-scenes“ view of what makes you do this. He’d like some more personal information about you.”
I let out a very soft groan.
“Like what?”
“Like how do you spend your free time, what do you do on weekends, who do you see when you go out?”
“Look, Ellen, I don’t mind talking to you about my work when the press office directs me to, but I’ve just got to separate my private life from this business.”
“That’s just the point. Most people can’t understand how you do that. Don’t you take this work home with you every night? I don’t mean the papers and documents, I mean the emotional baggage. Doesn’t this job just make you hate men?”
I laughed at that one. Maybe Goldman wasn’t as smart as I had initially thought, to ask such a hackneyed question.
“No, of course not. The people who commit these crimes are deviants, Ellen. This is really extreme, aberrant behavior. Most of the men I’ve ever met in my life are incapable of this kind of conduct. I am not one of the women who believes that all men are potential rapists. That’s one of the main reasons I can deal with these cases. And it really doesn’t carry over into my relationships with men not for a moment.”
But if you want to know what makes me hate men, I thought to myself, this is the right day to ask me.
“Are you seriously involved with someone now, Alex? This investment banker you were out with last night?“
“Did I tell you who I was going out with yesterday?” I shot back at her. “I wasn’t aware I mentioned-‘
”I told you I’ve done my homework. I’ve already interviewed a lot of your colleagues.“
“What branch of the Israeli military did you serve in Intelligence?”
“Not so lucky. I was in a special patrol force on the West Bank. Actually an elite antiterrorist unit. Not a cushy desk job doing background checks.”
I was impressed.
“Listen, Ellen. Can we go off the record for a few minutes?”
“Sure. Off the record.”
“Whatever you heard about the investment banker and whoever’s been talking about it, you need to know it’s over. I’ll give you other stuff – personal stuff if you have to have it but I beg you to leave the romance angle out of it. He’s not a part of my life anymore and I don’t want to see anything about us in print. Please.“
“Yeah, sure, I’m really sorry. People had been telling me you were very happy together. Picture-perfect couple and all that kind of thing. Of course I won’t write about it if it’s not true. Is this all very recent?”
It was a Catch-22. I couldn’t get her off the subject without going on to explain why it didn’t make sense for her to stay on the subject.
“Recent? Let’s just say if you had asked me the same question before you left me in my office yesterday afternoon, you would have had a different answer. History, Ellen, it’s over.”
I was relieved to see Cerone’s court-appointed attorney come out of the door which led from the holding pen behind the courtroom. The clerk stepped back and knocked on the judge’s robing room and I couldn’t hear what Ellen murmured to me as the court officer announced “All rise.” when Hadleigh mounted the three steps to his seat at the bench.
The clerk called the case from the calendar, directed both counsel to state our appearances for the record, and arraigned the defendant for sentence. He went on to ask, “Does the assistant district attorney wish to be heard?”
“Yes, Your Honor.” I recalled for the judge the facts of the case, referring to actual pieces of testimony about the victim’s ordeal which I had pulled from the transcript. In greater detail, I described her mental condition and the vulnerability that handicap also endowed her with. Her legal guardian had called to tell me that, even to this