That simple statement again in her mind. Just thatand a sense of a presence that was incredibly strong but not threatening.
Still, Tessa felt a strong urge to shore up her shields, to protect herself. To close the door she had edged open in an effort to sense this place, to figure it out. Because she wasn't here to protect herself. She was here to gather information about the church and/or Samuel. And she was here to try to figure out who or what had made a connection with her yesterday.
She looked down at their clasped hands and for just a moment wondered if Sawyer had made the connection. But almost immediately she knew it wasn't him. Hadn't been him yesterday, at any rate; she wasn't at all sure a connection of some kind wasn't being made right this moment. Because his hand was warm and she liked it. Because he smelled of some spicy soap or aftershave, and she liked
Tessa pushed that away, not ready to deal with either her own feelings or some very basic emotions she could feel in Sawyer.
Or maybe it was her timing that was off. Way off. Or was being affected?
Yesterday, and just nowwho or what had connected with her? Was even now
'Tessa?'
'Are you thinking ritual sacrifice?' she asked, trying to focus thoughts that were becoming more scattered.
'No. I'm thinking that maybe it was an unexpected or at least unintended consequence of something else. Is that possible?'
'I suppose so.'
She felt an odd tugging, an almost physical sensation, as real as Sawyer's hand holding hers. But it wasn't him. Something else tugged, pulled as though to get her attention. Tessa looked around, and immediately a flash, as though from sunlight off something metallic, caught her eye. It had originated, she thought, from just inside the woods that edged this pasture to the west.
'What is it?'
'Over there.' She had turned in that direction without even thinking about it. 'I saw something flash.'
Since he hadn't released her hand, Sawyer also turned, remaining by her side as he lowered his voice to say, 'It might be another damn camera.'
'I don't think so.' Tessa realized they were following a very faint path through the pasture and had a sudden almost overpowering sense of many feet walking it before them.
Small feet.
'Tessa?'
She frowned but continued along the path. 'This way.'
'You're beginning to scare me,' he said, following.
That was an odd thing to say. 'I can't imagine why. I'm not very scary.' She thought he swore beneath his breath, but her attention was fixed on the woods that lay just ahead.
It was only a patch of sparse woods, maybe an acre in size, and in the center was a clearing that probably occupied half of that acre. Tessa stopped only a few feet inside the clearing, staring down at a cross that had been roughly fashioned from two sticks, a little crooked because of the weight on one arm of the cross.
She bent down and then straightened, holding a leather collar in her free hand. It had a rabies tag and a second, bone-shaped tag with the name
Vaguely aware of Sawyer standing just behind her, Tessa looked across the clearing at countless small mounds of dirt, most of them with a pile of stones or a rough stick-cross at one end, and almost all of them boasting a collar of some kind, either on the ground or draped over crosses and stones. There were bright plastic flowers here and there, stuck down into chipped, handleless coffee cups or in the ground, some of them faded by time but quite a lot of them not. There were even bedraggled toys and rawhide chews.
'It's a pet cemetery,' Sawyer said. 'But an awful lot of graves for a community that didn't exist barely a decade ago. And a lot of them look to be fairly recent.'
Tessa hadn't intended to open the door in her mind wider, to open herself up. The opposite, if anything. But as she stood there holding the collar, she was abruptly conscious of sounds, of barks and meows and children laughing. The sounds grew louder and louder inside her head, and as they did, waves of pain and grief swept over her. And fear. Desperate fear.
'Tessa?'
'They thought it was an act of God,' she whispered, trying in vain to close down her senses, to protect herself from the assault. 'An act of their God. He was there was a storm, and he was angry. They had sinned. And their God punished them.'
Tessa felt the agony of that, the grief, and tried to cope, tried to ride out the ferocious emotions.
She swayed on her feet, the collar dropping from suddenly nerveless fingers. As a wave of darkness swept abruptly over her, Tessa wasn't even aware of Sawyer catching her before she could fall and lifting her into his arms.
Reese DeMarco opened his eyes slowly and for a moment stared across his office at nothing. He finally pushed his chair back from the desk and rose, absently rubbing the nape of his neck as he crossed the spacious room to the door and unlocked it.
He made his way silently down the short, carpeted hallway that separated his office from the living quarters of Reverend Samuel, encountering no one else. It wasn't quite lunchtime, and everyone knew and respected Samuel's habit of meditating in the mid-morning and mid-afternoon, so the upper floor of the church tended to be all but deserted at those times.
DeMarco reached a big, paneled wooden door and opened it without knocking. He passed through the familiar foyerspare and simple, as all these rooms wereand through the living room, notable only for the colorful light splashed all about from the stained-glass windows.
Off to the right, two more closed doors offered access to a study and a bedroom suite. DeMarco paused at the study door for a moment, then quietly opened it and stepped into the room.
This room, too, was alive with color from three large stained glass windows, but the decor otherwise was very plain. Simple shelves held scores of booksnot elegant leather-bound volumes but once brightly colored dust- jacketed books, obviously collected over time. A big desk sat with its back to the center window, and two low- backed visitor's chairs sat on the worn old rug before it. A leather sofa and matching chair and ottoman were positioned opposite the windows.
Samuel occupied the chair. He sat with his feet flat on the floor, hands relaxed in his lap, head slightly bowed. Eyes closed.
DeMarco waited silently.
It was at least a couple of minutes before Samuel finally opened his eyes and lifted his head. He didn't look like a man who had been meditating, resting; he looked like a man on the edge of exhaustion. His face was pale, haggard, and there were deep shadows beneath his dull eyes. When he drew a breath to speak, it appeared to require a tremendous effort.