father, the cornstalks, barely visible, wiggle their leafy antennae in the not-breeze, rattle their bulgy, distended husks. By tomorrow — maybe by the next time she wakes — her family will be at their new house. By tomorrow afternoon, she will be on Grumpy's boat, the rubber boots on the red kid-skis gripping her ankles and the Donald Duck lifejacket wrapping her in its sloppy, damp embrace.
Inside the station, she spots her mother crouching by the peanut butter cheese crackers. She is in profile, but the scarf hides just enough so that Chloe can't see her eyes.
'Going to the bathroom,' she says. Her mother doesn't turn.
She dawdles a moment in the candy aisle, running a finger across the silvery
Chloe wants to dance, turn around and race at her mother and jump into her arms. Then she does turn, and something prickly and
Her mother's face, smiling softly down. Tears streaming from her blue eyes.
'No, thank you,' Chloe whispers, and shuts herself in.
The toilet has poop in it, and a mound of tissue. Chloe doesn't actually have to go. Sinking into a huddle by the door in the ugly yellow light, she tries to hold her breath, but her chest prickles and she bursts out coughing. Crying again.
She can't stay here, the smell is too much. But she doesn't want to go back out. She's terrified to think what else might have changed by the time she opens the door. Each new breath of putrid air triggers a cough, each blink fresh tears.
Except that the only place to run is into the corn. In the dark. Chloe can't imagine doing that.
And then she realizes she doesn't want to. She already knows the safest place. The only place that hasn't changed, that's still hers. She needs to get back to the way-back, where the Miracle is.
She has just gotten the heavy door partway open when she hears them. Bumpy-voiced Mom, growly Dad, whispering just out of sight in the next aisle.
'You see?' her father is saying. Halfway snarling.
Her mother sobs.
'I told you.'
'You did. It's true.'
'You dreamed it, Carol. And no wonder. I mean, those nights. When we both really thought we were going to lose him…'
'But we didn't,' Chloe's mother whispers, her voice seeming to twitch back and forth now. Chloe's mother/changed mother/Chloe's mother.
'Because of you,' her father whispers. 'Because of your unshakable hope.'
'Because of
'Because of
Soft sob. Silence.
Then footsteps. Chloe pushes hard at the door, but by the time she gets out and hurries down the candy aisle after them, they are already at the pumps, arms around each other, halfway to the car. Her father goes straight to the driver's side, dropping his cigarette to the tarmac. It is her mother who waits by the way-back doors and touches Chloe's hair as she climbs in beside her brother.
'Is it my birthday yet?' Chloe asks, not quite looking at her mother's eyes. She doesn't want to see anymore. Doesn't want to think.
She hears her mother gasp, glance at her watch. 'Not yet,' she whispers. 'Oh, shit, not yet.'
The door drops down, and the car starts, and up front her parents are snarling and whispering again. Chloe crouches low, curls into a ball with her knees just touching her brother's back. If he wakes and feels that, he'll be furious. But if she's sleeping when he does, he won't mind.
She dreams cold. Old-cold. Green eyes. Bird-feet hands that aren't her hands — weren't — aren't — reaching for the beating-wing bird. Straw into gold, hillsides of stone. Old stone. Grasshopper-cornstalk squeezing in the window, slithering through it, crouching over her in the empty dark with its antennae brushing her face, and its husks, its dozens of husks hard and bumping against her chest, her legs. Those hands prying into the cage, reaching through the bars. Ribs. Towards the red and beating thing.
Chloe wakes to a silent car, bright sunlight. She is flat on her back, but she can feel the Miracle's heat against her forearm. He is moving now, stretching. Out the window, there are trees overflowing with green, shading her from the brilliant blue overhead. Minnesota lake trees. Somewhere close, there's a hum. Motorboat hum. Chloe is halfway sitting up when she hears them.
'You'll see,' says her father, sounding tired. But only tired. And happy, almost. Sure, in the way he somehow still hasn't learned not to be, that the worst is behind him.
He pulls open the back door, arms wide, and it's him, her CatDad with his whisker face, and she sits all the way up — just to revel in it, just to watch it all land — and he staggers back. Staring.
Vaguely, glancing towards her brother, Chloe wonders whether she really did figure it all out, or if the knowledge just came with the intruder. The cold one with the bird-feet hands, practically dancing down her ribs under her skin in his glee. Now she really does know. She knows how this happened. She knows when the cold one first appeared in her mother's hospital room. Her mother, whose eyes have always been blue, it's this
Anyway, she knows what the cold one promised. She knows what he got her mother to offer in exchange.
'Where is she?' Chloe's father is murmuring, hovering right outside the way-back door and waving his hands as though trying to clear a fogged windshield, while out the side window, her mother stands rooted, hands over her mouth, shuddering and weeping. There is something almost comforting about it, about both her parents' reaction. At least they can tell. At least she really was
Her father is on his knees, now, just the way the cold one likes him. Murmuring through his tears. Through his disbelief, which isn't really disbelief anymore.
So pathetic, her father looks down there. Hands going still. Head flung back in desperation. Or resignation. 'Please,' he says. 'What have you done with my daughter?'
JOE R. LANSDALE
Deadman's Road
The evening sun had rolled down and blown out in a bloody wad, and the white, full moon had rolled up like an enormous ball of tightly wrapped twine. As he rode, the Reverend Jubil Rains watched it glow above the tall pines. All about it stars were sprinkled white-hot in the dead-black heavens.
The trail he rode on was a thin one, and the trees on either side of it crept towards the path as if they might block the way, and close up behind him. The weary horse on which he was riding moved forward with its head