Her lungs demanded air. With a last effort she drew up one knee and pistoned out her leg, connecting with his gut. He loosened his grip on her face. The cloth came away. She sucked in a deep draft of oxygen, and then the cloth was over her nose again, and before she could stop herself she had breathed its fumes.
Cold.
A shiver of cold in her nasal passages, in her throat.
The fumes were sweet-swelling, intoxicating. They made her head spin. The world blurred, everything going double, no clarity anywhere, and she was tired, sleepy. Her fingers losing purchase on the knife, letting it fall, and though she knew that she was defenseless, she didn’t care.
Far away, his chuckle of triumph. Then his words, low, spoken close to her ear.
“Got you now, C.J.”
That voice.
She knew that voice.
Her last thought was a question, echoing unanswered.
… Adam?
21
Something nagged at Rawls. He knew there was more here than a voyeuristic Web site.
That name, Bluebeard… three women under surveillance… one for each month…
The connection was close but continued to elude him.
He and Brand followed Gader into the guest bedroom on the second floor. The room had been made into a work space cluttered with computers, printers, cables, surge suppressors, and battery backup units. The shades were down, the room lit only by a pair of gooseneck lamps, bulbs angled away from the equipment to minimize screen glare. The cold wind beat against the windowpanes.
It occurred to Rawls that computer people, himself and Brand included, spent far too much time behind closed windows in rooms like this.
The machine they wanted was easy to find. Rawls spotted it even before Gader led them to it. It was a Compaq Proliant server with a twenty-inch monitor and a standard keyboard. Superficially the setup resembled any other personal computer with a tower design, but because it was a server, it had capabilities that an ordinary PC did not.
“What OS are you running?” Brand asked.
“Windows 2000 Server edition.”
“Log on. And, Mr. Gader, there better not be a format bomb or any other funny business.” A format bomb would erase the contents of the drive when an incorrect log-in was attempted.
“There’s no funny business.” Gader sat at the computer and turned on the monitor, which had been powered down to save energy. The server itself had been left on. It would be active twenty-four hours a day, allowing visitors to access the site whenever they wished.
Rawls watched Gader type in the screen name Nasty Boy and the Fatima password.
“NastyBoy,” Rawls muttered. “Seems appropriate.”
“Hey, get off my case, okay? You’ve got me all wrong.”
Rawls ignored him. “How’d you pick the password anyway?”
“I didn’t. He did.”
“Bluebeard?”
“Yeah.”
“You let a visitor pick the password to the whole site?”
“He’s more than a visitor. He runs it with me. Well, the truth is, he pretty much runs it, period.”
“From a remote location?”
“Yeah.”
“You turned over your sysop duties to a remote administrator?”
“That’s right. He wanted to do it, and I let him. I have other things to do. And he was contributing the most interesting content anyway.”
“The content being the videos of these women?”
“Yeah,” Gader said in a smaller voice.
“Once he took control, he changed the password to Fatima?”
“Right. That was his idea. Of course, you’re supposed to change a site’s password periodically. It’s a standard security measure.”
“Standard,” Rawls echoed, but there was nothing standard about a name like Bluebeard. “Didn’t you wonder why he chose that particular alias?”
“What, you’re saying he’s some kind of murderer or something?” Gader laughed. “I guess if he called himself Napoleon you’d figure he was a world conqueror. People pick crazy nicknames online. It doesn’t mean anything.”
“So it never worried you?”
“No.”
“Well,” Rawls said, “it worries me. What made you cede control of the site to a stranger?”
“He’s not exactly a stranger.”
“You’ve met him?”
“Not face-to-face, but we’ve corresponded-e-mail, I mean. We had similar interests. He liked my site, but he thought we could do more with it. Back then there was no video, just vidcaps from adult movies-stuff on Showtime at two A.M. I would pull some frames and put them on the site. Frontal nudity, bondage, babes in hot tubs-that kind of crap. It was nonprofit, just for kicks.”
“Was the site kept secret?” Rawls asked.
“Pretty much. I had it password-protected, because I was a little worried about copyright-infringement issues. I’d heard of other sites being shut down for using pirated stills, so I kept a low profile. I gave out the site address and the password in e-mails to people I met in chat rooms. Bluebeard was one of them.”
“And you two hit it off?”
“I guess you could say that. He checked out the site, then told me he had a way to spice it up. He sent me some footage as an e-mail attachment-an. avi file.”
“A woman in her bedroom?”
“Right.”
“And you had no qualms about putting that kind of material on your site?”
Gader swiveled his desk chair to face Rawls. “Look, he told me she knew about it. He assured me she knew.”
“Knew what?”
“That she was on the Web. He said it was her idea.”
“And when a second woman showed up on the site?” Brand asked. “Didn’t that make you wonder?”
“Yeah, but again, he assured me. I mean, he gave me his assurance
…”
He seemed to like that word assure, but Rawls was tired of hearing it. “Mr. Gader, stop trying to cover your ass and just tell us what happened.”
“Okay, okay. Well, like I said, Bluebeard wanted to supply streaming video. I thought it was cool-way better than the stuff I was uploading. So I gave him my log-on info to let him access my site’s file manager. That’s when he started sending the video feed. Real-time video-at least I’m pretty sure it was. The first woman became Miss November. Next month, he sent video of Miss December, and now Miss January. I guess this is her last night- probably there’ll be a Miss February tomorrow. And so on. It was Bluebeard’s idea to have people vote for their favorites. Eventually he assumed so many responsibilities that I just let him administer the whole site. It’s still physically on my server, but he’s controlling it through the network.”
“So he could be anywhere?” Rawls asked.
