anyone but Hickle. Now she was volunteering to go in, even insisting on it. It was perfect.
'Oh, hell, I'm with you,' he said finally.
'Of course I am.'
Chris was glad she lived at Malibu Reserve. The J -gated complex had not protected her from Hickle, but tonight it served the almost equally important function of keeping out the crush of reporters stationed beyond the fence.
As a reporter herself, she understood the desperation that drove her colleagues to camp out on the shoulder of Pacific Coast Highway, or dial her home number sixty times an hour until Courtney disconnected the phone, or buzz overhead in helicopters taking footage of her deck, or slip onto the beach and focus long lenses on her windows. She had done such things herself during the earlier stages of her career when she had delivered reports from the field.
She risked opening the vertical blind on her bedroom window far enough to see a slice of the moonlit beach and the pale, restless tide. She supposed she couldn't complain too loudly about her present circumstances.
She was, after all, alive. Her heart still pumped, and her face in the mirror had lost some of its haunted, harried strangeness. She had begun to feel almost like herself again. The strain of waiting for something to happen had finally been relieved. Now there were only the broken pieces of the aftermath that had to be picked up and put together.
She wondered where Howard was.
The police had confirmed what Abby had told her-he'd been hiding their joint assets in overseas accounts.
The accounts had been opened in the Netherlands Antilles. It was possible Howard had made his way to the islands already. Of course he need not go there. He could travel anywhere in the world and still be within reach of his money. Martin Greenfeld, Howard's lawyer, had speculated that he might have headed south to Mexico, but Kris couldn't picture her husband in a Third World country. He was too accustomed to the good life.
She doubted he'd ever planned an escape. He had fled out of sheer panic. He would be caught before long. Her husband had his areas of competence, but running from the law was not likely to be among them.
Luckily for her, in conspiring with a stalker to have her killed, he had proven equally inept.
'To have me killed,' she whispered. It still didn't seem real. An extramarital affair she could believe all too easily. But to plot her murder… to rendezvous with a man like Hickle, a lunatic, a fanatic Her husband, the overgrown child with his toy trains and radio-controlled model airplanes, was a killer. Or a would-be killer anyway, foiled only by Travis's foresight.
'Kris?' That was Courtney, calling from downstairs.
Kris left the bedroom and leaned over the railing in the hallway to gaze down at the living room.
'Yes?'
'They just talked to me over the intercom. The guys in the cottage.'
Travis's men, still on post until Hickle was caught.
'And?' 'They said Mr. Barwood's come back.'
These words were so strange that Kris couldn't absorb them.
'Come back?' she echoed.
'He's here with some police. They're letting him in for a minute. I don't know why.' The doorbell chimed.
'That's him.'
There was silence while Kris tried to sort this out.
'Well, let him in,' she said finally.
Slowly she descended the stairs while Courtney opened the door for Howard and four other men. One was Martin Greenfeld, two others were uniformed patrol officers, and the fourth was a man in a business suit who must be a detective.
At the foot of the stairs Kris stopped, staring at her husband from across the room. She saw fear in his face and something more, something that might have been a desperate, faltering effort at courage. He was not handcuffed, she noticed. They had granted him that much dignity.
'Howard,' she said.
'Hello, Kris.' Even from a distance she saw the heavy swallowing motion of his throat.
'It's not true.'
'What isn't?'
'All the crap they're saying on TV. The charges and allegations. I never talked to Hickle. I never gave him any help. I never wanted to see you hurt.'
'Then why did you call him on that cell phone?'
'I didn't. It's not even my phone. I never bought it.'
'Then how did it get into our downstairs closet?'
'I don't know. It's a frame. It has to be.'
Kris had done enough interviews with the guilty to know that nearly all of them said they had been framed.
'Then why did you run?' she asked tonelessly.
'I got scared. I figured these sons of bitches planted the phone to hang me. I figured there was no way to fight them.'
The man who must be a detective spoke Howard's name in a low tone of warning. He and the two patrol officers hadn't liked being called sons of bitches.
Howard didn't seem to notice.
'I came back,' he said.
'That's what you have to understand.'
'You got caught.'
'No, I turned myself in. I walked into the West LA station and surrendered. I didn't have to. I was halfway to Arizona when I turned back.'
'Arizona? What's there for you?'
'Nothing. That's what I realized. That's why I had to come back. I called Martin'-he glanced at the attorney as if reassuring himself that Greenfeld was still there-'and he worked out a deal. I would turn myself in, and in exchange I'd be brought here.'
'Why?' She tried to sound hard, though the effort was exhausting her.
'Did you forget your toothbrush?'
'I wanted to see you… here, in our home. I had to tell you what I just told you-whether you want to hear it or not.'
Kris was quiet for a moment.
'That was the deal?
Just to be escorted home?'
'Yes.'
'Then what?'
'County jail, until Martin can work things out, however long that takes.'
Despite herself Kris almost smiled.
'A night in stir?
I'll bet you'd rather be in Arizona.'
'No. Right here is where I have to be. All I want is for you to believe me.'
'You did transfer our assets overseas, didn't you?'
'Yes.'
'And you've been having an affair?'
'Yes.'
'With whom?'
To his credit Howard did not avert his gaze.
'Amanda.'
Kris blinked, appalled as much by his bad taste as by anything else.
