“Hell with this, let’s go to bed,” I muttered.
Paco smiled.
“Separately,” I clarified.
“Of course,” he replied with an even bigger smile.
But neither of us moved.
We sat there, smoking, listening to the silence and gazing at the Milky Way.
It was quiet now and I felt strangely at ease here in the town where my father had found comfort and lived and loved. “It won’t last,” I said.
“It never does,” Paco said.
It never does because waiting in the wings are blood and death.
“Blood and death,” I whispered, and Paco grinned.
9 THE MEN FROM SASKATCHEWAN
Esteban prodded me awake at four-thirty in the morning. “Can you drive a car?” he asked.
“Wha?”
Paco woke on the other bed. “I can drive,” he said.
Esteban shook his head. “No, we need you at the construction site. We’re against a deadline there. We get penalized a thousand dollars a day if we’re not finished by Christmas. The Ortegas going to L.A. has really screwed us.”
“Yeah, I can drive,” I said.
“Good, come on, let’s go.”
“What time is it?”
“Come on.”
“At least let me go to the bathroom.”
“Hurry.”
In five minutes we were outside in the Range Rover. Esteban’s right arm was in a homemade sling.
“Where to?” I asked.
“Drive downtown, we’ll swing by Starbucks, it opens at five.”
“And then where to?”
“Wyoming.”
“Wyoming?” I said with surprise. “Wyoming’s the one with the Mormons and the-”
“No, no, that’s Utah. It’s just up the road, couple of hours. Come on, foot on the brake, turn the key, yeah, that’s it.”
I pulled out of the parking lot and made the turn for downtown. Across the street from the motel a big rented Toyota Tundra with New York plates was parked in a turning circle. I took no notice of the car but my cop brain saw a man apparently sleeping inside.
At the Starbucks we were the first customers and the coffee was poor, almost undrinkable. Esteban seemed to like it, though, and he bought a couple of pastries to go with it. I had him get me two yellow bananas and a small bright orange.
Wyoming turned out to be ninety minutes north of Fairview. There were no direct highways but good double- lane roads with little traffic. An easy drive. Signs everywhere warning us about the dangers of elk, deer, and bears but I didn’t see any animals at all. A few big rigs, a lonely pickup or two.
The Range Rover was good, though it caught the wind on some of the exposed sections. I let the sheer take me over a little more than I should so we could talk about the car, but Esteban didn’t even notice.
“The car drives pretty well,” I said.
“Yeah.”
“A little top-heavy.”
“Yeah?”
“See you got a dent on the front.”
“What?”
“You had an accident?”
“Oh, that, that was nothing.”
“What happened?”
“Just fucking drive, Maria, it’s not far now.”
A little over the state line Esteban had me pull off the road onto a Park Service trail that led to a frozen lake surrounded by snow-covered forest.
We finally stopped in a small, empty parking lot.
“Ok, where are we?” I asked.
Esteban grinned. “You like it? This place is perfect. The Park Service closes it from Thanksgiving through April. No one comes here. They don’t allow ice fishing because although the lake freezes, the ice isn’t quite thick enough for the health-and-safety people. So it’s perfect.”
“We’re here to fish?” I asked.
“No. Don’t you listen? It’s not safe enough. You can walk on the ice but it’s not safe enough for the little huts those ice fishermen build. No, rest assured no one will be out here the whole winter.”
“I don’t understand. So what are we doing here?”
“It’s a meet.”
The light dawned. “Oh, I see. Who are we meeting?”
“The men from Saskatchewan.”
I wanted to ask more but Esteban put a finger against his thick chapped lips. The conversation had terminated.
After a few minutes it got cold and he told me to turn the engine back on.
He blasted the heat and scanned the radio for a Spanish station but the mountains were blocking the ones from Denver and in Wyoming the music choices were between soulless white people singing songs about Jesus and soulless white people singing about their marital problems.
As 7:00 a.m. approached, Esteban killed the radio and turned off the car. He removed the key and put it in his pocket.
“What’s happening?” I asked.
Esteban reached into the glove compartment and pulled on a ski mask.
“What the fuck are you doing?” I asked.
He opened the passenger door, went to the back of the Range Rover, and took out a sports bag and his hunting rifle. He came back around to the driver’s side of the car, gave me the bag.
“Listen to me, Maria, it’s very simple. You give them the bag, they’ll give you a bag. There’s no need to sample the merchandise and they have no need to count the money. We all trust each other. Just bag for bag. It’s that simple.”
“Why don’t you do it?”
“I’ll be in the forest, covering you with my rifle,” he said. “Don’t worry, I can still shoot with my arm like this, and despite my stupidity last night, believe me, I’m pretty good.”
“Wait a fucking minute. I’m meeting your d-”
Esteban lowered the rifle and pointed it at my chest. “I suggest you take it easy. They’ll be along presently. I’ll be covering you from the trees.”
He backed away into the forest.
Thoughts racing. What would he do if I got out and ran for it? Shoot me? No. But why not? For all his fine talk about Greater Mexico, what was I to him? Another wetback expendable, a
As he disappeared under the branches of a big pine I shouted after him: “No wonder everyone’s fucking off to L.A. if this is how you treat your workers!”
