never takes a real rap? If anybody grabs, the chumps rally around him and start alibi-ing their heads off. Do you think I’m a feeblo to go monkeying around with scientific committees or any other wise guys that are likely to upset the works? Pick your crowd and you can sell ’em anything. And all you have to do is sit there with the old ladies admiring you and thanking you afterward for all the comfort you’ve brought ’em. But if you are yellow I can do it alone. You can go back to the carny and find yourself another kooch show and start all over.”

“No, honey. I didn’t mean-”

“Well, I do mean. I mean just that. One way is the big dough and plenty of class and a kid and clothes that will make you look like a million bucks. The other way is the carny, doing bumps and grinds and waggling your fanny for a bunch of rubes for a few more years. And then what? You know what. Make up your mind.”

“Just let me think about it. Please, honey.”

“You’ve thought about it. Don’t make me do anything I don’t want to do. Look, baby, I love you. You know that. No, don’t pull away. Keep quiet. I said I love you. I want a kid by you. Get it? Put your other arm around me. It’s like old times, eh, kid? There. Like it? Sure you do. This is heaven, kid. Don’t break it up.”

“Oh, honey, honey, honey.”

“That’s better. And you will do it? Say you will. Say yes, baby.”

“Yes. Yes-I’ll do anything.”

In the old gray stone house near Riverside Drive, Addie Pea-body (Mrs. Chisholm W.) answered the door herself. She had given Pearl the evening off and Pearl had gone willingly enough, in view of what was coming.

The first to arrive were Mr. and Mrs. Simmons, and Mrs. Peabody shooed them into the parlor. “Honestly, I was just dying for somebody to talk to, I thought the afternoon would never go by, I’d have gone to the matinee but I just knew I couldn’t sit through one, I’d be so excited about tonight, they say this new medium is simply grand-and so young, too. They say she hasn’t a speck of background, she’s so spontaneous and natural, she used to be a show girl I hear but it really doesn’t matter, it’s one of the strangest things how the gift strikes people in all walks of life and it’s so often among humble people. I’m sure none of us will ever develop full power although they do say the Reverend Carlisle is simply wonderful at developmental sittings. I have a friend who’s been developing with him for nearly a year now and she has noticed some amazing phenomena in her own home when not a soul was there but herself. She’s simply mad about Mr. Carlisle, he’s so sincere and sympathetic.”

In twos and threes the rest of the company gathered. Mr. Simmons made one or two little jokes just to liven things up, but they were all in good taste and not offensive, because, after all, you should approach a seance with joy in your heart and all the people have to be attuned or the phenomena are likely to be scarce and very disappointing.

The bell rang a steady, insistent note, full of command. Mrs. Peabody hurried out, taking a quick look in the hall mirror and straightening her girdle before she opened the door. Outside, the light above the door fell on the heads of two people, the first a tall, dramatic-looking woman in her late twenties, rather flashily dressed. But Mrs. Peabody’s glance slid over her and came to rest on the man.

The Rev. Stanton Carlisle was about thirty-five. He was holding his black hat and the lamplight made his hair glisten golden -just like the sun, she thought. He made her think of Apollo.

Mrs. Peabody noticed in her first swift glance that he was dressed in street clericals with a black vest and a turn-about collar. He was the first spiritualist minister she had ever seen who wore clericals but he was so distinguished-looking that it didn’t seem a bit ostentatious; anybody would have taken him for an Episcopalian.

“Oh, Mr. Carlisle, I just knew it was you. I got a distinct impression the minute you rang the bell.”

“I am sure we shall establish an excellent vibrational harmony, Mrs. Peabody. May I present our medium, Mary Margaret Cahill.”

Inside, Mrs. Peabody introduced them to the others. She served tea and it was so English-just like having the vicar over, she thought. Miss Cahill was a sweet-looking girl, and after all some people can’t help being born on the wrong side of the tracks. She probably did the best she could with what she had to start with. Even if she did look a little cheap she was beautiful and had an odd, haggard expression about her mouth that touched Mrs. Peabody’s heart. Mediumship takes so much out of them-we owe them such a tremendous debt.

Mr. Carlisle was charming and there was something about his voice that stirred you, as if he were speaking just to you even when he addressed the others. He was so understanding.

Finally Mrs. Peabody stood up. “Shall I play something? I always say there’s nothing like having an old- fashioned family organ. They’re so sweet-toned and so much nicer than a piano.” She sat at the console and struck a gentle chord. She would have to get the pedal levers oiled; the left one squeaked a little. The first piece she turned to was “The Old Rugged Cross” and one by one the company picked it up, Mr. Simmons coming in with a really fine baritone.

The Rev. Carlisle cleared his throat. “Mrs. Peabody, I wonder if you recall that splendid old hymn, ‘On the Other Side of Jordan.’ It was a favorite of my sainted mother’s, and I should dearly love to hear it now.”

“Indeed I do. At least, it’s in the hymnal.”

Mr. Simmons volunteered to lead, standing by the organ, with the others humming:

On the other side of Jordan

In the sweet fields of Eden

Where the Tree of Life is blooming

There is rest for me.

There is rest for the weary,

There is rest for the weary,

On the other side of Jordan

There is rest for me.

Mrs. Peabody’s eyes were wet when the hymn was finished, and she knew that this was the psychological moment. She sat silently on the bench and then closed her eyes and let her fingers find the chords. Everyone sang it softly.

Shall we gather by the river,

The beautiful, the beautiful river.

Yes, we shall gather by the river

That flows by the throne of God.

She played the “Amen” chords softly, drawing them out, and then turned to the Rev. Carlisle. His eyes were closed; he sat upright and austere with his hands resting on the knees of his black broadcloth trousers. When he spoke he kept his eyes closed.

“Our hostess has provided us with a fine cabinet. The niche between the organ and the wall will serve beautifully. And, I believe, there are hangings which can be lowered. Let us all compose ourselves with humble hearts, silently, and in the presence of God who hath hid these things from the wise and prudent and hast revealed them unto babes.

“I call upon the Spirit of Eternal Light, whom some call God the Father and some call the Holy Ghost; who, some believe, came among the earth-bound as our Lord and Savior, Jesus the Christ; who spoke to Gautama under the Bo tree and gave him enlightenment, whose praise was taught by the last of India’s great saints, Sri Ramakrishna. Marvel not at what we shall attempt, for the hour is coming in which all that are in the graves shall hear his voice and shall come forth. Many of them that sleep in the dust of the earth shall awake, but some who did evil in their days upon the earth shall be reborn and remain among the earth-bound for yet another existence. No spirit who has ever returned speaks to us of hell fire but rather of rebirth and another chance. And when a man has done much evil he does not descend into a pit of eternal torment but wanders between the worlds, neither earth-bound nor liberated; for the Lord, being full of compassion, forgives their iniquity. He remembers that they were but flesh, a wind that passeth away and cometh not again until the prayers and faith of liberated and earth- bound alike cause their absorption into the Universal Soul of God, who is in all things and from which everything is made that was made. We ask that the Great Giver of Love enter our hearts and make us to become as little children, for without innocence we cannot admit those presences who draw near about us now, anxious to speak to us and make their nearness known. For it is written: ‘He bowed the heavens also, and came down: and darkness was under his feet. And he rode upon a cherub, and did fly: yea, he did fly upon the wings of the wind.’

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