our feelings for each other. It was the happiest time in my life. All too soon, it was over; she went back to school, and I went back to work with Darcy.
“I didn’t see her again until that summer. She had come home on vacation, and Will brought her touring with us. We couldn’t wait to see each other. We had a great time, for a month, until one night when Will found us together.”
“What happened? Is that why you left the band?”
“I didn’t leave. I was thrown out,” he answered her blackly.
“Why?” she asked, astonished.
“Because in the end, Georgiana Darcy is an heiress and I wasn’t good enough for her,” he said with a bitter sharpness. “Don’t let that rock star exterior fool you; inside Darcy and Richard are still Fitzwilliams, old money that keeps to their own.”
“But, I don’t understand, how could he do that? Why?”
“Darcy couldn’t deal with me having a relationship with Georgie, that was all. It turned ugly. He threw me off the tour and actually threatened my life if I ever tried to contact his sister again.”
Elizabeth was shocked. “Why would he do that?”
“I think it’s a control thing.” His voice was calm and analytical. “I mean, there’s the class issue and all that. Can’t have Georgie sleeping with the help, after all. But really, I think Darcy just couldn’t stand not being in control of what was going on with his band.”
“Did you try to contact her?” Elizabeth asked sadly.
“No,” he whispered sadly. “I wanted to. God knows I wanted to. It broke my heart to leave her, but I thought it would be best. She was in many ways still very young, and it was killing her to see the two people she loved the most fighting over her.”
Elizabeth looked down into her glass. George’s story was so sad, but she had no trouble believing it. He seemed so honest. She could see it happening all too easily, just the way he had told it. She knew the way Darcy had to control everyone around him, and his overprotectiveness of his sister.
George was somehow nuzzling his lips in her hair, kissing her ear and neck. She turned her face to him, not sure if she wanted him to stop or continue and found him kissing her lips. Surprised, she opened her mouth, and his tongue snaked in to touch hers. Elizabeth was startled by how fast it had happened, but it felt so good, she didn’t resist.
Suddenly George pulled back. “I’m sorry, Lizzy. That was completely wrong of me.”
Elizabeth’s hand flew up to her lips. They were hot to her touch. She looked at his face, confused.
“You probably should go now,” he said, getting up and going to the door.
Elizabeth left the room, saying a quick good night as she passed him and returned to her own room. There she stopped and sank down on her bed. What had just happened? Her emotions churned. How had she ended up kissing George? What was this new trend of hers to kiss random men? Was she that fickle? And how did she feel about Darcy now? She slipped out of her clothes and into bed, her conscious mind unable to make sense of the differences between the Darcy from George’s story and the man she knew.
George greeted her the next morning with a warm, intimate smile. Elizabeth immediately felt comforted. It was clear that
Elizabeth nodded and smiled. “Good.” He took her hand. “Lizzy, I’m really sorry about last night. I probably shouldn’t have told you all that.”
Elizabeth shook her head. “No, I’m glad you told me. It’s not pretty, but I’m glad I know. Darcy can be really controlling, I’ve seen that before, but I didn’t realize how far he would go.” She looked away uncomfortably, and George released her hand, but she grabbed it and squeezed it tightly. “It’s nice to have someone looking out for me.”
“Oh, anytime, Lizzy. I know how easy it is to get taken advantage of in this business.” His expression lightened. “Now go get in costume; it’s time to play with the race cars!”
Elizabeth grinned and went to the dressing area, where she was put in a white, formfitting racing suit. She spent the rest of the day driving, and when the sun started to set, George let her announce the end of filming. Feeling victorious, she shouted to the crew, “That’s a wrap!”
Alex and Winnie took the band and George out to dinner. They were all happy, and laughter flowed with the wine. George toasted the ladies as being “the best band I’ve ever had the honor of working with.”
When they returned to the hotel, Elizabeth was happy to see the pool would still be open for hours. She quickly changed into her suit and hurried to the empty pool. Shucking her clothes and towel, she dove in and began her laps.
A few minutes later, she heard a voice calling her name. She looked up to see George in swim trunks, standing beside the pool. “How’s the water?” he asked.
“It’s great!” she answered with a smile. She watched him dive in, mentally comparing him to Darcy. Angry with herself when she realized what she was doing, she compensated by telling herself that George had better abs and a nicer face, even if Darcy had a better dive.
George swam over to ask what she was doing.
“Laps, of course!” she replied. “Come on!” She started on her previous course, aware of George swimming beside her. Elizabeth soon hit her stride and relaxed in the exertion of her usual routine. She was turning into her tenth lap when she realized that George was no longer swimming beside her. She stopped and looked around, her old lifeguard training coming back to her, but quickly spotted him, resting in the corner of the pool.
“George!” she scolded.
“Oh, no!” he panted, holding up a hand. “I need a break.”
Elizabeth grinned and swam over to him.
“You swim every night?”
“Every night I can,” she answered. “It helps me keep in shape.”
“And a very nice shape it is, Lizzy.” He seemed to regain his breath. “Do you mind if those of us
Elizabeth laughed. “I’m sorry. I’m just used to—” She stopped short and looked away.
“He’s a great swimmer,” George said, his tone conciliatory. “I hope I didn’t upset you last night, Lizzy. I’m sorry again.”
“No, don’t apologize. I’m glad you told me.”
“But if you had feelings for him…”
“I was very ambiguous in my feelings for him. What you told me simply helped me to understand what I feel for him and what I want. I’m grateful for that.”
George looked at her and lifted an eyebrow. Elizabeth smiled and moved closer. He wrapped his arms around her and kissed her lightly. “Now that we are done working on the job, I can do this without feeling bad,” he explained.
Elizabeth let herself be drawn into a deep kiss. He was very attractive, and she enjoyed the feeling of his body next to her, but she wasn’t completely comfortable; after a little while she broke off and laid her head on his chest.
“Will you be okay, going back to the tour now?” he asked as he lightly stroked her back.
“Of course. I’m a professional. I can handle this.”
George grinned. “You are that. You are one of the most professional artists I’ve ever worked with.”
Elizabeth laughed. “Somehow this seems like a strange setting to be told that.”
“Do you want me to stop?”
“No,” she sighed and pulled closer. “It’s nice to just be held sometimes. You know?”
“I know.” His voice was warm and affectionate. “You miss it.”
“Do you still miss her?” Elizabeth asked, her voice curious.
“Sometimes,” he admitted. “I don’t think I will ever be fully over her.” He kissed her longingly. “I can’t tell you how many times I wish I hadn’t left, that I had stayed and fought for her.”
“It took courage to walk away like that,” she said, her eyes dark with admiration.
“Courage, or stupidity, I’m not sure which.” He laughed softly. “I lost everything when I walked away from