Glory Season

be able to trust Thalla and Kiel again. I’m as alone now as ever I was in my prison cell.

She closed her eyes. The rhythmic clicking of battle sticks was punctuated by Naroin’s shouted instructions. Renna droned on. “…Naturally, they’ll be struck by simulated objects coming from my opponents’ side of the board. Most of those will be deflected by the pinwheel’s arms. But there are certain basic shapes that worry me…”

Vagaries of wind caused the steersman to order a slight turn, bringing the sun around from behind a sail to shine on Maia’s closed eyelids. She had to tighten them to sever innumerable stabbing, diffracted rays. In her sadness, Maia felt a return of that odd, displaced feeling she had experienced that morning. Sunlight enhanced those omnipresent speckles in their ceaseless dance before covered retinas … a dance without end, the dance that accompanied all her dreams. Void of will, her awareness drew toward their flicker and swirl, seeming to laugh at her troubles, as if all worries were ephemera.

The speckled pavane was the only lasting thing that mattered.

“…You see how even a simple glider, striking at an angle, will cause my pinwheel to break up…”

Unasked-for memories of those long days and nights in prison swarmed over her. Maia recalled how she had been entranced by the Life game, the patterns wonderfully mysterious as Renna’s artistry unfolded in front of her. That had been a far more subtle exercise than playing a simple set match, throwing simulated figures against those devised by an opponent. But it was a cheat, since he had been able to use a form of the game that was reversible. The machine did all the work. No wonder he was having so much trouble dealing with the most trivial concepts of the competitive version.

She did not have to be looking at the board to envision the shapes he was describing. In her current state of consciousness, she could not prevent envisioning them.

The rads sitting around him must be bored out of their mind, one part of her contemplated with some satisfaction. Yet it was a small part. The rest of her had fled from unbearable unhappiness into abstraction, only to be brought in a swirl of cavorting forms.

“…So I was thinking of placing an array of simple beacon patterns around the pinwheel, like this… you see? That ought to protect it from at least the first onslaught—”

“Wrong!” Maia cried out loud, opening her eyes and turning around. Renna and the women stared in surprise. She strode toward them, brusquely shooing aside one of surprised vars to get at the game board. She took the stylus out of Renna’s hand and quickly erased the array he has been building at one end of the boundary zone.

“Can’t you see? Even I can. If you want to protect against gliders, you don’t let your shapes just sit there, waiting to be hit. Your barrier’s got to go out to meet them. Here, try—” She bit her lip, hesitating a moment, then drew a hurried swirl of dots on the display. Maia reached over to flick on the timing clock, and the configuration began throbbing, sending out concentric ovals of black dots that dissipated upon reaching a distance of eight squares from the center. It was reminiscent of the persistent, cyclic pattern of waves emanating from where drips from a faucet strike a pool of water. Left alone, the little array would keep sending out waves forever.

Renna looked up in surprise. “I’ve never seen that one before. What’s it called?”

“I…” Maia shook her head. “I don’t know. Must’ve seen it when I was a kid. It’s obvious enough, though. Isn’t it?”

“Mm. Indeed.” Shaking his head, Renna took back the stylus and drew a glider gun on the other side of the board, aimed at the figure she had just drawn. He restarted the game clock, causing a series of flapping missiles to be fired straight toward with the pattern of concentric waves. They collided…

…and each one was swallowed with scarcely a ripple!

“I’ll be damned.” He shook his head admiringly. “But how would you defend this pattern against something larger, like was thrown against us last night?”

Maia snapped. “How should I know? Do you think I’m a boy?”

Several of the rads chuckled, uncertainly, and Maia didn’t care if they were laughing with, or at her. One of the young women got up with a sniff and walked away. Maia rubbed her chin, looking at the game board. “Now that you mention it, though, I can suggest one way to fend off that bulldozer contraption the cook and cabin boy used against us.”

“Yes?” Renna made room on the bench and another var reluctantly gave way as Maia sat down. “Look, I don’t know the terminology,” she said, with some of her accustomed uncertainty returning. “But it’s obvious the thing’s crossbar doohickey reflects certain patterns which…”

She drew as she spoke, with Renna occasionally interjecting a comment, or more often a question. Maia hardly noticed as the other vars drifted away, one by one. Their opinions didn’t matter anymore, nor was she any longer embarrassed being seen interested in the male-silly game. Renna took her seriously, which none of her fellow womenfolk ever had. He paid close attention, contributing insights, sharing a growing pleasure in an abstract exercise.

By suppertime, they thought they had a plan.

Peripatetic’s Log:

Stratos Mission:

Arrival + 45.290 Ms

What is sentience to the universe? Brief moments of insight? The self-contemplation of mayflies? What is the point of human life, if so much of it must be spent climbing through awkward childhood and adolescence, slowly gathering the skills needed to comprehend and create… only to begin that long decline to extinction? Lucky the woman or man who achieves excellence for even a brief span. The light shines brightly for mere moments, then is gone.

On some worlds, drastic life extension is justified in the name of preserving rare talents. It starts with good intentions, but all too often results in a gerontocracy of habit-ridden minds in robot-tended bodies, suspiciously jealous of any thought or idea not their own.

Stratoins think they know a better way. If an individual proves herself—say in the marketplace of goods or ideas—she continues. Not with the same body or precise memories, but genetically, with inborn talents preserved, and a continuity of upbringing that only clone-parenting provides. When all factors are right, the first mother’s flowering of skill carries on. Yet, each daughter is a renewal, a fresh burst of enthusiasm. Preservation needn’t mean calcification.

Stratoins have struck a different arrangement with death. There are costs, but I can see the advantages.

* * *

Fortunately, summer council sessions are brief. I needn’t endure more than a few hours of sullen looks from the majority, or hostile glares by extreme Isolationists. Much of my time is spent with savants at the university. What I like best, however, is observing life on Stratos, with Iolanthe Nitocris often serving as my keeper/guide.

Yesterday, to my delight, she finally obtained a pass to show me Caria’s Summer Festival.

The fairgrounds lay upstream, in the morning shadow of the acropolis. Banners flutter above silken pavilions and avenues bedecked with flowered arches. Zenner trees sway to the musical murmur of the crowds, while pungent, exotic aromas loft from food stalls. Jugglers caper, thrilling all with feats of derring-do. Outside the walls of Caria, citizens seemed eager to drop the serene pace of daily life in favor of a livelier beat.

I felt conspicuous, and not just because I’m an alien. Some in the throng surely knew, or guessed. Most of the time, I was also the only mature male in sight. Shouting boys ran a gauntlet of knees, like children on any world, and there was a sprinkling of old men, but virile adults remain at safe distance, in their summer sanctuaries. Several times Iolanthe, as my vouch-woman, was asked to show my papers. The council seal, plus my calm demeanor, reassured the marshals I was not about to start bellowing and tearing off my clothes at any