the highway. But there was no need for caution; not a soul was at

hand, and Tess went onward with fortitude, her recollection of the

birds' silent endurance of their night of agony impressing upon her

the relativity of sorrows and the tolerable nature of her own, if she

could once rise high enough to despise opinion. But that she could

not do so long as it was held by Clare.

She reached Chalk-Newton, and breakfasted at an inn, where several

young men were troublesomely complimentary to her good looks.

Somehow she felt hopeful, for was it not possible that her husband

also might say these same things to her even yet? She was bound to

take care of herself on the chance of it, and keep off these casual

lovers. To this end Tess resolved to run no further risks from her

appearance. As soon as she got out of the village she entered a

thicket and took from her basket one of the oldest field-gowns, which

she had never put on even at the dairy--never since she had worked

among the stubble at Marlott. She also, by a felicitous thought,

took a handkerchief from her bundle and tied it round her face under

her bonnet, covering her chin and half her cheeks and temples, as if

she were suffering from toothache. Then with her little scissors,

by the aid of a pocket looking-glass, she mercilessly nipped her

eyebrows off, and thus insured against aggressive admiration, she

went on her uneven way.

'What a mommet of a maid!' said the next man who met her to a

companion.

Tears came into her eyes for very pity of herself as she heard him.

'But I don't care!' she said. 'O no--I don't care! I'll always be

ugly now, because Angel is not here, and I have nobody to take care

of me. My husband that was is gone away, and never will love me any

more; but I love him just the same, and hate all other men, and like

to make 'em think scornfully of me!'

Thus Tess walks on; a figure which is part of the landscape; a

fieldwoman pure and simple, in winter guise; a gray serge cape, a

red woollen cravat, a stuff skirt covered by a whitey-brown rough

wrapper, and buff-leather gloves. Every thread of that old attire

has become faded and thin under the stroke of raindrops, the burn of

sunbeams, and the stress of winds. There is no sign of young passion

in her now--

The maiden's mouth is cold

. . .

Fold over simple fold

Binding her head.

Inside this exterior, over which the eye might have roved as over a

thing scarcely percipient, almost inorganic, there was the record of

a pulsing life which had learnt too well, for its years, of the dust

and ashes of things, of the cruelty of lust and the fragility of

love.

Next day the weather was bad, but she trudged on, the honesty,

directness, and impartiality of elemental enmity disconcerting her

but little. Her object being a winter's occupation and a winter's

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