understand it. Personal death still was a thing beyond comprehension.
He was still on his back when the door behind him opened.
He couldn’t turn; it hurt too much. He lay there and listened to footsteps approach the bed, then stop. He looked up but the person hadn’t come into view yet. My executioner, he thought, the justice of this new society. He closed his eyes and waited.
The shoes moved again until he knew the person was by the cot. He tried to swallow but his throat was too dry. He ran his tongue over his lips.
“Are you thirsty?”
He looked up with dulled eyes at her and suddenly his heart began throbbing. The increased blood flow made the pain billow up and swallow him for a moment. He couldn’t cut off the groan of agony. He twisted his head on the pillow, biting his lips and clutching at the blanket feverishly. The red spot grew bigger.
She was on her knees now, patting perspiration from his brow, touching his lips with a cool, wet cloth. The pain began to subside slowly and her face came into gradual focus. Neville lay motionless, staring at her with pain- filled eyes.
“So,” he finally said.
She didn’t answer. She got up and sat on the edge of the bed. She patted his brow again. Then she reached over his head and he heard her pouring water into a glass.
The pain dug razors into him as she lifted his head a little so he could drink. This is what they must have felt when the pikes went into them, he thought. This cutting, biting agony, the escape of life’s blood.
His head fell back on the pillow.
“Thank you,” he murmured.
She sat looking down, at him, a strange mixture of sympathy and detachment on her face. Her reddish hair was drawn back into a tight cluster behind her head and clipped there. She looked very clean-cut and self- possessed.
“You wouldn’t believe me, would you?” she said.
A little cough puffed out his cheeks. His mouth opened and he sucked in some of the damp morning air.
“I—believed you,” he said.
“Then why didn’t you go?”
He tried, to speak but the words jumbled together. His throat moved and he drew in another faltering breath.
“I—couldn’t,” he muttered. “I almost went several times. Once I even packed and—started out. But I couldn’t, I couldn’t—go. I was too used to the—the house. It was a habit, just—just like the habit of living. I got— used to it.”
Her eyes ran over his sweat-greased face and she pressed her lips, together as she patted his forehead again.
“It’s too late now,” she said then. “You know that, don’t you?”
Something clicked in his throat as he swallowed.
“I know,” he said.
He tried to smile but his lips only twitched.
“Why did you fight them?” she said. “They had orders to bring you in unharmed. If you hadn’t fired at them they wouldn’t have harmed you.”
His throat, contracted.
“What difference—” he gasped.
His eyes closed and he gritted his teeth tightly to force back the pain.
When he opened them again she was still there. The expression on her face had not changed.
His smile was weak and tortured.
“Your—your society is—certainly a fine one,” he gasped. “Who are those—those gangsters who came to get me? The—the council of justice?”
Her look was dispassionate. She’s changed, he thought suddenly.
“New societies are always primitive,” she answered. “You should know that. In a way we’re like a revolutionary group—repossessing society by violence. It’s inevitable. Violence is no stranger to you. You’ve killed. Many times.”
“Only to—to survive.”
“That’s exactly why we’re killing,” she said calmly. “To survive. We can’t allow the dead to exist beside the living. Their brains are impaired, they exist for only one purpose. They have to be destroyed. As one who killed the dead and the living, you know that.”
The deep breath he took made the pain wrench at his insides. His eyes were stark with pain as he shuddered. It’s got to end soon, he thought. I can’t stand much more of this. No, death did not frighten him. He didn’t understand it, but he didn’t fear it either.
The swelling pain sank down and the clouds passed from his eyes. He looked up at her calm face.
“I hope so,” he said. “But—but did you see their faces when they—they killed?” His throat moved convulsively. “Joy,” he mumbled. “Pure joy.”
Her smile was thin and withdrawn. She has changed, he thought, entirely.
“Did you ever see your face,” she asked, “when you killed?” She patted his brow with the cloth. “I saw it— remember? It was frightening. And you weren’t even killing then, you were just chasing me.”
He closed his eyes. Why am I listening to her? he thought. She’s become a brainless convert to this new violence.
“Maybe you did see joy on their faces,” she said. “It’s not surprising. They’re young. And they are killers— assigned killers, legal killers. They’re respected for their killing, admired for it. What can you expect from them? They’re only fallible men. And men can learn to enjoy killing. That’s an old story, Neville. You know that.”
He looked up at her. Her smile was the tight, forced smile of a woman who was trying to forgo being a woman in favor of her dedication.
“Robert Neville,” she said, “the last of the old race.”
His face tightened.
“Last?” he muttered, feeling the heavy sinking of utter loneliness in him.
“As far as we know,” she said casually. “You’re quite unique, you know. When you’re gone, there won’t be anyone else like you within our particular society.”
He looked toward the window.
“Those are—people—outside,” he said.
She nodded. “They’re waiting.”
“For my death?’
“For your execution,” she said.
He felt himself tighten as he looked up at her.
“You’d better hurry,” he said, without fear, with a sudden defiance in his hoarse voice.
They looked at each other for a long moment. Then something seemed to give in her. Her face grew blank.
“I knew it,” she said softly. “I knew you wouldn’t be afraid.”
Impulsively she put her hand over his.
“When I first heard that they were ordered to your house, I was going to go there and warn you. But then I knew that if you were still there, nothing would make you go. Then I was going to try to help you escape after they brought you in. But they told me you’d been shot and I knew that escape was impossible too.”
A smile flitted over her lips.
“I’m glad you’re not afraid,” she said. “You’re very brave.” Her voice grew soft. “Robert.”
They were silent and he felt her hand tighten on his.
“How is it you can—come in here?” he asked then.
“I’m a ranking officer in the new society,” she said.
His hand stirred under hers.
“Don’t—let it get—” He coughed up blood. “Don’t let it get—too brutal. Too heartless.”
“What can I—” she started, then stopped. She smiled at him. “I’ll try,” she said.
