I recognized him: Philip, the trusted freedman who had accompanied Pompey ashore.
'Please,' he said. 'I can't do it myself. He's too heavy. I'm too weary. I saw you on the galley before we left. You were standing with Cornelia. Did you know him well? Did you fight beside him? I thought I knew all his friends, but…'
I tried to rise, but my limbs were still made of lead. Philip helped me roll to my side, onto all fours. I rose to my knees, feeling them sink into the wet sand. Philip's hand on my shoulder steadied me.
The beach was deserted. The pavilions were gone; the soldiers had all vanished. The quietness of the place was eerie; I heard only the gentle murmur of waves and the low droning of flies.
I turned my head and gazed at the sea. The same thin haze that blanched the sky obscured the distant horizon. In that uncertain expanse of flat water, there was not a sail to be seen. Earth and sea were both empty, but not so the sky; I looked up and saw carrion birds circling.
Philip slipped his hands under my armpits and lifted, eager to bring me to my feet. He was a small fellow, but obviously quite strong, certainly stronger than I was. He claimed to need my help, but from the look in his eyes, I knew it was my company he wanted, the presence of another living mortal in that place of desolation. Philip didn't want to be alone, and when he led me down the beach to the place where the royal skiff had landed, I saw why.
The skiff was gone. 'Where…?' I began to say. 'They loaded it onto a wagon. Can you believe it? They brought it here just to bring Pompey ashore, and when it was over, they cleaned out the blood with buckets of seawater, then turned the boat upside-down and loaded it onto a wagon and carried it off, over those low hills. The whole army did an about-face and vanished in a matter of minutes. It was uncanny, as if they were phantoms. You'd almost think they'd never even been here.'
But the army of King Ptolemy had indeed been here, and the proof lay at our feet, surrounded by a swarm of buzzing flies. Someone-Philip, I presumed-had dragged the corpses of Macro and his fellow centurion onto the beach and laid them on their backs, side by side. Next to them was the slave who had accompanied the party to act as scribe. He lay beside his box of writing materials, his tunic stained with blood from several wounds.
'He must have gotten in the way when Achillas and Salvius clambered back aboard the boat with their swords,' said Philip. 'They had no reason to kill him. They didn't kill me. The poor scribe simply got in the way.'
I nodded to show that I understood, then turned my eyes at last upon the sight I had been avoiding. Beside the bodyguards and the scribe lay the naked remains of Pompey the Great, a mangled body without a head. It was around his corpse, and especially around the clotted blood where the neck had been severed, that flies swarmed in greatest profusion.
'They took his head,' said Philip, his voice breaking. 'They cut it off and carried it away like a trophy! And his finger…'
I saw that a finger had been cut from the corpse's right hand; a smaller swarm of flies buzzed about the bloody stump.
'To take his ring, you see. They couldn't just remove it. They cut off his finger and threw it in the sand, or in the surf-who knows where…' Philip sobbed and in a sudden frenzy stripped off his tunic, using it as a scourge to snap at the flies. They dispersed, only to come back in greater numbers.
Philip gave up the effort and spoke through sobs. 'I managed to strip off his clothes. I washed his wounds with seawater. Even so, the flies won't go away. We must build a funeral pyre. There must be enough driftwood, scattered up and down the beach. I've gathered some, but we need more. You'll help me, won't you?'
I gazed at Pompey's corpse and nodded. As a young man, he had been famous for his beauty as well as his bravery. His physique had been that of a young Hercules, his chest and shoulders thick with muscle, his waist narrow, his limbs beautifully molded. Like most men, he had grown softer and thicker with passing time; the sagging lump of flesh at my feet was nothing any sculptor would have seen fit to reproduce in marble. Looking at what remained of Pompey, I felt neither pity nor revulsion. This thing was not Pompey, any more than the head with which the Egyptians had absconded was Pompey. Pompey had been an essence, a force of nature, a will that commanded fantastic wealth, fleets of warships, legions of warriors. The thing at my feet was not Pompey. Nonetheless, it would have to be disposed of. As far as I knew, Neptune himself had saved me from watery oblivion for the singular purpose of paying homage to Pompey's remains.
'He should have died at Pharsalus,' said Philip. 'Not like this, but at a time and in the manner of his own choosing. When he knew that all was lost, he made up his mind to do so. 'Help me, Philip,' he said. 'Help me keep up my courage. I've lost the game, and I have no stomach for the aftermath. Let this place be the end of me, let the history books say, 'The Great One died at Pharsalus.' ' But at the last instant, he lost his nerve. Pompey the Great quailed and fled, with me running after him to keep up. Only to come to this, with his head carried off as a trophy for the king!'
Philip dropped to his knees on the sand and wept. I turned away and scanned the beach for bits of driftwood.
The sun reached its zenith and sank toward the west, and still we gathered wood, venturing farther and farther up and down the beach. Philip insisted that we build three pyres, one for the murdered scribe, another for the two centurions, and another, conspicuously larger than the others, for Pompey. By the time the pyres were built and the bodies laid atop them, the sun was sinking into the west, and shadows were gathering. Philip started a fire with kindling and flint, and set the pyres alight.
As darkness fell and the flames leaped up, I wondered if Cornelia, aboard her galley, would be able to see her husband's funeral pyre as a speck of light in the far distance. I wondered if Bethesda, wherever she was, would be able to see the same flame, and if it would remind her of the Pharos, and make her weep, as I wept that night, at the twist of fate that had turned a journey of hope into a journey of despair.
CHAPTER V
My body exhausted, my mind numb, I fell asleep that night with the flames of Pompey's funeral pyre dancing on my eyelids and the smell of his charred flesh in my nostrils. I slept like a dead man.
Hunger woke me. I had eaten nothing the previous day, and very little the day before. My stomach growled as I stirred from a dream of fish roasting on an open spit. I smelled cooked fish; the fantasy was so real that it stayed with me even after I opened my eyes.
I was lying on my back on the sand. The sun was high. I blinked at the brightness and raised a hand to shade my eyes, then the figure of a man blocked the sunlight. I saw him only as a looming silhouette, but I knew at once that it was not Philip, for this man was much bigger. I gave a start and skittered back on my elbows, then gave another start as something sharp was poked toward me. My stomach fairly roared with hunger. The thing in the man's hand was a sharpened stick; on the stick was a roasted fish, hot from the flames.
The man above me made a familiar grunt as he poked the fish toward me again in a gesture of offering.
'Rupa?' I whispered. 'Is that you?' I shaded my eyes and squinted, and glimpsed his face clearly for only an instant before tears obscured my vision.
I blinked them away and reached for the spit. The next thing I knew, the spit in my hand held only the skeleton of a fish, and my stomach had stopped growling. Above me, Rupa grinned.
I wiped my mouth and looked up the beach, to the spot where Rupa had dug a pit in the sand and filled it with coals from the funeral pyres. Two pieces of driftwood on either side served to hold the spits, upon which more fish were roasting. I looked toward the water and saw Androcles and Mopsus, along with Philip, wading naked in the surf, armed with sharpened sticks and their own tunics to serve as nets. While I watched, Androcles deftly speared a fish and held it proudly aloft, laughing with delight.
I scanned the beach and felt a stab of panic. 'But where is-?'
'Here, Husband.'
I turned my head and saw that Bethesda sat on a hillock of sand behind me, leaning back against our traveling trunk. She gave me a weary smile. I drew myself beside her and rested my head on her lap. She gently stroked my forehead. I sighed and closed my eyes. The sun was warm on my face. The sound of the gentle surf was like a lullaby; gone were the flies of the day before. My body was rested, my hunger satisfied, and Bethesda restored to me, all in the span of a single minute. I blinked and looked up at her. I reached up to touch her face to
