'But Clodius was alive. He was stiff and limping and bloody, and they had to help him into the litter — but he was alive, I assure you, unless dead men can walk and talk. He was still alive! And my husband was dead, lying at the foot of these stairs. Why are you doing this to me?' Suddenly she turned and ran down the stairs, weeping at last
I looked out the window, staring hard at the empty road, as if by concentration alone I could conjure up the lemures of the dead to re-enact their final moments of life. Oh, what a grand and terrible power that would be!
XXXV
It was twilight when we arrived at the house of Sextus Tedius. I was very hungry and very tired of riding. I told the boys to watch the horses and sent Davus ahead of me to rap on the door.
The doorkeeper took a long time to answer, and even longer to confer with his master and return. At last I was invited inside.
Sextus Tedius received me in the same room as before. The windows were opened to show the town of Aricia below, a pool of pale blue shadows surmounted by rooftops glinting with the last of the day's sunlight. Tedius sat upright in his old-fashioned backless chair. Despite the warmth of the day, a blanket was thrown over his legs. It was the left leg that was crippled, I remembered. He ran a dark, leathery hand through his white hair and appraised me shrewdly.
'I remember you,' he said. 'Pompey's man. The one who came around asking all the questions.'
'Not all the questions I should have asked, apparently.'
'Have you come here again, 'on behalf of the Great One', as I believe you put it before?'
'In a way, yes. Pompey hired me to find out everything I could about the incident on the Appian Way. I thought I had done that, but I appear to have been mistaken.'
'Speak plainly.'
'I intend to. I hope you'll do the same, Sextus Tedius.' He raised an eyebrow at this, but said nothing. 'Is your daughter here?' I asked.
'I can't imagine that my daughter's whereabouts could be of any concern to you.'
'Nonetheless, I should like very much to speak to both of you together.'
He lowered his white brows and studied me for a long moment. 'You know something, don't you?'
'I know more now than I did an hour ago. I should like to know everything.'
'Ah, to know everything! What a curse that would be for a mortal. Tedia!' He raised his voice. 'Tedia, come into the room and join us.'
His daughter emerged from the hallway. She was dressed as I had seen her before, without jewellery or makeup and wearing a white linen mantle over her head, tied with a blue ribbon at the back. She stood rigidly upright with a grim look on her face.
'Tedia always eavesdrops on my conversations,' said Sextus Tedius. 'It makes it much easier for me to remember all the details afterwards.'
'My father and I have no secrets from one another.' She stood behind him and laid her hands on his shoulders.
'I saw your father testify at the trial, repeating the same story he told to me. I thought you were determined to keep him away from the trial, Tedia.'
'In the end it seemed better to make an appearance,' she said. 'Clodius was sent back to Rome in our litter, after all. To have refused to explain how that occurred could have excited… comment.'
'I see. And the story you told, Tedius, was entirely credible, after all. You merely left out certain details, such as the fact that Clodius was alive when you came upon him.'
'How do you know that?' said Tedia. She began to knead her father's shoulder, in the same way that I had seen her nervously wring her hands at our first meeting. 'If one of our slaves has talked — '
'Your slaves are loyal. There was another witness.'
'Not at the trial.'
'No, the witness was away from Rome that day — down in Rhegium, I was told.'
Sextus Tedius winced almost imperceptibly. His daughter had squeezed his shoulder too hard. 'Clodius deserved to die,' she said.
'Perhaps. Yet I saw you weep when Fulvia testified.'
'A woman can feel pity for a widow without feeling sorry that her husband is dead.'
'I see. And how, exactly, did Clodius die?' I held my breath. I had no means to compel her to speak, if she chose not to. Her father reached up and clutched one of her hands with a gesture of restraint, but she seemed not to notice. Her face was adamant.
'I killed him,' she said.
'But how? Why?'
'Why?' Her voice rose. 'Because a more impious man never blighted the earth. You must have learned of his crimes when you were pestering everyone on this mountain. He cut down the sacred grove of Jupiter, merely to add some rooms to his house. Imagine, evicting a god to make room for himself! And what he did to the Vestals was unspeakable, driving them from their ancient house, defrauding them, treating them like common business rivals to be cheated and driven into the dirt. Did he think he could commit such crimes and go unpunished?'
'Publius Clodius had been committing many crimes of many sorts for years, without being punished,' I said.
'All the more reason that the time had come,' said Tedia sternly.
'He was alive when you came upon him at the inn…' 'Very much alive.' 'But near death, surely.'
'How can you say that? Were you there to judge? I shall tell you how it was — '
'Daughter!' Sextus Tedius scowled and shook his head.
'Father, I have nothing to be ashamed of, and nothing to fear. It began as my father told you — we were on our way to Rome, we came upon. Milo in the aftermath of the skirmish, he lied and told us there were bandits about. I was afraid and wanted to turn back, but my father insisted that we press on, and so we did. The goddess Vesta was guiding us that day, I have no doubt of that. We arrived at the inn in Bovillae and saw the carnage there. I thought I would faint from fright, I felt such a tremor and a coldness inside me. Now I know it was only the goddess stirring in me, preparing me for the task at hand.
'There were bodies scattered in the road, blood everywhere. It was strange, to come to a place one has seen so many times and passed without a thought — such a common, familiar, ordinary place — and to witness such horror and devastation. Everything seemed unreal, as if I were delirious with fever. I helped my father from the litter and we walked among the bodies. There was no one to be helped; they were all dead.
'Then we heard a voice from inside the tavern, a thin, weak cry for help: Clodius appeared at the door. His clothes were torn. He was wounded. He clutched a blood-soaked rag to his shoulder. He spoke through gritted teeth. 'Help me,' he said.'
'All the others had died defending him, you see,' said Sextus Tedius. 'His men were loyal, no one can deny that.'
'He staggered out of the tavern,' Tedia continued, 'He tripped and dropped to his knees, then rolled onto his back, groaning and keeping his shoulder from touching the ground. He seemed comfortable that way, lying on his back. We leaned over him. His voice was hoarse and strained, hardly more than a whisper. 'Take me home,' he said. 'Not back to the villa — they'll look for me there. Take me to Rome in your litter. Hide me from them!' 'From the bandits?' said my father. And Clodius laughed! A hissing, hateful laugh — what perfect white teeth he had! 'The only bandits on this road are Milo's gladiators,' he said. 'They chased me here and tried to kill me, but something scared them off Quickly, hide me in your litter!' So we helped him to his feet and then into the litter. I could see that my father was uncertain what to do next. I drew him aside, where the slaves couldn't hear.'
Tedius grunted. 'I'd have sent him back to his villa, whether he wanted to go there or not, but Milo was in the way. I had no intention oftrying to slip by Milo, making myself a spy in the service of that jackal Clodius. Nor did I wish to hand Clodius over to that liar Milo. Perhaps if we'd left him there, he'd simply have bled to death, or Milo's
