sucked in the pain and did not move. 'As it happens, Bevard encountered another such outlander, at Westcott. A man veiled to his sight. Do you suppose all outlanders can see ghosts and are therefore veiled, Harishil?'
'I wouldn't know. I'm not 'all outlanders.''
'Be respectful, you ass.'
'Quiet, Yordenas. Harishil, I want you to track down this outlander captain Bevard encountered at Westcott. We have reason to believe he may be related to, or the same man as, the one who captained Olossi's militia to victory.'
'What about Yordenas and Bevard? What will they be doing?'
'Their duties are not yours to inquire after, but as it happens, I am willing to tell you so you can see what rewards you can expect if you succeed. Bevard will accompany the camp followers to Walshow and afterward take temporary command of the northern region and assizes. He'll be scouting Haldia for signs of
the two cloaks who ran from us — obviously we can't trust you with that task given your relationship with the woman called Marit. Yordenas will take part in the attack on Nessumara, to improve his command skills.'
'I'd rather go to Walshow,' said Hari.
Yordenas snorted. 'I'm surprised they're letting you go off on your own at all. They don't trust you, Hari. Nor should they, you being a cursed outlander and all.'
'Then why don't they release me?' retorted Hari in a voice Shai would once have heard as bold and forthright and now recognized as angry with reckless despair.
The pressure of the foot lifted. Shai let out breath, sucked in, and almost choked on a lungful of dust and a stray wisp of straw that caught in his throat.
T can call a soldier in,' said Lord Radas as calmly as if he were suggesting a tray of tea, 'and have him stick his sword in your guts. Once. Twice. A third time.'
'No. No. No: I'll go, as you command.'
'Coward,' said Yordenas.
Hari said nothing.
Shai gritted his teeth and swallowed a sneeze.
'Be ready to leave at dawn on your new mission.' Lord Radas's footfalls moved toward the entrance. 'Bring me the head of this outlander captain who Bevard says is veiled.'
'How am I to bring you his head if I have no weapon? Give me my staff, and I might manage it.'
'Your weapon is your ability to command others to kill him. You've yet to prove yourself to us. Do so, and I will give you your staff and a chance at a new command. One other thing. I was given a report that you interviewed an outlander today.'
'I interviewed more than one,' said Hari so easily that Shai's gut relaxed. Maybe Hari wouldn't betray him. 'Slaves, craven and weeping. Their hearts revealed nothing more than the misery of being torn from their homeland and forced to endure the lash of cruel masters. I let them go. Their masters were waiting. Just as mine do.'
T wonder if you are telling the truth,' said Lord Radas.
It seemed to Shai he could actually feel, like the brush of fingers, the man probing the tent, seeking what was hidden.
Hari said, 'You think it might have been more merciful to have them cleansed and thus released from servitude? I suppose so.'
'Don't tempt me,' said Lord Radas. The touch of poison eased; vanished. The man had left.
'You'll never manage to kill that outlander captain,' said Yordenas. 'You're a gods-rotted coward and a stinking outlander. I hate you.'
'Do you, truly? I don't care enough about you to hate you. Mosquitoes gripe me more. Run after the one whose boots you lick, eh?'
'You'll regret speaking this way to me.'
Hari laughed.
Yordenas's hot presence stamped out of the tent, and then it was cool and quiet and Hari whispered, 'Don't move, don't speak. We can hear better than you know.'
He apparently went outside, because it was silent for some time. Shai thought maybe he was getting a rash on his forehead where the coarse fibers were pressed against the skin. An outlander captain veiled to the sight of the demons. A man who could, like Shai, see ghosts. Obviously, they meant Hari to hunt down and kill Captain Anji.
With a shove, Shai was tumbled around and over and rolled gasping out of the carpet. Hari tugged him up to his feet, and Shai turned away to sneeze, three times. He wiped streaming eyes with the back of a hand. He had been so close to Lord Radas, and he had not acted. Yet how had he intended to strike?
'When they find out you're veiled, they'll kill you.' Hari grasped Shai's arm and pulled him around to face him. Hari's gaze bored deep, but Shai matched him until Hari shook his head in frustration. 'We have to get you out of camp before they find you. And they will find you. Someone will betray you. I'll betray you. Hu! How did you even get to the Hundred?'
'Father Mei sent me to bring back your bones.'
'You can't have walked all this way yourself!' His bitter laugh cracked. 'Those Qin soldiers I saw on the road with you months ago. They pinned me with arrows. The bastards! Did the Qin make you a soldier and slave, as they did me?'
Thinking of Mai, Shai shook his head. 'I am not soldier or slave. How can I kill Lord Radas?'
Hari flung himself away, walking again to the entrance and peering out as if he was sure Shai's words had carried outside the tent wall. Then he strode back. 'You can't.'
'Lord Radas threatened to have you killed.'
'No, only punished. He has a soldier stab me until I'm dead, but since I can't die, I live through the agony of dying and then I heal through pain worse than that of dying. Don't you remember how your Qin soldiers shot me full of arrows? How do you think I survived that?'
'Yet here you stand. A ghost, who yet lives.' He touched Hari's arm, but his brother jerked away. 'Didn't you ask him to release you?'
'Only a cloak can destroy a cloak. Five Guardians can judge one. You who are not prisoners of the cloak cannot kill us.' Tears shone in his eyes. 'Do not pity me.'
'I don't pity you! You pity yourself!'
Hari raised a hand to strike, then flung himself away, pressing that hand to the clasp that hooked his cloak around his throat.
'You don't have to be their prisoner! Just take it off!' Shai dogged Hari's steps, reaching for the cloak's elaborate clasp, but Hari shoved him so hard he fell onto the plush upholstery of the couch.
'It will burn you, kill you, if you touch it. You think I haven't seen Yordenas torture people? He forces them to touch his clasp until their flesh burns away to the bone!'
'Then release yourself!'
Hari's smile lit him with a flash of his old charm, but the reckless glint was twisted and bitter. 'Once started down this path, no one is ever content, little brother. Do you know why I'm their prisoner? I hate what I am, and yet I embrace it, because I fear the shadows that lie beyond the gate. Now that I am dead, I fear death more than anything. Just as she does.'
'She?'
'The cloak of Night. The one who woke me and taught me to know what I am. She fears death, too. We all fear death, who have suffered it. That's why we are what we are and why we do what we do.'
This could not be Harishil, best of brothers. This was his shell, inhabited by a demon.
The cloak ran a hand over his head, face creased, eyes tight, other hand in a fist. 'You must have come to the Hundred with the Qin. What do you know about an outlander captain? One who might be veiled?'
Shai looked the demon in the eye. His heart sang with grief, even as his mouth opened and his voice emerged with
astonishing evenness, the lie as easy as breathing. 'Nothing. If you'll give me safe passage out of camp, I'll accept it with thanks.'
'Captain Arras.'
Lord Twilight stood with his back to the captain. A single lamp burned, the flame's wavering light rippling
