Massengil looked at Dobbs.
Dobbs laughed and said, “Picayune, Sam. A technical ity. Patty Mendez is a good gal, but green. Not well- versed yet in all the red tape the bureaucrats throw at us. Dr. Delaware here was pretty rough on her. I’ve talked to her, set her straight.”
Massengil stared at him for an instant, then swung his eyes back to me. “You heard that. Let’s not go making a mountain out of a molehill.”
“How about we get back on track?” said Dobbs gently.
“Right,” said Massengil. “I want Lance involved. One way or the other. Plain and simple.”
I looked at Dobbs. Self-satisfied. In control. Suddenly I understood. All the cross-glances, hand signals.
The bond between them went beyond management seminars.
What they had was deeper.
Something with a parent/child flavor to it.
It explained the odd defensiveness Massengil had shown when I’d asked about Dobbs’s being on his team.
All of us. Not just
Patient and therapist? The bedrock of the community baring his psyche to Santa Claus?
Why not?
Psychotherapy under the guise of management seminars would be a nifty cover, legitimizing Dobbs’s presence in Massengil’s office and sparing Massengil the trip to the doctor’s office. Spiritual Growth in Service of the Soul… mind-probing disguised as “brainstorming.” The bills could be laundered among the office invoices…
Massengil’s thin voice snapped me back to the present. Making another speech. More gobbledygook about values…
I said, “Gentlemen, if that’s all, I’m on my way. And I expect to finish what I started without further interruption.”
“You’re making a big mistake,” said Massengil. “A damned big one.”
“No,
Massengil shot up and came around the desk. “You snotty fag bastard!” Froth had collected in the corners of his mouth. Flecks of it flew as he talked and one of them settled on his tie.
Dobbs looked pained. “Sam!” he said, struggling to his feet, trying to restrain the older man. But Massengil was strong for his age and fueled by rage. The two of them wrestled awkwardly for a moment. Then Dobbs said “Sam!” sharply, and Massengil stopped struggling.
He glowered at me from behind Dobbs’s sloping loden shoulder. “Loudmouthed snot.”
Dobbs turned and gave me a look-what-you’ve-done glare.
I said, “You have a very impolitic temper, Assemblyman.”
Massengil said, “Don’t worry, Lance. He’s out. You’re in. Got my word on it. Plain and simple.”
I said, “Assemblyman, here’s something plain and simple: The slightest attempt to interfere with my treatment and I’m going straight to the press. They don’t have many facts on the shooting itself, and you can bet they’ll be overjoyed to pick up a juicy side angle- political meddling.”
Massengil surged forward. “Now, you just-” Dobbs held him back but gave me a threatening look himself.
I walked to the door. “So juicy they’ll drool, Assemblyman. Doctors who aren’t doctors, a ‘crisis intervention’ program that hasn’t begun despite Dr. Dobbs’s inspired little TV speeches. A non-program that your office has already paid for. Sounds like poor fiscal policy at best, multiple fraud at worst. Someone’s going to want to know why- why the connection between you and Dr. Dobbs is so strong that you’re willing to stretch this far. At the very least there’ll be an ethics investigation. You know how those things get when they pick up momentum. So let’s see if those hungry newshounds think it’s picayune.”
The color drained from Massengil’s face. Dobbs’s face froze. He picked up his watch fob and began rubbing it hard.
I turned my back on them and left.
Beth Bramble was outside the office, smoking a long, pink, silver-tipped cigarette.
“Everything go okay?” she said, smiling. Squeezing the laugh back in.
“Peachy keen.” My jaws ached from tension and my voice was hoarse.
She stopped smiling, looked back at the office door.
“Don’t worry. He’s all right,” I said. “Still beloved.”
8
Good show of cool, but as I walked to the Seville the anger hit me. I found a pay phone near the yogurt place and put in a call to Milo. He was out and I left a message to phone. I went inside, bought a cup of coffee, drank it, and took a refill while standing at the counter. Lots of ambient conversation about pulse rates. Mine was racing.
I got out of there and drove to the school, traveling slowly, trying to settle down, arriving a little before eleven, still keyed up and not ready to face the kids.
I parked, did a little deep breathing, and got out of the car. Both the school cop and the crossbearer were gone. As I walked toward the gate a car came tooling slowly down the street. Silver-gray compact. Honda Accord in need of a wash, the body dimpled and scarred, the finish not much shinier than primer. But a single display of Kalifornia- kustom flair caught my eye: gleaming blackened windows that wrapped around the car like electrician’s tape, making the lackluster paintwork appear even more tarnished. Windows that would have seemed more in place on a stretch limo.
The little gray car stopped to let me cross, lingered, and continued cruising for a block before turning left. I walked onto the school grounds.
Linda was in her office, behind a pile of paperwork. When she saw me she swiveled, stood, and smiled. She was wearing a blue oxford button-down shirt and khaki skirt, brown boots with sensible low heels. The bit of leg that showed was smooth and white. Her hair was swept back and fastened at the temples with tortoise-shell barrettes, revealing small, close-set ears adorned with tiny gold studs.
“Hi. You’re early,” she said, pushing aside some papers.
“Got thrown off my schedule.”
Deep breathing or not, there was still ire in my voice.
She said, “What is it?”
I told her about the confrontation with Massengil and Dobbs, leaving out the part about Milo’s sexuality.
“The bastards,” she said and sat back down. “Trying to profit from tragedy.”
I took a chair opposite her.
“That’s what you get for being a nice guy,” she said.
“I wasn’t such a nice guy half an hour ago. When Massengil started leaning on me, things got hot. Hope I didn’t make things worse for you.”
“Don’t worry about it.” She sounded weary.
“How much damage can he do?”
“Nothing in the immediate, other than make more noise- which is unlikely after the shooting.” She thought for a moment. “I guess he
“He’s a strange one,” I said. “Really rough around the edges, not at all well-spoken.”
“What’d you expect? A statesman?”