“Novato was treated decently in this house. Feel free to ask him.”
“That’s not possible,” I said. “He’s dead.”
“Dead?” The shock froze his face, thawing gradually but not completely, leaving him with a distant look in his eyes. First reaction I’d seen out of him that I was certain was spontaneous.
“When did he die?”
“Last September.”
“September. Come to think of it, I don’t recall seeing him for a while.”
“Did Holly show any signs of being upset around that time?”
“Upset? No, not that I noticed. How did he die?”
“He was murdered.”
“Oh, my. By whom?”
“It’s unsolved. The police think it was some sort of drug deal gone bad.”
“The police… Do they think there’s some connection to Holly?”
“No. It just came up when they traced her former acquaintances.”
“Acquaintances,” he said. “One thing I can guarantee you is that Holly had
“I’m sure she didn’t.”
“She had nothing to do with shooting at children, either.” Pause. “But what if she got… caught up in something? If Novato got her into something.”
“Such as?”
“Some kind of corruption.”
He closed his eyes. A long silence passed and his face lost expression; taking his self-absorption under wraps. One of the laser printers spewed paper. Some of it fell to the floor. He ignored it, finally opened his eyes.
“Anything else?” he said, still sounding preoccupied.
“The police said it was your rifle she took to the school. Did she know how to shoot?”
“Not at all. She hated weapons. My firearms collection was the one part of the house she refused to clean. So that whole theory is nonsense.”
“She was found with the rifle.”
“That doesn’t make her a murderer. She could have been lured there, convinced to take the Remington with her.”
A flight of wishful thinking rapid enough to make my nose bleed. I said, “Lured how?”
“I don’t know. Yet. But this Novato situation gives me something to chew on. Perhaps one of his gang friends had something to do with it.”
“There’s no evidence he was involved with gangs.”
“In this city, drugs mean gangs.”
Another long silence.
I said, “When did yon notice the rifle was missing?”
“I didn’t, but that means nothing. I rarely looked at the collection- I’d lost interest in it.”
“Where do you keep the collection?”
He got up and took me back out into the hall. The door next to Holly’s room opened to a deep cedar closet lined with gun racks on three walls. The racks were empty. The floor had been vacuumed. The space smelled of machine oil and tarnish.
“The police took all of it,” he said. “Every piece. For
I counted eight slots on each of the three racks. “Nice size collection.”
“All long guns. Antiques, for the most part. Flintlocks. Black powder. In nonfunctional condition. I bought the lot as an investment when I was being discharged from the service. An old army acquaintance needed quick cash. They’ve performed quite nicely as investments, though I never bothered to sell because, frankly, I don’t need the money.”
Thinking of Holly’s poor marksmanship, I said, “What about the Remington?”
“What about it?”
“Was it a collector’s item too?”
“No, just a run-of-the-mill Remington. Legal and registered.”
“For hunting?”
He shook his head. “Used to hunt but haven’t since I was a boy. I was an excellent shot- won marksman’s ribbons in the army- but I had no reason to pursue it any further. The rifle was for personal protection.”
I said, “Did you have some brush with crime that led you to arm yourself?”
That amused him. “No, this was an ounce of prevention. Where I grew up- rural Wisconsin- guns are a part of any household, just like salt and meat and butter. No doubt you advocate gun control.”
“Why do you say that?”
“Being liberal- most mental health people are liberal, aren’t they? Stubborn believers in the basic goodness of humanity. In any event, I’m not apologetic about keeping arms, and the suggestion that somehow I’m to blame for what happened is absurd. Besides, Holly never shot at anyone- never would, never could. She didn’t know how to handle firearms. That’s why none of what they’re saying makes sense. Unless she was corrupted.”
“The night before the shooting,” I said, “did you hear her leave the house?”
“No,” he said. “I go to bed early. I’m an extremely sound sleeper.”
“Does the house have an alarm system?”
“Yes,” he said. “Though you’ll notice there’s no console pad in the entry hall. My system’s a good deal more subtle.”
“Did Holly know how to operate it?”
“Of course. She wasn’t imprisoned.”
“And she switched it off before she left?”
“The alarm never went off, so obviously she did. But she switched it on again- it was set when I woke up. I had no idea she’d left.”
“Was that typical of her when she left at night?”
“Leaving at
“Mr. Burden, Holly was seen taking walks around the neighborhood at night.”
More genuine surprise. “Well… she may have stepped out from time to time- to chase away a cat, or take some air. But by and large she stayed in her room. She had everything she needed right here.”
His stare was fierce. He looked at his watch. “I suppose that’s it for today.”
A statement, not a question.
I said, “Sure.”
He walked me to the door.
“So,” he said, “How’re we doing? What do you think?”
“We’re doing fine.”
He took hold of my sleeve. “She was an innocent, believe me. A
“Would she have reason to shoot a politician?”
He shook his head, exasperated. “I can’t help but feel, Doctor, that you’re still not grasping who she was, the way she lived. She never read the papers, never cared a whit about politics or current affairs or the outside world. She slept late, listened to her radio, did her dances, cleaned the house. Scrubbed it until it sparkled. At the proper time, she prepared simple meals for both of us- cold food. I did all the cooking when cooking was called for. She
He removed his glasses, held them up to the entry light and peered through them.
“It won’t be the same without her. I’ll be doing those things for myself now.”
