'No,' said the detective. 'Rich girl. Really rich. Lived in a fancy building uptown.'
'Well, isn't that a shame. What's it got to do with me?'
'This guy who came here,' Littlemore answered. 'We think he might be the killer.'
'Do you have any idea, Detective, how many men come through here on a Sunday night?'
'This guy would have been by himself. Tall, black hair, carrying a black case or bag or something.'
'Greta, do you remember anybody like that?'
'Let me think,' mused the dreamy Greta. 'No. Nobody.'
'Well, what do you want from me?' said Mrs Merrill. 'You heard her.'
'But the guy came here, ma'am. The cabbie left him off right outside your door.'
'Left him off? That doesn't mean he came in. I'm not the only house on the block.'
Littlemore nodded slowly. It seemed to him that Greta was a little too blase, and Mrs Merrill a little too eager to see him leave.
Chapter Thirteen
She had asked me to kiss her.
I was walking across town on Forty-second Street, but in my mind's eye I kept seeing Nora Acton's parted lips. I kept feeling her soft throat in my hands. I heard her whisper those two words.
President Hall's letter was in my vest pocket. I should have had only one thought in my head: how to deal with the potential ruination not only of next week's conference at Clark but of Dr Freud's entire reputation, at least in America. All I could see, however, was Miss Acton's mouth and closed eyes.
I didn't fool myself. I knew what her feelings for me were. I had seen it before, too many times. One of my Worcester patients, a girl named Rachel, used to insist on disrobing down to her waist at every analytic session. Each time she offered a new reason: an irregular heartbeat, a rib she feared broken, a throbbing pain in her lower back. And Rachel was just one of many. In all these cases I had never resisted temptation — because I had never been tempted. On the contrary, the emergence of seductive machinations in my analysands struck me as macabre.
Had my patients been more attractive, I doubt their behavior would have inspired in me the same feelings of unwholesomeness. I have no particular virtue. But these women weren't attractive. Most of them were old enough to be my mother. Their desire repulsed me. Rachel was different. She was appealing: long legs, dark eyes — a little close-set, to be sure — and a figure that would have been called good, or better than good. But she was aggressively neurotic, which has never enticed me.
I used to imagine other girls, prettier ones, consulting me. I used to imagine indescribable — but not impossible — events in my office. Thus it came to pass that whenever a new psychoanalytic patient first called on me, I found myself assessing her comeliness. As a result, I began to repulse myself, to the point where I wondered if I ought to continue holding myself out as an analyst. I hadn't taken on a new analytic patient all this summer — until Miss Acton.
And now she had invited me to kiss her. There was no hiding, from myself, what I wanted to do with her. I had never experienced so violent a desire to overpower, to possess. I very much doubted I was in the throes of the counter-transference. To be candid, I had felt the same desire practically the first instant I laid eyes on Miss Acton. But for her the case was clearly different. She was not just recovering from the trauma of a physical attack. More than this, the girl was suffering a transference of the most virulent strain.
She had shown every sign of disliking me until the moment when she felt her suppressed memories flooding back, released by the physical pressure I had applied to her neck. At that moment, I became for her some kind of masterful figure. Before then, dislike was too mild a term. She hated me; she said so. After that moment, she wanted to give herself to me — or so she thought. For it was plain as newsprint, sorry though I was to admit it, that this love she felt, if love it could be called, was an artifact, a fiction created by the intensity of the analytic encounter.
Although I have no memory of crossing Sixth or Seventh Avenue, I found myself abruptly in the middle of Times Square. I went to the roof garden at Hammerstein's Victoria, where I was to have met Freud and the others for lunch. The roof garden was a theater in its own right, with a raised stage, terraces, box seats, and a roof of its own fifty feet overhead. The show, a high-wire act, was still going. The tightrope artist was a bonneted French girl, clad in a sky-blue dress and blue stockings. Each time she threw out her parasol for balance, the well-dressed women in the audience would scream in unison. I have never understood why audiences react that way: surely the person on the high wire is only pretending to be in danger.
I couldn't find the others. I was obviously too late; they must have gone on. So I went back up to Brill's building on Central Park West, where I knew they would eventually return. No one answered the buzzer. I crossed the street and took a seat on a bench, quite by myself, Central Park behind me. From my briefcase I pulled out Hall's letter. After rereading it at least a half dozen times, I finally put it away and took out some other reading matter — I need hardly say what it was.
'You have them?' Coroner Hugel demanded of Louis Riviere, head of photographic facilities, in the basement of police headquarters.
'I am varnishing now,' called out Riviere, standing over a sink in his darkroom.
'But I left the plates for you at seven this morning,' Hugel protested. 'Surely they're ready.'
'Be tranquil, if you please,' said Riviere, switching on a light. 'Come in. You can look at them.'
Hugel entered the darkroom and pored over the pictures with nervous excitement. He went through the plates rapidly, one by one, casting aside those in which he was not interested. Then he stopped, gazing at a close- up of the girl's neck, showing a prominent circular mark.
'What's this, here, on the girl's throat?' he asked.
'A bruise, no?' said Riviere.
'No ordinary bruise would be so perfectly circular,' the coroner replied, taking off his glasses and bringing the picture within an inch of his face. The photograph showed a grainy, round black spot against an almost white neck. 'Louis, where is your glass?'
Riviere produced what looked like an inverted shot glass. The coroner snatched it from his hands, placed it on the photograph where the dark spot was, and put his eye to it. 'I have him!' he cried. 'I have him!'
From outside the darkroom came Detective Littlemore s voice. 'What is it, Mr Hugel?'
'Littlemore,' said Hugel, 'you're here. Excellent.'
'You asked me to come, Mr Hugel.'
'Yes, and now you'll see why,' said the coroner, gesturing for Littlemore to look through Riviere's magnifying glass. The detective complied. Under magnification, the grainy lines inside the black circle resolved into a more distinct figuring.
'Say,' said Littlemore, 'are those letters?'
'They are indeed,' replied the coroner triumphantly. 'Two letters.'
'There's something funny about them,' Littlemore went on. 'They don't look right. The second one could be a J. The first one — I don't know.'
'They don't look right because they are backward, Mr Littlemore,' said the coroner. 'Louis, explain to the detective why the letters are backward.'
Riviere looked through the glass. 'I see them: two letters, interlocking. If they are backward, then the one on the right, which Monsieur Littlemore called J, is not J but G.'
'Correct,' said the coroner.
'But why,' Riviere asked, 'should the writing be backward?'
'Because, gentlemen, it is an imprint left on the girl's neck by the murderer's tiepin.' Hugel paused for dramatic effect. 'Recall that the murderer used his own silk tie to strangle Miss Riverford. He was clever enough to remove that tie from the murder scene. But he made one mistake. On his tie, when he committed the act, was his pin — a pin embossed with his own monogram. By chance, the pin was in direct contact with the soft, sensitive skin of the girl's throat. Because of the extreme and lengthy pressure, the monogram left an impression on her neck, just as a tight ring will leave an indentation on the finger. This imprint, gentlemen, records the murderer's initials as
