'John said it was like when you reconciled a checkbook. If you're off even one dollar you can't just forget it, because that one dollar could be hiding a much bigger error.'
'So, what do we do?'
'We start over. Start with Smiley's backstory again. Work it from the ground up.'
'You kidding? We've probably got SEB and SRT running around killing each other. We're under heavy pressure from your chief, my sheriff, your wife, and every cop and deputy in L. A. We have to find something fast that we can take to the D. A. Something that will allow them to sack up those two units until they can get it sorted out.'
'Look, I don't…'
'No. Listen. If any other cop gets sniped on either side, you and I both go in the bag and stay there.'
'But, what if all the theories they're working on are wrong? What if we're building this investigation on a bad foundation? If we are, we'll never come out at the right place.'
She studied me for a long moment, then pushed her plate away. 'Are you asking me?' she said.
'Yeah. Damn right,' I answered. 'Since we finally agree we're in this together, just tell me where you think we oughta go from here. I'm open for suggestions, but we have a lot of stuff that doesn't line up, and I only know one way to do it, and that's to start over.'
She sat for a long time, then took her wallet out of her purse, opened it, and threw ten bucks on the table.
'You don't have to buy lunch,' I said.
'Don't you wish. Get your dough out, Scully. Since I guess I'm going on this dumb-ass, career-ending ride with you, the least you can do is pay your half of the food bills.' She got up without waiting for an answer and walked out of the restaurant.
We had a truce. I think.
Chapter 28
The way it was explained to me by my stressed and emotionally frayed wife, two plainclothes lieutenants from the Warrant Control Office, along with an LAPD Special Weapons and Tactics Team, under the command of a captain from our Internal Affairs Division, drove out to 130 South Fetterly Avenue in East L. A. and served a search warrant on the captain in charge of the Sheriff's Enforcement Bureau. Scott Cook, who had commanded the Gray team at Hidden Ranch and his scout, Rick Manos, watched angrily as two LAPD SWAT team members in body armor collected five Tango 51s and seven 40-X long guns. They were put in one of the sheriff's ARVs to be driven out to Spring Ranch and test fired.
A warrant was also served on SRT by two SWAT teams about an hour later, at 4 p. M. SRT had nine AR-15s, which were very versatile weapons that could be switched in seconds from a sniper rifle to a fully automatic carbine simply by swapping the upper receiver. All nine SRT guns were picked up and taken out to their training facility in Moorpark to be test fired.
The collection of the weapons had gone down without incident, but Alexa told me that nobody was happy about it. 'An insult,' is what she'd heard Scott Cook had called it.
In the past I'd found out that the best way to get the pieces of a confusing case to line up correctly was to focus my head on something else for a while. Let some fresh air in. It was five in the afternoon when I called home, and Delfina told me that Chooch had driven out to Agoura High to run his first Pop Warner football practice for the Rams. I was only a few miles away, so I said good-bye to Jo and drove over.
The high school was in the foothills, not far from where this had all started. I parked behind the athletic building and walked around the big fieldhouse until I saw the practice fields on a terraced level about five feet above me. There were fences everywhere. The Agoura High football team was also running a practice using the two full- sized fields, but the Rams were on a fifty-yard overflow field on the far right. The problem was, I kept hitting locked gates when I tried to get up there. I had to ask a student for directions.
'Gotta go around by the administration building.' Then he added: 'You can't get there from here.'
Story of my life.
I eventually found my way onto the grass, snuck up into the bleachers a short distance away, and watched Chooch without letting him know I was here. He had a clipboard under his arm, a walking cast on his foot, and was working with two twelve-year-old quarterbacks. Both boys were wearing red no-contact jerseys, watching Chooch, with his broken foot, trying to demonstrate how to throw a quick out off a three-step drop.
Across the field, Sonny Lopez was working with the linemen- the wide bodies, such as they were. The heaviest kid on the field was still under 170.
Finally Chooch blew a whistle. 'Okay, everybody over here and take a knee,' he yelled.
The twenty or so members of the team surged toward him. You could spot the serious athletes from the wannabes, even from where I was sitting in the bleachers. The committed players ran all the way to Chooch, some even raced each other. The other kids, the ones who were just there for their fathers, walked. I got up from the bleacher seat, and, trying to stay unobserved, moved down closer so I could hear.
'Okay,' Chooch said, 'good warm-ups. In a minute we'll start walking through plays, then do a half hour of scrimmage. I'm not gonna have all of your names for a while, so when I talk to you, if I don't call you by name, you guys tell me who you are. I'll get it straight pretty quick.'
I watched Sonny Lopez pulling a blocking sled out of the way, getting the short field ready for play.
'I've been studying Coach Rojas's offense, and even though I've never had much experience with a Veer, this one looks good. But I'm gonna have to put you guys through some new speed tests. Forty-yard dashes. Sorry about that, but I need to see for myself where the quickness is.'
The kids were a little subdued, all of them down on one knee, helmets off, looking at the grass instead of at Chooch.
He sensed it, so he said, 'On this team, anybody can say anything. I'm only a few years older than you guys. I'm your coach, but I also want to be a friend. I feel a lot of stuff going on under the surface-stuff you're thinking about me, or what happened to Coach Rojas. We gotta get that all behind us if we want to have a winning spirit.'
Nobody looked at him.
'I want you guys to tell me what you're thinking. How you feel about all this-Coach Rojas dying. If it's on your mind, let's get it out in the open and deal with it.'
Still nothing.
'Can't somebody please say something?' he said, smiling slightly.
One of the larger boys in the back raised his hand. He was an African-American wearing number 58 on his jersey. Probably a linebacker.
'Yeah,' Chooch pointed at him.
'How come we…'
'First gimme your name,' Chooch said.
'Deshawn Zook.'
My blood chilled a little.
'Okay, Deshawn. How come what?'
'How come we gotta play for you when your dad is trying to fuck ours?'
I almost got up and walked over to Chooch to answer that, but before I could move Chooch was talking.
'I know most of you guys have sheriffs for dads, and I know a lot is going on between the LAPD and the sheriffs right now, but whatever happens down there, it isn't part of this team. This team is about us. You and me. It's about our values and how much we want to win, for ourselves and each other. It's about that and nothing else.'
Now they were listening. Most had their heads up watching him.
'I was friends with Emo Rojas. That's why I'm here. I wanted to do this for him. What happens between our fathers can't be part of what happens on this field, but I'll tell you this, Deshawn, my dad is one of the fairest
