spring, was now faded and peeling, though, and spiders had spun silk in the boat's bow.
Hal laid hold of the boat and pulled it down the ramp to the little shingle of beach.
The fishing trips had been one of the best parts of his childhood with Uncle Will and Aunt Ida. He had a feeling that Bill felt much the same. Uncle Will was ordinarily the most taciturn of men, but once he had the boat positioned to his liking, some sixty or seventy yards offshore, lines set and bobbers floating on the water, he would crack a beer for himself and one for Hal (who rarely drank more than half of the one can Uncle Will would allow, always with the ritual admonition from Uncle Will that Aunt Ida must never be told because 'she'd shoot me for a stranger if she knew I was givin you boys beer, don't you know'), and wax expansive. He would tell stories, answer questions, rebait Hal's hook when it needed rebaiting; and the boat would drift where the wind and the mild current wanted it to be.
'How come you never go right out to the middle, Uncle Will'?' Hal had asked once.
'Look overside there,' Uncle Will had answered.
Hal did. He saw the blue water and his fish line going down into black.
'You're looking into the deepest part of Crystal Lake,' Uncle Will said, crunching his empty beer can in one hand and selecting a fresh one with the other. 'A hundred feet if she's an inch. Amos Culligan's old Studebaker is down there somewhere. Damn fool took it out on the lake one early December, before the ice was made. Lucky to get out of it alive, he was. They'll never get that Stud out, nor see it until Judgment Trump blows.
Lake's one deep sonofawhore right here, it is. Big ones are right here, Hal. No need to go out no further. Let's see how your worm looks. Reel that sonofawhore right in.' Hal did, and while Uncle Will put a fresh crawler from the old Crisco tin that served as his bait box on his hook, he stared into the water, fascinated, trying to see Amos Culligan's old Studebaker, all rust and waterweed drifting out of the open driver's side window through which Amos had escaped at the absolute last moment, waterweed festooning the steering wheel like a rotting necklace, waterweed dangling from the rearview mirror and drifting back and forth in the currents like some strange rosary. But he could see only blue shading to black, and there was the shape of Uncle Will's night crawler, the hook hidden inside its knots, hung up there in the middle of things, its own sun-shafted version of reality. Hal had a brief, dizzying vision of being suspended over a mighty gulf, and he had closed his eyes for a moment until the vertigo passed. That day, he seemed to recollect, he had drunk his entire can of beer.
He paused a moment, panting, and looked up at Petey, still watching anxiously.
'You want some help, Daddy'?'
'In a minute.' He had his breath again, and now he pulled the rowboat across the narrow strip of sand to the water, leaving a groove. The paint had peeled, but the boat had been kept under cover and it looked sound.
When he and Uncle Will went out. Uncle Will would pull the boat down the ramp, and when the bow was afloat, he would clamber in, grab an oar to push with and say 'Push me off, Hal... this is where you earn your truss!'
'Hand that bag in, Petey, and then give me a push.' he said. And, smiling a little, he added: 'This is where you earn your truss.' Percy didn't smile back. 'Am I coming, Daddy?'
'Not this time. Another time I'll take you out fishing, but not this time.' Petey hesitated. The wind tumbled his brown hair and a few yellow leaves, crisp and dry, wheeled past his shoulders and landed at the edge of the water, bobbing like boats themselves.
'You should have stuffed 'em,' he said. low.
'What?' But he thought he understood what Petey had meant.
'Put cotton over the cymbals. Taped it on. So it couldn't make that noise.' Hal suddenly remembered Daisy coming toward him not walking but lurching and how, quite suddenly, blood had burst from both of Daisy's eyes in a flood that soaked her ruff and pattered down on the floor of the barn, how she had collapsed on her forepaws... and on the still, rainy spring air of that day he had heard the sound, not muffled but curiously clear, coming from the attic of the house fifty feet away:
He had begun to scream hysterically, dropping the arm-load of wood he had been getting for the fire. He ran for the kitchen to get Uncle Will, who was eating scrambled eggs and toast, his suspenders not even up over his shoulders yet.
And later, terrified almost out of his mind but unable to help himself, Hal had crept up to the attic.
And when he came back to himself he had been crawling toward the monkey as if hypnotized. One hand had been outstretched to grasp the key. He scrambled backward then, and almost fell down the attic stairs in his haste—probably would have if the stairwell had not been so narrow. A little whining noise had been coming from his throat.
Now he sat in the boat, looking at Petey. 'Muffling the cymbals doesn't work,' he said. 'I tried it once.' Petey cast a nervous glance at the flight bag. 'What happened, Daddy'?'
'Nothing I want to talk about now,' Hal said, 'and nothing you want to hear about. Come on and give me a push.' Petey bent to it, and the stern of the boat grated along the sand. Hal dug in with an oar, and suddenly that
