Then Tennyson, who I totally forgot about, chimed in. “Bullies don’t change unless they want to,” Tennyson said. “Trust me, I know.”

We had to go to the authorities. We had to. This was a textbook case of abuse, and turning the man in was the right thing to do—no question. Except that this was Brewster Rawlins. If this were anyone else but Brew, I’d have gone straight to the Powers That Be and ratted out his uncle in an instant; but all the rules of normalcy and right and wrong broke down around Brew. What do you do with a textbook case when no one’s written the textbook?

Suddenly I flashed to something I learned in biology. There are some animals that die without explanation if you take them out of their familiar environment. Even if they came from a horrible, hostile environment, they still die.

“You have to trust me,” Brew said. “Please…”

What could be worse than his uncle? Only Brewster knew the real answer to that. And even though it went against everything I knew to be right, I reluctantly entered into his conspiracy of silence.

And I guess I wasn’t the only one.

“You have to come up with a believable story or the teachers will be all over you,” Tennyson told him. “If anyone asks about your eye, tell them that I beat you up for dating Bronte—and if I have to back it up, I will.”

I gaped at Tennyson, unable to believe the suggestion. “No!”

“Well, do you have a better idea?” he snapped.

But I just looked away, because I had nothing but misgivings.

Brew, on the other hand, was genuinely moved by Tennyson’s offer. “You’d do that for me?”

And Tennyson said, with his typical smirk, “Sure. What’s a friend for if he can’t take credit for punching you out?”

Brew took Tennyson up on his offer; and before lunch, people were buzzing with the news that Tennyson had beaten him senseless. My friends came out to console and support me, calling Tennyson every name in the book; and in turn, Tennyson’s friends supported him, giving him kudos and high fives that he had to accept or else risk tainting the credibility of Brew’s story. Suddenly Tennyson and I were at war with each other in the eyes of our classmates, and no one but Brew knew that it was all fake—a tricky, nasty subterfuge designed at throwing everyone off the track.

I couldn’t help but feel I’d made a terrible, terrible mistake. There were so many times during that awful day when I held my phone with 911 dialed in, ready to hit Send, but in the end I didn’t do it.

I don’t know how things would have been different if I had made that call. Maybe it might have saved Brew from what happened next. On the other hand, it was going to happen one way or another, no matter what any of us did.

BREWSTER

40) EMBOLISM

(I) Where sorrow waits, With cold and clammy hands, Shaking in grim anticipation, Is where I must return. Home. A house in a fallow field, Losing its battle with time, The wreck and ruin, And the man inside, Who never laid a hand on me, Yet left me battered. My uncle. Nothing ever changes, But the fear fermenting to dread, As Cody and I go home. (II) “Do ya think he’s calmed down?” “Do ya think he got his job back?” Do you think, do you think, do you think? “I don’t know, Cody.” What I mean to say is I don’t care, because my uncle has cut my soul from my body, leaving bitterness behind; a stretch-lipped grimace of futility, because whatever happens to my uncle happens to me. Even as his own hope is strangled, so is mine, beaten like a blunt boot to my ribs, snuffed like a candle with too short a wick, and not even Bronte can rekindle it. What he’s done is unforgivable. “Maybe he’ll be okay.” “Maybe he’ll be sorry, ya think?” Maybe, maybe, maybe. “We’ll see, Cody.” I creak open the rusty gate—from here it’s thirty-eight steps across the field to our door, steps I take slowly, in no hurry to know the answers to Cody’s questions, when suddenly a jagged sound peels at the edge of our awareness, stopping us in our muddy tracks. “Did you hear that?” Something has shattered—a tinkling, muffled by closed windows—then another smash of a different, finer timbre. The first smash was glass, the second china, and Cody now looks to me with the wide eyes of fear mercifully cushioned by innocence. “What’s he doing in there, Brew?” Reaching deeply into my pocket, I scavenge a few crumpled bills and hand them to Cody, telling him to go to Ben & Jerry’s; and, grabbing the bills, he backs away from another, louder crash inside. “Guess he didn’t get his job back.”
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