'No, you are true to yourself, Yuri. That's what I love you for.'
He glanced ahead up to the front of the group, where Kirill rode with Mikhal. 'Kirill asked you.'
'I can't take him, Yuri.'
'No. I suppose not. He would hate Jeds, and you would grow to hate him for hating it. And Ilya will never go back, unless, of course,' he grinned, 'we ride so far south that our army comes at last to the very gates of the city. If I may beg your pardon for suggesting it.'
'You're forgetting one thing. I am the heir to Jeds, so by marrying me-'
'No, I won't believe that he married you for that-or at least, if he did, he didn't know he was-I mean, that part of him might have known, but not that he thought about it. Do you understand what I mean?''
'Yes, I think I'm beginning to understand Bakhtiian tolerably well.'
Yuri laughed. 'By which you mean that you think that Bakhtiian wants you for yourself alone, and yet, that your brother is Prince in Jeds is inseparable from who you are.'
'What?'
'I'm being wise, Tess.'
'Gods,' she said, and laughed. 'You're being completely incoherent. But perhaps there's some relation between being wise and being unintelligible.'
'Only to those,' said Yuri with dignity, 'who have not yet achieved wisdom.' He paused, and then said in an altered tone: 'Tess. I will only say this once. Stay with us. I know I ought not to ask it of you, that I have no right, but I have this-this feeling that you will outlive Ilya.'' He was speaking quickly, in an undertone, as if he had very little time to say what he thought. 'Not that that would be any surprise; he's ten years older than you, and with us going to war against the khaja-but still, there would be time for you to go back to Jeds later, wouldn't there? Or if you must return now, couldn't you come back here after? Or better yet, stay here for a few years and then go. Does it have to be one or the other? Why must it all be so final, Tess?'
Because you can't understand the distance I have to travel. She did not say it. Instead, she smiled sadly at Yuri and glanced away without answering.
'Look,' she said, 'why is Petya riding in? Isn't he on scout-Yuri, what's wrong?'
Petya reined his horse aside by Kirill. A few words sufficed.
'Turn around, everyone!' Kirill shouted. 'Back to the shrine. Mikhailov's jahar is ahead of us.'
They had all pulled up their horses. Yuri suddenly grabbed Tess's reins and jerked Myshla's head around, kicking his horse.
'Yuri, what-?'
'He means it. Ride!'
Myshla broke into a canter. Tess glanced back. What she saw almost stopped her heart. First two, then four, then ten riders cleared the far swell of grass, pausing to survey the group below.
As one, the eleven riders turned to follow Tess and Yuri. Tess kicked and Myshla galloped. Gods, there could be nothing worse than this. If they could gain the shrine-Then Konstans appeared from the south. His pace as he cleared the rise in front of her and galloped down toward them was fueled by fear. 'Kirill!' he cried. 'Mikhailov is behind us. He's blocked the trail down to the shrine-' Then he caught sight of the riders beyond. He jerked his horse to a mincing halt and stared, horrified.
'Cut loose the remounts,' shouted Kirill. They turned in their saddles, sabers out, and sliced through the leads that held their extra horses.
A second group of riders, too many to count in one glance, appeared from the direction of the shrine. Myshla fought against the tight rein. Beside her, Yuri cursed under his breath.
'Petya and Mikhal at point. Tess and Yuri right behind them, and the rest behind them, with me.' Kirill's glance touched her for an instant, searing, before he looked past her to Mikhailov's jahar. Up beyond their scarlet- shirted figures, a lone bird circled. Kirill studied the movements and positions of the jahar with astonishing swiftness. 'We'll break east. Wait.'
Two men conferred on the forward rise, gesturing, staring down at them. Above, three feather-light clouds, high and white with a hint of blue, edged the sky.
'They've got men east already,' said Mikhal. Tess was amazed at how calm his voice was.
'Damn them,' said Kirill. Briefly, a cloud covered the sun. 'West. Now!'
They broke.
It was a mad race. Immediately riders from the south and north galloped to cut them off. Tess gauged her speed and theirs, and guessed where they would converge.
'We'll make it,' she gasped.
And then, from behind, Kirill shouted: 'Let Yuri and Tess through! Petya, home!' Petya and Mikhal split off, and Myshla stretched out into a full gallop, Yuri's Khani easily keeping up. Tess threw a glance back over her shoulder. Gods, how could she not have known: Veselov's riders had no better horses than Mikhailov's men. Already two men were fighting, sabers flashing in the sun. All along, Kirill had meant to get her free if he could not save the others.
'Damn it, Tess!' Yuri shouted. 'Ride! There's ten men headed straight for us.'
Behind, the race had disintegrated into a ragged line of skirmishes, trailing after Tess and Yuri like so much flotsam. She was just leaving them behind.
'Tess!' Yuri cried.
She hunched down over Myshla's back and rode after him.
Except that Mikhailov had long since encircled them. She had a moment to reflect on that before Yuri whipped Myshla's rump with the end of his reins, causing her to shy left, while he veered right, straight into the oncoming clump of riders.
'Yuri!' she screamed. The others-oh, God, the others she could leave behind but not him. She jerked Myshla hard around and rode after him.
The ten riders scattered from his charge, but a few sliced at him as he plunged through. She saw him sway, and then she was on the first one.
He cut at her, and she parried. His eyes went wide with shock as he realized she was a woman, and she threw a wild sweeping backstroke that cut across his chest. Then he fell from his saddle, and she could see Yuri again. Yuri, parrying desperately against three men. Something struck her from behind, a stinging flash, but she kicked Myshla toward Yuri, drove up behind him, hard against one of the riders, jarring him off his stroke. She thrust her saber at him almost blindly. Another man closed beside her, shouting.
'Move off!' a man yelled.
Suddenly she and Yuri sat alone, side by side. His face was white. Silence had descended on the field. She had an instant's comprehension of every position within her sight: that was Mikhailov, not five meters from her, Vasil and Leotich on either side of him. Other riders she did not know flanked them, poised to advance. Farther on, she saw Kirill and Konstans and a few of Veselov's riders. Kirill was holding his saber in the wrong hand. His face was streaked with blood. Halfway between the two groups, a fair-haired man lay still upon the grass.
Yuri swayed in his saddle. His face looked as if all the blood had drained from it. 'Damn you, Tess,' he whispered. 'What good is it if you don't get free?'
'By the gods,' said Dmitri Mikhailov, 'it is the same woman.'
'Damned fools,' snarled Leotich. 'Doroskayev said Bakhtiian had a woman with him, but you wouldn't listen.'
'No matter,' said Mikhailov. 'It's the cousin I want now. Kill him, Vasil.'
'I won't,' said Vasil. 'He's never done you any harm. Let him go.'
Far away a voice hailed them, shouting something about another jahar.
Yuri swayed again. His head lolled back, and blood trickled from his mouth. Slowly at first, then tumbling, he fell from his horse.
Wind stirred in her hair. From above, a bird called, a loud, raucous cry.
'Make sure he's dead,' said Mikhailov, and began to turn his horse away.
Sheer, cold rage obliterated everything else. She drove Myshla forward. She would kill him-
Someone shouted a warning. He turned. She raised her saber and cut. Two things hit her at once. Myshla lurched and plunged beneath her, toppling. She fell hard on her side, breath expelled from her lungs, and scrambled to her feet.
