'Or so secretly. Much less marry. She's just a little girl. I never thought she would grow up.' She shook herself with disgust. 'How I hate it when I don't think.'
Charles smiled, a quirk of the lips. 'We are here now. There's no reason Tess can't come home with us, when we leave. That will put her out of danger.'
'Charles. Charles. You can't possibly believe that it will be so easy. Married! There's a very good reason. You've met him.'
It was too dark to read his expression, but his mouth tightened, and his lashes shadowed his eyes. 'We shall see,' he murmured. 'I must go.'
Light flashed and vanished, and she was alone. 'Goddess,' she swore. Still, what if it could be done? One Earth woman and three Rhuian women had gotten pregnant by men from the other planet and all of them had died, inevitably, from antigenic reactions caused by incompatibilities between Earth and Rhuian humans. But one of the babies had lived. Surely with proper monitoring, with complete studies of both parents, a pregnancy could be brought to term successfully. Think how much she could learn from it! The rate of mutation, the alterations the Chapalii had made within the DNA of the Earth population moved to Rhui, the changes, the adaptations, that had come about by themselves on Rhui which could be measured in contrast to Earth's template-indeed, the development of a fetus molded of both worlds-all of this could be measured and quantified in such a controlled experiment. Added to what she had already learned, to her studies of the fundamental process of human development and aging-
But this was Tess. She recoiled from her own thoughts, shook herself, and read on.
'By the way, don't be concerned about Aleksi's involvement. He has a peculiar, detached way of looking at things, having been orphaned at an early age and only admitted into our tribe because of my friendship and because he has quite simply the best hand for the saber that anyone in recent memory has possessed, and he guessed soon after we met that I had come from a place not only different, but different in a way that passed the understanding of most of the jaran-even of Ilya. He is truly my brother in every sense of the word (except the biological). I trust him completely, and you should, too. He will deliver this letter to you. Also, when you arrive at the main camp, if I'm not there, do not worry. I may be riding out with a group that is going to escort a southern ambassador to our camp. I will be back soon after you arrive. Bakhtiian does not know this (of course), so don't be concerned if he gets furious. He has a hard time containing his emotions and he hates having his will thwarted, but he won't let his anger at me prejudice his dealings with you. Safe journey. Love, Tess.'
'Safe journey, indeed,' Cara muttered. She folded the parchment and tucked it back neatly into the pocket of the shirt in which she had found it, squaring off the corners. Then she went outside.
David had weeks since been granted the unofficial post of camp leader, a position he warranted due to his previous experience of camping expeditions on Earth and to his ability to work in harmony with Yomi Applegate- Hito, whose authority over the day to day routine of the Company not even Charles dared contest. By the time Cara ventured outside, David had already begun directing the striking of camp. Most of the actors and all of the rest of Charles's immediate party rolled up tents and loaded wagons with commendable haste. Next to one of the wagons, reclining soporifically on a canvas chair, Anahita Liel Apphia sat with one hand cast up over her eyes, as if the sudden turn of events had exhausted her nerves. One of the young male actors-Cara could not recall his name, but Narcissus would have been appropriate-knelt beside her, patting her cheeks with a damp cloth. Beyond them, the big tent fluttered and sagged and with a gushing sigh collapsed. Beneath the canvas, a single figure struggled to free himself from inside. Cara hurried over and lifted the material enough to help him out; it was the leading man, Gwyn Jones.
'May I help?' she asked.
He smiled. Gwyn was a fairly young man, his features interesting rather than handsome; he had a quiet intensity that never, except when he was on stage, erupted into dramatics. 'Please,' he said. He glanced briefly toward Anahita and her companion. Diana had stopped next to the pair and seemed to be making a speech. 'Di!' Gwyn called. She turned and, when he waved at her, jogged over to them.
'We need a hand here.' Gwyn indicated Cara and himself. He bent to straighten one corner of the big tent.
'Well, I must say,' said Diana to Cara, seeing that Gwyn was inclined to ignore her, 'that I'm disgusted with Hyacinth that he would cater to her whims rather than do something useful.' Expecting no reply, and receiving only Cara's enigmatic smile, she strode around to another corner and pulled it tight.
Hal Bharentous arrived and, with four of them, the folding went quickly. As Diana and Gwyn rolled the canvas up and tied it, and Hal collected and bound up the poles, Cara allowed herself a moment to step back and watch while she wound the guidelines up.
'Doctor,' said a voice behind her. 'I see you observe as well. Everything we watch, everything we do, becomes part of the work. And all work feeds the exercise that becomes the theater, the actual performance of which is only another, if more polished, exercise.'
Cara turned. 'M. Zerentous.'
Owen Zerentous gave the briefest nod in acknowledgment, but his attention remained fixed on his actors. 'There can be no separation between work and life. Like the rehearsal, the journey itself is a discovery.'
'Dad,' said Hal, half hidden by the bound poles, 'I don't think Dr. Hierakis is interested in your theories.'
'But of course she is,' said Zerentous. 'She is a research scientist, an act of creative performance that binds her close in spirit to every other artist. Are you not, Doctor?'
Cara was saved a reply by the sudden eruption of an altercation over by the wagons, where Madelena Quinn was attempting to physically drag Hyacinth away from his station by Anahita. Zerentous' interest, and his focus, shifted so thoroughly away from her that Cara felt as if he had left her before he took one step away.
'Well,' she said to no one as Zerentous strode away to observe this newest scene.
Gwyn Jones glanced up at her. 'Yes,' he said, following the direction of her gaze, 'but you must forgive him much. He's a genius.'
'Tell that to the army that's approaching when they ride, swords drawn, into a camp we haven't broken yet,' muttered Hal.
'Good Lord,' said Diana, trying to hoist one end of the rolled up tent. 'This thing weighs a ton.'
David ran up, his skin sheened with sweat. 'This is down? Good. If you can load this into the fourth wagon- there-then all we've got is the bedding and carries, and we can get started.'
Hal and Gwyn and Di hoisted the rolled up tent between them and lugged it over to the wagons. Cara tarried behind. 'I certainly don't understand why actors must travel with so much luggage.'
David grinned. 'I hadn't noticed that you travel lightly, Doctor.''
Cara picked up the bundle of poles. 'Have I ever told you how much I detest impertinent young men, David?'
'Many times. Here, I'll take those, and if you'll roll up that rug, we'll be finished here.'
'You seem damned cheerful. Aren't you nervous? With battles looming in the near distance.'
David shrugged as they began to walk. 'I've never been scared of threats I can't see. It's a form of blindness, I suppose. It's why I went into engineering. It's all there, right in front of you. Yomi!' he called, diverted by the appearance of the Company stage manager. 'I'll give you five minutes. Then we're going.' Yomi nodded, and then, with characteristic efficiency, she rounded on the group that had gathered by Anahita and dispersed it ruthlessly.
David proved as good as his word. In five minutes, the first wagon jolted forward, and in succession, the rest followed its lead. David sat next to the driver of the lead wagon, and Cara, as usual, began the day by walking briskly alongside. Like all the drivers, this one was an elderly but hale jaran man who spoke no language but khush. Nevertheless, he and David had formed a friendly partnership, linked by a shared even temperament and, Cara suspected, the simple fact of both being male.
Cara walked for an hour. The grass was damp from rain, and the sun slipped in and out from behind the clouds, so that the cast of light over the land brightened and dulled by turns. Finally, she swung up into the back of the wagon as it trundled along at an even and unslacking pace. She had conceived the greatest respect for the beasts that drew it, thick-shouldered, bovine animals that could walk for hours without rest. This day they did not even pause at midday, but it was only mid-afternoon when a new rider, an older man whose blond hair was bleached white with age, galloped up from behind and spoke to the lead driver. Their course altered; within half an hour the little train snaked around a low rise and came to a halt by a swampy pond ringed by scrub trees and a
