I Say No

'I daresay you won't believe me,' she said. 'I wish I was you.'

She turned away irritably, and walked back to the house.

Were there really longings for kindness and love under the surface of this girl's perverse nature? Or was there nothing to be hoped from a better knowledge of her?—In place of tender remembrances of Cecilia, these were the perplexing and unwelcome thoughts which the more potent personality of Francine forced upon Emily's mind.

She rose impatiently, and looked at her watch. When would it be her turn to leave the school, and begin the new life?

Still undecided what to do next, her interest was excited by the appearance of one of the servants on the lawn. The woman approached her, and presented a visiting-card; bearing on it the name of Sir Jervis Redwood. Beneath the name, there was a line written in pencil: 'Mrs. Rook, to wait on Miss Emily Brown.' The way to the new life was open before her at last!

Looking again at the commonplace announcement contained in the line of writing, she was not quite satisfied. Was it claiming a deference toward herself, to which she was not entitled, to expect a letter either from Sir Jervis, or from Miss Redwood; giving her some information as to the journey which she was about to undertake, and expressing with some little politeness the wish to make her comfortable in her future home? At any rate, her employer had done her one service: he had reminded her that her station in life was not what it had been in the days when her father was living, and when her aunt was in affluent circumstances.

She looked up from the card. The servant had gone. Alban Morris was waiting at a little distance—waiting silently until she noticed him.

CHAPTER VIII. MASTER AND PUPIL.

Emily's impulse was to avoid the drawing-master for the second time. The moment afterward, a kinder feeling prevailed. The farewell interview with Cecilia had left influences which pleaded for Alban Morris. It was the day of parting good wishes and general separations: he had only perhaps come to say good-by. She advanced to offer her hand, when he stopped her by pointing to Sir Jervis Redwood's card.

'May I say a word, Miss Emily, about that woman?' he asked

'Do you mean Mrs. Rook?'

'Yes. You know, of course, why she comes here?'

'She comes here by appointment, to take me to Sir Jervis Redwood's house. Are you acquainted with her?'

'She is a perfect stranger to me. I met her by accident on her way here. If Mrs. Rook had been content with asking me to direct her to the school, I should not be troubling you at this moment. But she forced her conversation on me. And she said something which I think you ought to know. Have you heard of Sir Jervis Redwood's housekeeper before to-day?'

'I have only heard what my friend—Miss Cecilia Wyvil—has told me.'

'Did Miss Cecilia tell you that Mrs. Rook was acquainted with your father or with any members of your family?'

'Certainly not!'

Alban reflected. 'It was natural enough,' he resumed, 'that Mrs. Rook should feel some curiosity about You. What reason had she for putting a question to me about your father—and putting it in a very strange manner?'

Emily's interest was instantly excited. She led the way back to the seats in the shade. 'Tell me, Mr. Morris, exactly what the woman said.' As she spoke, she signed to him to be seated.

Alban observed the natural grace of her action when she set him the example of taking a chair, and the little heightening of her color caused by anxiety to hear what he had still to tell her. Forgetting the restraint that he had hitherto imposed on himself, he enjoyed the luxury of silently admiring her. Her manner betrayed none of the conscious confusion which would have shown itself, if her heart had been secretly inclined toward him. She saw the man looking at her. In simple perplexity she looked at the man.

'Are you hesitating on my account?' she asked. 'Did Mrs. Rook say something of my father which I mustn't hear?'

'No, no! nothing of the sort!'

'You seem to be confused.'

Her innocent indifference tried his patience sorely. His memory went back to the past time—recalled the ill- placed passion of his youth, and the cruel injury inflicted on him—his pride was roused. Was he making himself ridiculous? The vehement throbbing of his heart almost suffocated him. And there she sat, wondering at his odd behavior. 'Even this girl is as cold-blooded as the rest of her sex!' That angry thought gave him back his self-control. He made his excuses with the easy politeness of a man of the world.

'I beg your pardon, Miss Emily; I was considering how to put what I have to say in the fewest and plainest words. Let me try if I can do it. If Mrs. Rook had merely asked me whether your father and mother were living, I should have attributed the question to the commonplace curiosity of a gossiping woman, and have thought no more of it. What she actually did say was this: 'Perhaps you can tell me if Miss Emily's father—' There she checked herself, and suddenly altered the question in this way: 'If Miss Emily's parents are living?' I may be making mountains out of molehills; but I thought at the time (and think still) that she had some special interest in inquiring after your father, and, not wishing me to notice it for reasons of her own, changed the form of the question so as to include your mother. Does this strike you as a far-fetched conclusion?'

'Whatever it may be,' Emily said, 'it is my conclusion, too. How did you answer her?'

'Quite easily. I could give her no information—and I said so.'

'Let me offer you the information, Mr. Morris, before we say anything more. I have lost both my parents.'

Alban's momentary outbreak of irritability was at an end. He was earnest and yet gentle, again; he forgave her for not understanding how dear and how delightful to him she was. 'Will it distress you,' he said, 'if I ask how long it is since your father died?'