Scratching at the window.
He came up from sleep with no pause, no intervening period of drowsiness or orientation. The insanities of sleep and waking had become remarkably similar.
The white face in the darkness outside the glass was Susan’s.
‘Mark… let me in.’
He got out of bed. The floor was cold under his bare feet. He was shivering.
‘Go away,’ he said tonelessly. He could see that she was still wearing the same blouse, the same slacks. I wonder if
‘It’s not so bad, Mark,’ she said, and her eyes were flat and obsidian. She smiled, showing her teeth, which shone in sharp relief below her pale gums. ‘It’s ever so nice. Let me in, I’ll show you. I’ll kiss you, Mark. I’ll kiss you all over like your mother never did.’
‘Go away,’ he repeated.
‘One of us will get you sooner or later,’ she said. ‘There are lots more of us now. Let it be me, Mark. I’m… I’m hungry.’ She tried to smile, but it turned into a nightshade grimace that made his bones cold.
He held up his cross and pressed it against the window.
She hissed, as if scalded, and let go of the window frame. For a moment she hung suspended in air, her body becoming misty and indistinct. Then, gone. But not before he saw (or thought he saw) a look of desperate unhappiness on her face.
The night was still and silent again.
There are lots more of us now.
His thoughts turned to his parents, sleeping in thoughtless peril below him, and dread gripped his bowels.
Some men knew, she had said, or suspected.
Who?
The writer, of course. The one she dated. Mears, his name was. He lived at Eva’s boardinghouse. Writers knew a lot. It would be him. And he would have to get to Mears before she did-
He stopped on his way back to bed.
Chapter Thirteen
FATHER CALLAHAN
1
On that same Sunday evening, Father Callahan stepped hesitantly into Matt Burke’s hospital room at quarter to seven by Matt’s watch. The bedside table and the counterpane itself were littered with books, some of them dusty with age. Matt had called Loretta Starcher at her spinster’s apartment and had not only gotten her to open the library on Sunday, but had gotten her to deliver the books in person. She had come in at the head of a procession made up of three hospital orderlies, each loaded down. She had left in something of a huff because he refused to answer questions about the strange conglomeration.
Father Callahan regarded the schoolteacher curiously. He looked worn, but not so worn or wearily shocked as most of the parishioners he visited in similar circumstances. Callahan found that the common first reaction to news of cancer, strokes, heart attacks, or the failure of some major organ was one of betrayal. The patient was astounded to find that such a close (and, up to now at least, fully understood) friend as one’s own body could be so sluggard as to lie down on the job. The reaction which followed close on the heels of the first was the thought that a friend who would let one down so cruelly was not worth having. The conclusion that followed these reactions was that it didn’t matter if
Once, while in a fine drunken frenzy, Callahan had sat down to write a monograph on the subject for
Matt Burke showed none of this depression. He held out his hand, and when Callahan shook it, he found the grip surprisingly strong.
‘Father Callahan. Good of you to come.’
‘Pleased to. Good teachers, like a wife’s wisdom, are pearls beyond price.’
‘Even agnostic old bears like myself?’
‘Especially those,’ Callahan said, riposting with pleasure. ‘I may have caught you at a weak moment. There are no atheists in the foxholes, I’ve been told, and precious few agnostics in the Intensive Care ward.’
‘I’m being moved soon, alas.’