Laura was very fond of Reid-maybe she even loved him-but she hadn’t felt the same release of control she had experienced with Paul. She reasoned that she was older now, more experienced-not the schoolgirl she’d been when she found Paul. But she never revealed herself, her deepest thoughts, to Reid. She’d done that once.
Found Paul-no, discovered Paul. She thought about that phrase. Yes, she had found him and savored every minute they’d been together in the early days. They had lived a perfect love in those early days of their relationship, and then they had fallen into complacency, routine. But she had remained in love with him, and there had always been electricity when he touched her. She could admit that he had been less giving, but given the whole of their relationship, he had been so much more. Why was that? Reid was more handsome-more her type. He loved the same things she loved and had a remarkable body that fit with hers as though they had been designed as a set. Paul, on the other hand, had been self-absorbed; he had made decisions that affected them both without discussing them with her. He had been a magnificent consuming soul as a lover, but outside the bedroom he had been pensive and distant and didn’t need to be touched as she did. He had been dedicated to his work, often staying in the field weeks at a time, calling only sporadically. But they had been in love, and there was no doubting that. Even after the children were born and inhabited their lives, he had been like a lover at the beginning of a torrid affair. But that was then and this was…
Reid Dietrich was thirty-nine but looked ten years younger. Laura had met him at an opening of her work a year before at the Arthur Maxwell Gallery on Magazine Street. He had been staring at a particular painting when she arrived, and fifteen minutes later he was still staring at it. She had studied him as he studied her work. Reid was almost six feet tall, thin but muscular, and wore his light hair combed back over his ears. His features were delicate but masculine, sensual. His eyes were like children’s marbles with light-gray circular swirls beneath the surface. She had never before seen eyes the shade of his. She had been mesmerized by them, lost in the absolute depth of them from the moment she saw them. It was artistic interest at the beginning.
“God, he’s gorgeous.” Lily had spotted him first and pointed him out. Laura had finally wandered over and stood beside him as he’d stared at the painting of St. Sebastian.
In the painting of Sebastian, the martyr had dark locks cascading over his shoulders, and a pale halo. His skin was translucent, the veins tracks of deep blue. Most of Sebastian’s blood had been leeched out by the five arrows, which were all heeled with purple fletches. The blood that dribbled from the arrow shafts was being licked away by a pair of ewes. In the darkness of the tree limbs above there were sinister black birds watching, obviously waiting for their turn at the saint-to-be. Despite the inconvenience of being lashed to a tree, despite the arrows and the birds waiting for his eyes and sweetmeats, Sebastian was smiling at the sheep who cleansed his body. What Laura had thought she was painting had altered itself as she’d worked-a move of the brush, a moment when something unexpected happened, something outside her control, and St. Sebastian was at peace. Reb’s comment had been, “I didn’t know sheeps ate blood.”
“Ouww, gross, Mother,” Erin had added. “Like someone would stand still for that!”
“It’s an amazing piece,” Reid had said even before he turned to look at Laura. “A truly unique interpretation… of the death… of St. Sebastian. The degree of pain a man can feel and remain at peace with his inner self… his God, or his soul. It touches me in a place I’ve never been touched.” Laura thought he was serious until he laughed. “Who did shoot St. Sebastian?”
“I should know,” she said. “Martyr makers, I’d imagine.”
“I am considering it for my house, but…”
“But?”
“It’s a lot of money,” he’d said. “Fourteen thousand for an unknown.”
She had looked him over. A solid-gold Cartier, a designer suit with the cuffs breaking on a pair of obviously expensive loafers.
“Come, now. I’ll bet you paid that much for your watch. What does any watch do but intrude on your thoughts and divide your day like a drill sergeant? ‘It’s ten-twenty-oh gosh, I have to go-it’s almost time to shower…’ A slave driver in eighteen-carat gold. Attractive slave driver, but, still, the ticking is merely the cracking of the whip.”
He had looked at her and studied her for a few seconds, his eyes crystal points of interest. “Maybe the artist would trade me for this watch?” He smiled. “I could kill two birds with one Cartier. I’d have the painting to keep me company, and I’d be free of this tyrant on my wrist.”
She studied him for a few long seconds. “You’d trade your watch for that canvas?”
“In a moment,” he said, smiling. “Do you work here?”
“No, but I know the owner.” She had looked around and caught the gallery owner’s eye. He walked over. “Arthur, this is…”
“Reid Dietrich,” Arthur said, smiling his wolfish smile. “Mr. Dietrich is newly arrived in New Orleans and a client of the gallery.”
“He wants to trade his watch for this painting,” she said.
“Well, it’s okay. But there’s the question of how you’d pay me the gallery’s commission.” He stretched up on his tiptoes and crossed his arms. “Possibly the band?”
Reid had blushed. “Your painting? Oh, you’re Laura Masterson? This is embarrassing.”
“No relation to Bat.”
“Dietrich. No relation to Marlene, either.”
They’d both laughed.
“I’ll just pay for the painting. Your husband must be terribly proud of you. Such work is truly amazing.”
“I’m divorced.”
“But the wedding band?”
“Keeps me from having to spend time being chased by men I’d rather avoid. Those awkward moments in the grocery store. I have two children.”
“I’m a widower.” He had fixed his eyes on hers and then touched her hand. “Please excuse me so I can conduct my business with Arthur before someone snatches my St. Sebastian from the wall.”
“I could always paint you another,” she’d said, surprising herself. She realized that she was flirting with Reid and was suddenly embarrassed. He had held her eyes for a few seconds longer and smiled what was, as far as she could discern, a perfect smile.
“Who was the model?” he had asked.
“My ex-husband,” she said.
“Have you considered the subliminal implications?”
“Believe it.”
Reid had written Arthur a check for the fourteen thousand dollars, and a red dot had appeared beside the title placard, signifying that the work had been purchased. Reid often commented that the painting had appreciated three hundred percent since he’d bought it, while the watch had not.
Laura had not been able to talk to him any more that evening because there were so many other people she had to greet and he had disappeared shortly after writing the check. Later in the week she had quizzed Arthur about him. He told her that Reid, a recent New York transplant, was a partner in a company that sold hightech, high-dollar diagnostic machines to hospitals. He was interested in Louisiana artists, came from an old Atlanta family, had a large sailboat on Lake Pontchartrain, and lived in the French Quarter. Most important, he wasn’t gay, though Arthur deemed that a shame.
Weeks later Arthur called her to ask if she would accompany him to Reid’s home and oversee the hanging of the painting, as Mr. Dietrich had requested. His house on Dumaine was four thousand square feet on three floors and filled with antiques and artwork. The house had a private courtyard protected by tall brick walls, and servants’ quarters that he used strictly for storage. The art movers hung St. Sebastian over the carved-marble fireplace in the living room.
She and Arthur had been met at the door by a casually dressed Reid.
In the living room there was a haunting egg-tempera portrait of a woman, painted in a style similar to that of Andrew Wyeth. Arthur said she was the dead wife. “Car wreck,” Arthur had whispered as they passed. “Decapitated,” he added, raising his blond eyebrows for emphasis.
Reid had insisted they stay for sandwiches, but Arthur begged off. Laura had needed to go, too, but when she looked at her watch with the intention of making an excuse, Reid had looked into her eyes and said, “Your drill sergeant?”
