would bring, and the thought of informing these parents was unbearable. It hurt even to imagine it.
‘Follow me,’ he finally said to Felicia.
‘Where we going?’
‘To the cafeteria. I need to see the bodies.’
Striker moved quickly down the halls, and Felicia followed silently. The mention of the cafeteria had done something to her; Striker could see it, as easily as the deepening lines under her eyes.
And he understood it completely. He felt it, too.
Now, filled with cops and paramedics, the entranceway seemed ordinary and safe, if not a little cluttered and disorganised. It certainly felt nothing like the war zone it had been earlier this morning. Striker stopped. He turned and looked into Felicia’s face.
‘You okay?’
She nodded. ‘Yeah. I’m fine.’
‘Good, good. We okay then?’
She gave him a sideways glance. ‘Why wouldn’t we be?’
‘You acted kinda funny back there, in Caroline’s office. When I sent you to check up on that Nava Sanghera kid.’
Felicia sighed, like he just didn’t get it, then said, ‘You gave me an order, Jacob. A fucking order. And in front of everyone.’ When he didn’t apologise, and instead looked back at her in confusion, her face darkened. ‘I’m not being mentored here, Jacob, I work here. And I have for the past six months. I’ve been the primary on more files than anyone else in the office and I’ve got the highest solvability rate — you’d know that if you’d been around for ten seconds.’
She finished venting, and Striker let the air clear for a moment.
He smiled. ‘Wow, you really go for the jugular, don’t you?’
‘Hey, I’m part-vampire, right? What do you expect?’ She crossed her arms, went on: ‘And don’t talk to me about being fair. You’re never fair. Not once, in as long as I can remember, have you ever been fair.’
‘We talking about work again, or our relationship?’
‘There you go again, always with the jokes.’
‘I was just trying to lighten-’
‘You can’t lighten this. I’m not the rookie any more. Not in Homicide, and certainly not on the job. And I don’t like being treated that way. Hell, you’re the one who just came back. If anyone should be giving orders around here, it’s me.’
He let out a bemused chuckle. ‘I’m a ten-year Homicide vet, Feleesh, what do you expect? Shit, I got more time on lunch than you got on the job. Which makes me senior. I’m the primary on this case and I always will be.’
‘Self-appointed.’
‘Maybe so, but by right.’
Felicia opened her mouth like she was going to say more, then gave up. Her posture sagged, as if all the fight had drained out of her system. She looked down the hall, in the direction of the cafeteria, and when she spoke again, the fire in her eyes had gone out, and her voice was quiet.
‘Let’s just get this over with.’
Striker agreed. He reached out, touched her arm. ‘Look, Felicia, I’m sorry. Really. I didn’t mean a thing by it. I didn’t even know I was doing it.’
She just nodded.
‘I talked to some kids,’ she said. ‘They knew where Courtney was. Said she’d taken off to Metrotown Mall. Gone looking for costumes for the Parade of Lost Souls party on Friday. She’s been seen there since the shooting started. So she’s fine, Jacob. She’s safe. She’s just ignoring you like always.’
He exhaled slowly. ‘Thanks.’
‘I thought you should know.’ When he didn’t respond, Felicia gave him a puzzled look. ‘You know, it’s okay to be relieved. You’re human, after all. Far as I can tell.’
He tried to smile at her comment, but couldn’t. Learning that Courtney was safe was paramount, even if he had believed it from the beginning. But it didn’t relieve the stress he felt, the burden that weighed heavily on every decision he made. He looked back at Felicia and said, ‘I tagged him.’
‘What?’
‘The gunman, the one who escaped — Red Mask. I tagged him once, when I shot out the rear window of the car. I know it, I can feel it. I got him. And he’s hurt.’
‘I know,’ Felicia said. ‘That’s great.’
‘It’s not great, it’s a disaster.’ When Felicia gave him a confused stare, he continued: ‘There’s nothing more desperate than a wounded animal. If he was planning on killing more kids, I’ve just done the worst thing possible — I’ve sped up his plans.’ As Striker finished speaking the words, a cold, dark feeling filled his core. And he knew instinctively that something bad was going to happen. Something for which he would be responsible. Something he would regret.
There was no doubt about it. More death was coming.
Nineteen
Red Mask lay on a table. He opened his eyes. Looked around.
The room he was in was small, lit by bulbs bright as the winter sun. In the far corner by a greyish wall stood a small, old man. He was bald. With wrinkles carved so deep his face looked wooden.
It was the doctor. Jun Kieu.
Red Mask ignored him. He lay, staring up at the glaring whiteness above. Suddenly, Kim Pham blipped into view, snapped his fingers at the two men who stood guard by the door and said, ‘Get the fuck out.’
The room cleared, and then there was only Red Mask and Kim Pham and the doctor.
‘Release me,’ Red Mask said.
The doctor came forward and placed a hand on his shoulder. ‘Be still.’
Red Mask could not. He had gone back in time.
In his mind, Kim Pham’s white suit fell away and was replaced by a green cap and a grey buttoned-down jacket. There were screams coming from outside the window, from where the women were kept. And a machinelike voice spoke.
‘You are a special agent of the Central Intelligence Agency.’
‘Sister,’ Red Mask replied, and in his mind he was eight years old again. ‘Where is my sister?’
‘You are an emissary of the United Socialistic Soviet Republic.’
‘No. No. My family-’
‘You have shit in the food supplies to make the others sick.’
‘What?’
‘You have falsified medical documents to undermine the reputation of this hospital because it is an icon of its kind and a great testament to the glory.’
‘Mother! I want my mother!’
And then, like an evaporating mist, the vision dissipated. And Kim Pham stood there. The muscles of his face were tight behind his padded cheeks.
‘Fuck, this is bad. Bad, bad, BAD. Nothing is finished! The bosses won’t be happy.’ He paced back and forth, balled his fists against the sides of his head, then stopped. He leaned back over Red Mask and spoke in English, as he always did, for their dialects were too far apart. ‘Can you hear me? For fuck’s sake, can you hear anything?’
The words were too loud and too soft. But Red Mask responded. ‘I am here, I am awake.’
Kim Pham’s voice deepened. ‘What the hell happened over there? Did you get the job done?’
Red Mask felt the images overtake him, wave after nauseating wave. ‘A man appeared. Like a ghost. He came from nothing.’
‘A man? What man? What are you talking about? Was he a cop?’
