Reynald nodded.
The air hurt.
“Listen…” Judith said, her voice bouncing from the window. “I know it hurts. Whistler. And Hope. But we’ll get by. We’ll do this.”
They all tried to believe her.
His eyes raced behind fluttering lids. The cat, curious, approached slowly, stuck out a paw, carefully padded his cheek until another seizure wracked his body. The cat reared back, came to rest sitting up. It sniffed the linoleum, reached out, withdrew. It bent down and licked at the growing slick of blood. At the taste, the cat bristled and ran to hide under the couch, leaving a trail of red prints across the gray carpet of the living room.
Somewhere behind bone, pressure built, soft gray curves flooded. The newspaper arrived. The cat hissed at its still owner silvering out in the kitchen. Somewhere, a clock ticked. Somewhere, nobody thought of him.
“Are you leaving?” she asked, half asleep. His impression marked the sheet behind her, a curved kidney bean spooned into position over half a dozen hours and thirty thousand heartbeats. He pulled the blankets back over her shoulders, concealing any evidence that he had ever been there at all.
“Need to get back into the silver.”
She woke in earnest, sat up. She wiped sleep from her eyes and tried to focus. “Don’t go.”
“Al—”
“Please.”
“I have to.”
A sad shake of the head. “Don’t go.”
He bent to kiss her cheek. She pulled back and forced a locked gaze. “Please.”
His lips hovered inches from her. He frowned and
Maire smiled, bent to help Richter to his feet. He coughed another glut of phase to the floor. Tendrils and thick loops of the sludge slicked his chin and chest. He rocked against her, still solidifying, and she altered her form to match his memories of Benton. He was blinking away the birth blindness; she couldn’t rely on a stolen voice alone. She cut into the remnants of Benton’s pattern and searched for convincing.
“Hope?” he repeated, his hands now surveying Maire’s face, which molded to the memories she pulled from him, the histories stored within herself. His hands traced down her sides, came to rest on hips that hadn’t been hers for long. “Where are we? I thought—That light—”
“Shh, baby.” Maire smiled with Hope’s face. “It’s going to be okay now. You were right. About everything. I knew you’d come for me.”
“Baby—” He looked at the metallish expanse, the uplink chamber swaying at the top of a tower city jutting from a dead future. “Where are we?”
She stood on tip-toes, wrapping her arms securely around him. Richter tabled the question and responded, burying his face in her hair, dragging lips along her cheek, coming to rest in the angle of her neck. “I thought you were gone.”
“I’m right here.”
“I needed to see what was in the light.”
“It’s heaven, James.”
“I thought—I needed to see. To find you.”
“You did.” Maire tugged with Hope’s colorless eyes, and for an instant, a deeper blackness existed.
Richter’s grasp on her weakened.
Maire lashed out with her claws, Hope’s shape and form dissolving into nothing. Richter’s neck hung in tatters; his look of surprise was endearing. Maire sneered with delight as she grabbed his head and bit the rest of his neck through. The assembly of blood and meat flopped to the floor. She took her time excising his projector.
“Too easy.” She licked her lips and sucked wads of his viscera from the marble.
One step closer to Jud. Another piece of Paul fell into
the place was empty, just a scatter of overturned tables and splintered chairs. Napkins dispensing lazily from dented stainless bricks. The door shut the city out behind him, squeezing down and crimping off the sound of wind and the staccato vibrations of war.
A sign sat on the neglected counter: UNDER NEW MANAGEMENT.
Richter walked to the counter, was drawn to the sign. His hand, finding purchase, marred clean paths into the veil of dust. There was an empty cigarette pack on the floor. There was the flapping cellophane skin of a Zinger, the bottom residue of cream and unnaturally red coconut slowly yellowing across one plane of it. The tip jar was empty except for a small blue marble, clouded.
His hand went to his throat, found it intact. Confusions blossomed.
He heard movement from the back room. Something falling, something dragged. A female grunt of a nameless emotion.
The windows shivered with the sudden onset of rain.
An overturned cylinder of red plastic stir sticks. An eared copy of
Richter walked slowly to the back of the shop, wondered at his boots, the clothing from so far ago. He remembered a desert and the Styx. A spire. New memories dislodge. Timesweep. His jaw worked over new bends in history. He felt his neck again; it was whole. He walked through coffee grounds and crumbled ceramic, the green, furry remnants of pastry. He reached the door to the back room and jumped at a crash of something heavy and fragile.
The doorknob was cold. Its turn was rusted and audible. Hinges cracked ancient resistance, and the door pushed away from him.
Benton kneeled on the floor, flopping thick manila file folders from a cardboard box.
She looked up at his gasp and the quick backward retreat of his boots. “James?” A folder fell from her grasp, spilling an inch of photographs, postcards, love letters to the linoleum.
“Stay away from me.” His hands shifted to silver.
She stood. “James? How did you—”
“Stay back!” His eyes flared white.
Benton halted her advance.
“You touch me again, I’ll fucking kill you.” The silver crawled up Richter’s arms, consumed his form, leaving him a shadow, an implication.
Realizations slammed into place deep in the works of Benton’s mind. “James—It wasn’t me.” She tested a step toward him. “I wouldn’t—”
He lunged forward and lashed out with both hands, which passed ineffectually through the image of her. She bent toward his shimmer where he touched her, but her projection swam back into a solid, sparkling with her own shift. His fingertips dragged a merge out with that contact. New truths metastasized across lines of resistance.
“It wasn’t me, baby. Please…Believe me.”
The wind screamed through the collapsing city.
Her slurp was a cute annoyance. She was a loud eater. She smacked her lips. He couldn’t remember ever having heard her chew gum, but he could forgive the cracking he suspected she would have allowed herself to ignore. Every brilliant mind controls an eccentric body, a collection of actions that set it apart.
She wiped aside a windrow of dust and put the teacup down on a laminated menu used as a coaster. “You were right.”
His eyes asked.
“The signals were getting through, not bouncing back. Someone was listening, out there. They talked back.”
He remembered an expensive restaurant lifetimes ago, a conversation broken off because of an unexpected
